The music of the night beckons me....

Everywhere I go I surround myself with music and it is definately the right way to live life. So I've been writing a bit, nothing quite amazing with a tune yet, I'm working on it, words seem to come to me in Spanish class its weird. And recently I've been errr... distracted *blushes* in Spanish. So I'm working on that.
Summerstock is amazing and one must take note that hanging out in guys dress room is a good idea. Props to Maddie for that one. Freaky times with Sparky make me laugh. So I get to sing Shaking at The Highschool hop, its exciting. What else? WE had a nap train that Ian started, it was amusing.
Connections this week and I'm going to miss a lot of stuff! A LOT!
Stampede announcement on the 30th I CANNOT WAIT!
JAKES BLOGGED! Love that guy! Love all those guys!
I'm still really worried about Auz but he seems to be returning to an old but new Auz. I'll keep you updated on that.
Possibly going to see Melanie C. Not sure.... I think that that is it.... hhmmmm.... what should I leave you with today???
The more I think and realize what our time is about the more I realize that it all has to do with music.

Best last day to be 15 EVER!

Alright lets start with the beginning of the day. MT was good and fun. Auz was there but lets not go there today. Alright at lunch Myles was singing for Room To Read and it was amazing, and we were all standing there admiring his errr.... music.... yeah musics the word....hahahaha....
Alright in Spanish talked with Myles, and he was all why didn't you talk to me yesterday and I was like oops. I drew trees in spanish and wrote down possible lyrics but then i mixed them all up to make new lyrics and now I can't decide which is better.... BAHUMBUG! Math was as stupid as usual. Alright after school we had Fiddler rehearsal which always leads to something interesting.... Me and Michelle are not a good combination together. Erm Lazerwolf is worrying me but I find it all interesting at the same time. I got really excited when they did the bottle dance cuz Dusty's an amazing drunk.
Then I walked to meet Amy for soup. We talked abotu life and ate soup. Then we went to Safeway and bought Strawberry Cheesecake, chocolate cheesecake, gummy bears, nemo fruties and spongebob dunkaroos. It was pretty sweet. So we sat outside in the cold enjoying our junk food till Amy decided she wanted chicken fingers so we went to A&W so now I feel extremely fat and tired. However it was an amazing way to end 15.
Get home. Read email from Summerstock I have 88% and 5 credits so far. Fun emails from Amy. And then I got an email from facebook telling me that Tommy Mac, Hedley Bassist, has invited me to his birthday bash! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I think that made my day because that is so freaking ridiculous! I would go but you know the whole only be 16 part kinda gets in the way...
Tomorrows the talent show. I'm quite excited for tomorrow. Didn't think I would be but boy am I. oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMMY! well not till the 25th but HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY!

Today I heard the singing of a god...

So today after school I was all I should go check the callboard. But then my brain was like why do you need to do that Jessica, just leave school already. But my gut was like Jessica listen to me for once and go check the callboard! So I did and as I walked down the hallway they shoved all the art kids in I saw Rhianna playing her guitar and I scoffed at her because I am insanely jealous of her song writing abilities. I was so concerned about my own feelings of jealousy that I did not notice that Myles was walking behind me. And One would normally notice such the occasion. So there I was staring at the callboard like an idiot when I noticed Myles bright blue sweater he sat down with this other guy who had a guitar and he was like alright ready. Then as I tried not to stare the most beautiful thing I have ever heard emerged out of Myles' lips. Now I surround myself with a lot of talented people and I hear amazing singers all the time BUT OH MY GAWD! Myles can sing ok! There is no questioning that.
See when he first told me that he was in a band I was like uhuh and what do you do? And I was like I try to sing but I usually end up screaming. This kid has no clue how talented he is! I could listen to that voice all day! I could play his record over and over and over again till his voice was nailed in my head. So I stood there texting people so it would look like I wasn't being a totaly idiot just standing around where he happened to be singing. I will never get over today. So now I am going to the talent show because I would die just to hear that voice again and if you heard it you'd understand.

Ah the blog...

Alrighty, yesterday was over at Amy's and it was quite the amazing time.... No one can run around and jump and scream like us at the LAKE! hahahaha... Avril Lavigne made me happy...
Hedley Buck Naked In Barbados frightened me.
So I've started reading Jakes blog and its amzing, it all makes perfect sense to me especially about Jimmy Eat World being amazing.
So I have to say I really love the blog its just out there, for you to go crazy on. You hear what I'mma saying? Good, good stuff. So I'm thinking I'm going to take a different approach to blogging not sure what kind.... Maybe I'll put up stories like Jake cuz they confuzzle me cuz i can't concentrate at the moment.... Also trying to work on a song but it fails me soo....hehehehehehe.....
Erm what else is new...
Black sweater... We won't go there...
Seventh Rain has become quite the difficulty because our school is dumb. Wait that doesn't sound right, our school is down right stupid!
Summerstock tonight. Excited? Meh, Elaine won't be there... Ok honestly what is that loud banging noise... must go see...
Ok couldn't find the noise because of course since I went to see what it was it stopped... Thanks a lot noise...
Erm talked to Colin, talked to Amy, talked to Carol, good stuff.
Fiddler On The Roof somehow relates to guidance counsellors with people who have kidney problems... Ah.. Good stuff... Oh and my hair looked pretty hot thanks to Michelle....
Today in MT (my fav class ever fyi)we all wrote nice things on a sheet of paper for each other and I think everyone in the class had needed it. That's the great thing about theater kids we're so strange.... I guess strange isn't the right word but I like it for now...
I'm now returning to my life of music, I might emerge but its doubtful...

Rents...

The parents are driving me insane. It's quite enough really. Insulting me almost everyday so that when I come home, which I dread, I feel like crying so I don't eat and try to not be in the same room as anyone else. I cannot wait till I tell them see you later, I'm out of here, because I'm so much better than this. Cried today in One Tree Hill because I'm one in a million and I never feel like that. It's just been so downhill lately and I don't know what to do anymore... I need to talk to someone, but I don't know how or who...

It's Been A While...

I haven't blogged for a really long time...
March 31st, I was on the bus and there he was... And as soon as I saw him I felt it all, all over again, and I remembered everything as clearly as if it were yesterday. When I went to get off the bus he was sitting there and we stared at one another for which felt like forever and then I got off the bus and he did so behind me. And I walked away, and didn't even let myself look back. I know that whatever happened will always be there.
April 3rd - Juno Kickoff Concert with The Dudes, The New Odds, Sloan, Bedouin Soundclash and Finger 11. Finger 11 is my life!
April 4th - Amy comes over we watch August Rush, We sleep for four hours, wake up at 4:30 am to be down at Olympic Plaza for Fan Fare.
April 5th - Spend about 12 hours at the Olympic Oval. Wait 9 hours to meet Hedley. Meet Rick Campenelli. Get my picture taken with Shane Yellowbird. Meet Hedley. Kiss Tommy for the second time. Dave asks me for some lovin' which makes me laff. Jacob tells me about Dear Blank, hugs and pictures. Meet Faber Drive.
April 6th - Songwriter's Circle. AMAZING! Tegan Quin is amazing!!!! Juno's front row, against the fence, on TV a lot... High five Michael Buble and Russel Peters. Wintersleep thanks us for being happy for their win.
Weekend ends and I have to return to the life I'd die to escape.