A few years ago today my whole world crashed...
Today all that runs through my head is a film of us.
Today all I could remember was you trying to help me do a cartwheel and how bad you wanted to help me and I totaly freaked out.
Today I remember the days you'd tell me not to leave because you were lonely with out me.
Today I remember all the time I spent with you in the backyard.
Today as I walked up the driveway I began to cry as I walked over the spot where we drew on the cement with chalk, it also reminded me about how scared I am to ever draw that picture again, and how I haven't since that day with you...
Today I wished you knew how I was doing and that he has passed on.
Today I kept thinking about the nights we spent on the rink till something came over you and you weren't the same boy I used to know.
Today I remember how I cared for you and how that scared you and you pushed me away.
Today was the day it ended years ago and I know that remembering these things without pain is something I'll never be able to do.
The other day when I saw your picture, I remembered that I still love you.
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