I have all these plans and you have excuses. And I'm tired of having to push you. I'm so fucking tired of it. Because I deserve more than that and what he said is true, it is sort of like manipulation and I thought of that before but now I truly see it. If I wake up to a sorry I'm going to fucking lose it. I know who I am and who I want to be and I need someone to share that with not someone who runs away or has to convince themselves their worth being with me.
I will Pine for the Oak streets. Pine for the cedars. Pine for you.
I can't. I'm honestly about ready to give up. Because you need to do something about this, instead of just sleeping. Fuck you. I've never been this angry at you before. Ever.
Jessica
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