And Finally A Regret

What happened to us?

You used to send me morning messages and you used to stay up till 4am talking to me.

As much as I encourage this, you push it. There were times that week that it bothered me. The pushing.

I regret those last few minutes.

I was taught to talk big and just scrape by, but you talk big and you make it.

What does that mean? Taking a step back you don't see that anymore.

I just want you to be the one that calls me. I want you to say I love you first. The past four phone calls you never said it. I remember when you used to yell at me for not saying I love you before saying goodbye. You used to bring me tea in the mornings. Then you just started showing up in the mornings and climbing into bed with me.

If you don't live for the small things you won't have anything. But funny thing is, when there are no more small things you don't have anything.