Monday, February 4, 2008

The dream that I remember...

It is not very often that I remember my dreams, and today i actually remember the one I had last night, so I'm going to write it down in hopes that I can read this nonsense 10 years from now...
Ok so for some reason I was at a dance performance... and I was one of the performers and Conor was there... And so far this all makes sense, because I saw him once at one of my dance shows... Anyways, so he came up to me and asked me if there was anything I had to say to him before we both really moved on, which is awkward cause we haven't seen each other for 4 years... And he asked if there was anything I'd ever use to blackmail him... And I said no. And then we hugged, which is even weirder because I don't think we ever hugged... And then he ran away to catch up with this girl and they both held hands and walked away... Then I realized there were these three girls who had been watching and the one looked at me and said he still cares for you... Then I turned away and a swinging bridge magically appeared and I ran across it and I am deathly afraid of even seeing a swinging bridge, but I ran across it and searched like these little run down homes for my friend and I found her and her parents had been divorced... And this friend was Amy... However, her parents are not divorced and the only people who I know in the dream were Amy and Conor...
And its all very weird because I haven't thought about that kid for ages and trust me there's a long story with me and that kid... So i don't know what the whole dream was about but it really took me back... Because I've been trying to forget what happened in my elementary years and am trying to find someway that I became the person I am today and that was my shameful period of life... Maybe I just can't run from these things...

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