Thursday, February 7, 2008

You Say The Most Beautiful Things...

Title = Jimmy Eat World song

So here it is, why do people not care? Well not just people but today I'm talking about one's friends...
If you know me, you know that I love getting invloved with causes and I love being in musicals and being extremely busy all the time, and all these things that I do mean so much to me and make me who I am... But then I have this friend and lets call her Ashlyn...
So Ashlyn has no common sense or manners, and it drives me insane!!! We'll go shopping and after trying things on in a fitting room she'll just leave all the clothes crumpled on the floor and it drives me insane. Like that is so disrespectful to the people who work there, you could at least put it on the hanger, it doesn't need to look nice, but leaving it crumpled on the floor is disgusting...
Anywho today I told her about this event on Feb. 13th and she was like why would you do this? And didn't give a care in the world! Like if she knew some of the things I've gone through personally that relate to this cause I would hope she'd be more accepting of it. But that is highly doubtful.
When things like this happen to me it reminds me of this amazing guy by the name of Rob Dyer, who said that when he was in highschool the people he had hung out with didn't support him and once he found the right people to be around he started an amazing foundation!
I wish I had more friends that supported me, I feel like I could do a lot more then, or I simply wish that the friends that i enjoy supported me more and just gave a crap...
Praying for a scholarship to take me away to a better place where I will be able to be me...

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