Alright, so I'm used to getting text messages from friends while I'm sleeping. Usually the random ones stop at 2am and then begin again at 9am. But I got one the other morning at 4:17 a.m. It was from my friend who has been kind of 'off' recently. Anywho it said, "Goodbye.................." And yes with that many periods. Well it's really worried me and he didn't reply to any of my texts but he was talking to this other girl and she was all he's having problems with his girlfriend and/or family. I still have no clue what's going on and I'm really worried about that sonofabitch. What just clued into my brain now, when I wrote 4a.m. as the subject title I remembered the day before that we both had been singing and talking about Our Lady Peace. And for those of you who haven't clued in yet, let me help you out.
I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
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