Monday, May 26, 2008

Worry consumes me....

I don't understand why it all works like this. But the way you enter, the way you look, just screams help. I'm so lost in this worry I don't know what to do. You won't let me in and I have no clue what's going on with you. Can't you see this is me caring about you. Some wise words were shared today, "If your house was in a flood and your house flooded but your tree was tall enough to save you who you gonna thank??... obviously the tree. And right now your his tree." It was beautiful and in a pure moment and it made everything come together. I think I get it now, but then again will we ever get anything? Can we ever understand what another person feels? Another intelligent thing was spoken of, "Did you ever consider that maybe you reassuring him your ok will help him?" Her words of wisdom astound me. She grounds me to such a level, it is jaw dropping. I'm trying to figure out how I can help you. All this was really was supposed to say is that I realize what an impact you have on me and I have the human instint to help you and it's killing me to be held back. but I'm here, waiting for you, I'm willing to get you through this. I'm willing to be your tree.

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