Stupid Boys, Stupid Cute Jessica

Elaine says:
also
Elaine says:
you like him
Elaine says:
get over it
Elaine says:
don't make my mistakes. have ballz

First of all Jenna you're a bitch, why must you have said that you stupid ho, i love you never leave me. We're sitting listening to Ian's speech and he's like this is the best year of stock, and I love everyone here. And Jenna goes yeah he especially loves Jessica. In my ear. And I was like BITCH!
And before Jenna brought it up a few days ago, I had thought about it, not going to lie, because me and Ian have gotten really close, like Jessica and Colin close but on a different level. Does that make sense? I'm not sure. But anyways so we were in vocal rehearsal and me and Ian are being, being. And then he leaves to go sing his song and Jenna's all so I predict that if you stay in Stock next year you and Ian will be dating. And it made sense. And I just must say this, if I really tried and had ballz (as Elaine put it) it could happen tomorrow honestly. And not like stuff, but as in we could be the next rumour to be true at Stock. I love stock it's like a mini highschool with people who all love you.
But boys are stupid so here is where the long story comes in, but it is no story folks, it is real life!
So me and Ian are being buds and then I said something along the lines that was like yeah thats why when we hug, I look this way, so I don't have to look at you. And I didn't mean it but I think he thinks I meant it. So then he walks away and with his back to me he's all yeah I know you don't like me. Which I'm pretty sure is not the case. HAHAHAHAH (nervous laughter). So then we like don't talk and everything's awkward, tis very strange. Then comes today where we have a little small talk, then there are awkward stares during the whole day. Then we get to Cast Appreciation and I keep looking back because he's sitting behind me and I try to do it nonconspiculously (inside joke with him), but I'm pretty sure I failed at that.
So then we're stacking chairs so I go towards the pile he's heading towards (because I'm a sneaky ho, but not really cause I have no ballz)So i start making this scene because Jenna's there, so I go on about how much I hate her and he's like er, what's going on? So then I continue on with the little scene I am creating and then I walk away and he has perfected the sneaky body bump which forces you into a hug. I swear to god he is the master at it. I try to walk away but of course I'm a horrid actor and start smiling like the hugest dork known to mankind, so we hug and I compliment on him speech and all of a sudded we're cool again.
So I like him but I'm not sure if he likes me, because I always thought he liked Jill, but then that idea kinda changed after that day I was sick and he took care of me when we barely knew each other and then a few days ago when he was all you have to come to after gala with me. I don't think he realized his words. Anywho, so I like him, and I enjoy catching him staring at me. HAHAHHAHA... That is all. Now I will go giggle girly-ish-ly to myself....

Jacob understands... It's all I got...

Saturday, June 28, 2008
I'm Flyer, I'm Higher.
So please don't shoot me down. Hate is such a weak emotion. Anger is such a motivating emotion. Try not to let your hate motivate. And don't let your anger instigate, but let it insight change. thats the good weed. the right blood to bleed. i heard you were looking for me. you can't find this. you couldn't handle it if you found it. so don't find it. i found it. the right way. the better way. a brighter day. i'd better say that nothing is over. this is not over. nothing is over. i'll always learn more than you. because i fuck up more than you. yes the element is hot. even on the third time trying.

love,
- the hard way
posted by Jakes at 8:11 AM

I'm lost...

I'm so lost that I need to take a very long time to find myself again. I thought I had grasped who I was supposed to be, but maybe who I'm supposed to be isn't what I really want to be. I'm so lost I can barely tell which direction my foot will land and where that step astray will lead me. All I know is that after this journey I'll really know who is really going to walk every strange step along the way with me. So far I definately have a few in mind who will stay.
This is for you, and for those who I love,
A,A and C



(Goes back to listening to SR-71)

Eyes pt2....

So much to my confusion over why there is no Fred Jones Pt.1 but a part 2, there really are two parts to these posts... I had named it eyes in the first place, because Tommy was making eyes at me.... Oh boy.... By the way watched Metal: A Headbangers Journey today and really enjoyed the segment about groupies, which is defined as a girl who hangs out with a group. HAHAHAHA! best movie ever. Oh and I give you eyes back Tommy...

Eyes....

So I been to the Stampede....
First we have Seventh Rain, which is the most amazing band ever, because Rich and Lucas are the most amazing people ever! And Ryan you are such a tease and a flirt, and it is only for that reason that all girls love you, not because of you're ridiculously pretty face. However, my faith lies in Lucas, I'm sorry, no I'm not....
We see Becca and Maxine... Dammit.... Steph threatens to hit Becca with a shoe which makes my life... I ignore Becca, we fight later, but I really don't care because she doesn't really care...
Oo before the concert I have perogies and more fun Ukrainian food which like made my life...
I freak out because Faber Drive is next and I love Faber. I think about doing a rain dance in hopes it doesn't rain because no one likes a wet faber trust me... Amy: Know how they got their name? Me: no.... Amy: The bassist went FABER ... DRIVE! (it's brilliant really)
So Faber comes out after I like show everyone in the crowd the picture with me and Faber and of course the one with me, Amy and Jakes...... *Fyi Jake you should marry me.... Just thought I'd put that out there.....
Faber's amazing and I thoroughly enjoy myself...
Oh and then we get on the train and there's these two heavier older gentlemen eating mini doughnuts, and this homeless man gets on the train and goes hey my friends always share those with me. And the one gentlemen tries to be all sneaky and hide the bag behind his thigh.... soooooo funny..... Some guy yells at us for being sneaky and stealing his seat....
HEDLEY! We wait in line and see Dave walking around backstage.... (Dave likes lovin') I push through the crowd and get us two people to the fence. Rides Again plays and sucks monkey eggs, so I distract myself by watching Chris eat a pita looking thing and Jugo juice, he was so adorable there on the side of the stage just enjoying his dinner, no one noticing him but me. I smile, he smiles. He leaves, and I get extremely bored so I make friends with this random kid in the moshpit who gets all happy because he befriended three gr.11 girls.... Which made me laugh, because really... I'm not that amazing.... Then I see Jakes backstage and Tommy as well...
Show starts and its the most amazing thing ever, and I can't rock out and dance because I'm sooooo squished. Ten minutes before the show starts it starts raining buckets, the three of us stick it out, all to fall victim to being sick the next day... Girls throw bras, Tommy, the manwhore, is all like yeah bras!!!!! But Jake is all eww bras.... I enjoy those boys, they make me laugh.... He comes out in western wear with no shirt....mmmm..... Comes out and plays a piano that is not red *is very disappointed* They say come hang with us at Cowboys later *Tommy's Fav* and I'm all boo, is angry is not old enough...
So I'm sopping wet so what do I do.... I run in the rain, dancing about, being a bafoon, farther into the Stampede grounds to buy food while everyone likes runs to leave the grounds.... I have a fun convo with the girl selling mini doughnuts... Then I go to Lemon Heaven, hoping to get lemonade but instead i got lemons.... me and anna are so giddy, that we get extremely amused by how the boy makes our drinks.... First ice, then a whole lemon, then he pours in water, puts on the lid, shakes them and then he stabs his knife into the top two times to make a hole for the straws... Me and Anna get very scared when he starts stabbing things.... I feel extremely sorry for him, because I have frightened another boy much similar to water boy, as you may recall from last years stampede.... I do...hhahahahahahahaa..... *snickers* OMG is now reminded of meeting Social Code, whom I love dearly and cannot wait to see on Sunday. Better be a good show Travis.... (I know it is extremely sad that I can call all the guys in the bands I like by name without hesitating) So where was I... Oh yes lemonade... Then we leave and there are like all these ambulances...
OMFG I almost forgot the most important part of the night... I'm all Myles loves Jakes as much as I do, Myles will be there.... And who do I see crowd surfing??? MYLES!!!!!!! How do I know its him... Well first, no one ever forgets Myles, second no one else wears such a bright blue t-shirt and third the poser white handkerchief around his neck.
Ok so we leave, this drunk girl alomost falls infront of the train... Then I sit in the train sopping wet, shivering while all the dry chinese tourists in rain coats and senior citizens in raincoats snicker in my direction... That is the end of my brilliant stampede story.... So far..... dun dun dun...

The most epic adventure ever, and I've been thinking...

*written by Anna G, everything in her point of view...

- Jessica texted Ashley "Want to do something?"
- I told Jessica I'd stalk her as long as she wasn't trying out underwear
- She wasn't
- So I stalked her...
- Since Jessica's parents are gone for the weekend she needed food (Duh)
- So here were at Wal-Mart (the three of us)
- And Ashley's dad came back from Sask. in his new BMW to pick up Ashley (Ohh... product placement)
- Right so... Jessica and I bought treats and headed for the library (where the cool kids hang)
- then we went the Petland (YIPPIE)
- There was a three legged dog that Jessica wanted to take home
- Then we got on the c-train (which was almost empty... which was very exciting indeed)
- We went for one stop
- Then we went to Shoppers
- Jessica bought one stamp
- and mailed a letter the PM (Stephen Harper)
- This letter was mailed in a recycled envelope (Jessica is that amazing)
- THEN we went to Sobeys
- We bought live salads, rabbit (hahaha), and other such fun things like Iced tea
- Then we continued out hobo spree by sitting on a street corner eating giaqnt beastly oreo ice creams (U have to eat two)
- Suddenly this fat man stopped his car long enough for us to read the back of his truck as in what it said on his back window: "I break for Hotties"
- Seriously WTF!??!!?
- We had a good laugh and when we decided to not head to Free Slurpee Day because Jessica's fish was slowly rotting and started to smell funny
- So we got back on the C-train and traveled back (one stop)
- I swear I sat down beside a Mr. Slaughter look a-like which scared me... a lot (No offense to Uncle Slaughter [hahaha] or course)
- I got on Jessica's bus (To Chapparral)
- Where I successfully hit my head on a pole (Go me!)
-So i took the bus all the way throught Chaparral, back to the station and to my house


So I've been thinking, we're going on holidays for Christmas, and I'll just casually let it slip that I'm never leaving California till it is a considered option that I can go to CSULB...