Stupid Boys, Stupid Cute Jessica

Elaine says:
also
Elaine says:
you like him
Elaine says:
get over it
Elaine says:
don't make my mistakes. have ballz

First of all Jenna you're a bitch, why must you have said that you stupid ho, i love you never leave me. We're sitting listening to Ian's speech and he's like this is the best year of stock, and I love everyone here. And Jenna goes yeah he especially loves Jessica. In my ear. And I was like BITCH!
And before Jenna brought it up a few days ago, I had thought about it, not going to lie, because me and Ian have gotten really close, like Jessica and Colin close but on a different level. Does that make sense? I'm not sure. But anyways so we were in vocal rehearsal and me and Ian are being, being. And then he leaves to go sing his song and Jenna's all so I predict that if you stay in Stock next year you and Ian will be dating. And it made sense. And I just must say this, if I really tried and had ballz (as Elaine put it) it could happen tomorrow honestly. And not like stuff, but as in we could be the next rumour to be true at Stock. I love stock it's like a mini highschool with people who all love you.
But boys are stupid so here is where the long story comes in, but it is no story folks, it is real life!
So me and Ian are being buds and then I said something along the lines that was like yeah thats why when we hug, I look this way, so I don't have to look at you. And I didn't mean it but I think he thinks I meant it. So then he walks away and with his back to me he's all yeah I know you don't like me. Which I'm pretty sure is not the case. HAHAHAHAH (nervous laughter). So then we like don't talk and everything's awkward, tis very strange. Then comes today where we have a little small talk, then there are awkward stares during the whole day. Then we get to Cast Appreciation and I keep looking back because he's sitting behind me and I try to do it nonconspiculously (inside joke with him), but I'm pretty sure I failed at that.
So then we're stacking chairs so I go towards the pile he's heading towards (because I'm a sneaky ho, but not really cause I have no ballz)So i start making this scene because Jenna's there, so I go on about how much I hate her and he's like er, what's going on? So then I continue on with the little scene I am creating and then I walk away and he has perfected the sneaky body bump which forces you into a hug. I swear to god he is the master at it. I try to walk away but of course I'm a horrid actor and start smiling like the hugest dork known to mankind, so we hug and I compliment on him speech and all of a sudded we're cool again.
So I like him but I'm not sure if he likes me, because I always thought he liked Jill, but then that idea kinda changed after that day I was sick and he took care of me when we barely knew each other and then a few days ago when he was all you have to come to after gala with me. I don't think he realized his words. Anywho, so I like him, and I enjoy catching him staring at me. HAHAHHAHA... That is all. Now I will go giggle girly-ish-ly to myself....