OK!

So I'm stoked to leave for California tomorrow morning! It is time to get out of this frozen wasteland it really is! It's going to be a very interesting trip but I just cannot wait to go on a ride (to the level of extreme I feel comfortable with) and feel the wind and scream. And I SCREAM! It's deafening.... But I'm going deaf anyways, so its the rest of you who will have to suffer... I enjoy the fact that I do not have 100% hearing abilities... I blame all those concert speakers I stand beside... But who doesn't like the feeling of your clothes vibrating?!?!? It's all I'm saying...
Anywho so I think I might die without internet access for two weeks. I might actually die. Especially because I'll have no contact with my four-fingered friends. BZZZZZZZ!!!!! (Flies away) I'll be able to text Lyndsay at least.
Also why must Abbostford be so far away, otherwise I'd so move in! So many people looking for roomates! That's right I'm already looking... HAHAHAHA! It's lovely... I can't wait! It'll be fun!!!
So that's all for now. I'm thinking about not being able to spend time with my friends which is quite a bummer, hopefully there will still be time for epic adventures when I return, if not only 9 days later and we'll have all of exam break! Anywho I'm really looking forward to Cali, it'll be nice to dress well again. I hate when it gets cold and I can't look as good. Its true. Me and the gay guys agree, however the gay guys can pull off toques and I totally cannot. It sucks a lot. Me and Jenna talked about that the other day. She's home and so I got to see her last night!!! AHHH!!!! I love that girl so much, she became like my older sister last year. We spent all of our time at Stock together, I spent more time with her than Ian. True story. So her and I watched some tv and just chilled. I miss her so much! Hopefully next year I can write her more letters! That reminds me I need to bring her address with me to Cali so that I can write her a lette/postcard! Ok I really should go now because I'm just rambling on and on about myself. HAHAHAHAHA!

"Have you ever been touched so gently it made you cry?"
Love,
Calling me sugar, you called me sugar.

My Advice

My advice as a future A and R Rep is this. Myles you are a very lovely looking young man. Unfortunatelly you do not understand what comes with singing and performing. It's unfortuante. If I was an A and R Rep I would not sign your band, nor would I give your band a second chance. Myles when you do screamo, you sound like the thing from the swamp, its really strange, because skinny fake emo boys are not threatening in a scary swamp situation but your voice is. The better of your new recordings is Waiting. By far. However, your voice in the first minute is ridiculously off key, it makes my ears want to bleed, near the end you get it, almost. The lyrics are not bad, I will give you that, the music in the background is repitive and catchy, like all other fake emo bands these days. This song would however, not be distinguishable on radio, nor would it grasp the attention of the audience your music would be directed at. Your band is the band that plays Warped Tour at 11:00 am, when no one has shown up yet, and then you wouldn't even walk around promoting the band or hangning out at your non-exsistant merch booth.
I'm really interested in music and I think I want to get involved in the music industry business aspect. Artist and Repretoire is something I can handle, I like it and I know what's going to be popular before it becomes popular, I love it. (Ex. Mayday Parade, We The Kings, Ace Enders and A Million Different People, Boys Like Girls, Hellogoodbye, Simple Plan. Need I say anymore? Dude even Good Charlotte and Social Code.) So if you don't believe my experienced professional opinion please check this link out for yourself, but also check it out anyways because its just soooooooo funny!

http://www.myspace.com/ourlastcrusade

Difference

There's a huge difference between the confidence of your ego and your personal confidence. That's the one thing I learned from Psych this year. I also noticed that since I've talked to Sam about things I feel less weighty. It's a very interesting thing and Psychology has allowed be to begin thinking about these things and making the connections. Unlike Sam when you start to talk about actual important topics she listens and analyzes where other people are like HOLY SHIT FEELINGS *runs for the hills*
Anywho I'm stoked for some hugs tomorrow! YAY STOCK KIDS!
Also slightly nervous about tomorrow, hopefully I don't wake up like I did this morning and have no voice, that would definately be uncool.
Hmmm I should go check for auditions on that website in the mean time chew on this!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rE2-zyrSXx4

Love,
Feel like that a lot lately...

I haven't been here in a while...

It's been one of those weeks again, like I used to have. It makes me not want to share anything with you because I have that one person in mind I want to reach out but they won't. I didn't know what to say to explain everything and everything. But someone unfortunately knows this feeling all to well too. I know it, I feel it.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008
parade rain
I'm not going to let you make me crazy. I'm not going to let this make me crazy. I am not crazy. But oh my god lying down in the dark with nobody close, nobody far, nobody period, makes me want to throw up. I'm not used to this. It is a monster and it makes me so afraid of it. I am not afraid of you. I am afraid of without you. This loneliness has reached new levels of reality with me. And I in turn am curdling. And it makes me almost want to hate. Almost want to curse. Almost want to cry. Almost. And the anger wells up in me and it sometimes seems unmanagable. But with all my might I manage. I wish somebody would yell at me. I wish somebody would stop me. I wish somebody would promise me I could be happy. I wish I could believe it when I hear it. I wish I could sleep and not be awake so I didn't have to hear myself think anymore. Because the very thought of doing this all by myself takes my legs out from under me. How am I going to be strong enough to do this without anybody close to understand and love and help. For fuck sakes. Somebody to help.

I am not crazy. I am not going crazy. I am not crazy. I am not going crazy.

The fun has just begun.

When it rains it pours.

I Don't Want To Be The Girl Who Laughs The Loudest

So... Everyone was away on Friday, leaving me to fend for myself. With Ian and his huggy mood. Like don't touch my hair, don't wrap your arms around me, don't lean on me and definately don't make it look like I'm the one coming on to you, for that is definately not the case. I can handle it then as friends but I don't handle it well after the fact. I need a break. I'm so glad we leave in 10 days. Then I'll have 15 days just to breathe and be somewhere I want to be. By then the play stuff will be over, I won't have to see him and Jill, I won't have to stay up worrying about my friends, talking him off the cliff every night. I give so much to so many people but sometimes I don't think they notice that and appreciate it. Like is it all that much to ask for? I don't think so. I'm so glad first semester is almost over. It always brings out the crazy in me. I'm really glad we're almost done the write-up, hopefully we can meet with hologram lady on Wednesday. That would be really good. Also I need sleep and Dexter. I think Dexter's the only sane person I know. Maybe I just need to lie down, feel it all, and see the happy place that reminds me of Shawn. I miss that guy, so much, I wonder if I can find him on Facebook!
The beach, the boat, the sun, the misty spray, your smile. Its all there.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHmrPuCuefs

Love,
All you've ever wanted but realized a lot too late.

Thank You So Much.

I love meeting people because then you can let them know how important they really are and what their music means to you. Thank you for giving millions a voice. Sometimes I just want to jump on stage and hug you. Especially when you're about to cry. It gives it that much. Thank you for your honesty...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PrRZyHaTak

You need to know...

IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO FIND THIS! SO GOOD! I love the smile part the best with Nikko. He better win, I state again...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AXZecskzkg

I'd die to dance like this again. I miss it a lot.

You really need to see this!

Just a few links I think you all really need to see.

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=46232731

BTW the crazy striped house is so us in Van. I'm stoked.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZSpGwnvXjc

UHM did she just make out with herself? DAMN I LOVE PINK! She is such a musical inspiration. Check out all her music. Seriously dudes.

Holy crap is this hot. I'd die to dance with Nikko. He better win.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzgPxhg8NUM

This guy is my hero. I want to do this with Elaine to In Th Zone by Brittany and Madonna.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UNYvlRCtYk

I lose it everytime when she's fighting the mirror and he runs over and picks her up. I cry every single time. So beautiful.

This also just needed to be here...
And then I think I'm done.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sl4WN-aOWDY

THIS MADE ME LAFF SOOOOO HARD!!!!

Ok Our Last Crusade. Be prepared to laugh your self silly. Oh Myles...

About Our Last Crusade
We are a band with a history of great struggle, our story begins in the dark forests of Germany, when a heroic skinny boy Alex Koebel meets a great and honorable scene kid Myles Rivoire, and thus Our Last Crusade came to life. They took it upon themselves to create a band so great it could save the world from the slaughter that is rap music. They took their drums of gold and their diamond microphone and walked day after day until they reached the majestic land that is Spain. In Spain they traveled all of the land searching for the greatest bard in all of Spain, and they found the Nicaraguan stallion that is Jonathon Garcia. After being serenaded in Spain and finding just the guitarist they needed our heroes traveled into the snowy forbidden lands of Siberia. In the farthest reaches of this Siberian wasteland they found two peasants digging tunnels in the middle of a grassy clearing, the ever so groovy bassist Ryan Buckley, and the Egocentric guitar god that is Scott Oliphant. after braving the cold and snow of Siberia they began to create music and travel spreading the word of Our Last Crusade, but fate took both Scott and Ryan from them, for in the middle of the Sahara dessert the two new heroes ran ahead of the group, engaging in horseplay as they usually did but unknowingly stepped into a deep and cold pit of sinking sand, almost immediately they were gone from us, and to our amazement the weight of their bodies displaced the weight of another that was trapped in the sand, the greatest bassist to ever live, and also part lion sex stud Mitchell Nemeth, and then we alll woke up and noticed Myles was spooning Jon.

Oh but just wait it gets better....

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=339997421&albumID=0&imageID=8133291

I told you it got BETTER! HAHHAHAHHAHHHAHAHA!!!! This is so not a punk/emo/hardcore band. I've been there and this just isn't it. Sorry boys. I'll be impressed if you get cubical jobs... Punk/emo/hardcore is not following everything and hanging out with the most untalented person at our school. Also KNOW THE BUSINESS MYLES! Ugh I asked you about it all the time last year to help you. I hope you got my subliminal messages. MYLES TAKE CARE OF YOUR VOCAL CHORDS! Do breathing excercises, learn to breathe properly, know your range and styles and don't learn it from the girl who doesn't know it. I wish I could help you but we're not like that. So have fun father of 2 at 30!

Love,
Experience

Something Special

This summer was definately something special. Fortunately I don't have pictures of all the epic-ness. Hopefully this will suffice.
Click on link.
Move the slider so that the pictures are switching every 4 seconds (otherwise it doesn't work epicly)
Turn your sound on (but not to loud)

Summer is my Almost Lover
http://photoshare.shaw.ca/messages/viewshow/13190741350-1228363179-84277/parm/page/

Comment or email me with thoughts?
Not my song.

Love,
Epic Summer

Mmmmmm

A song I like that makes me want to punch you in the face so I listen to Katy Perry afterwards...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RklgJB5BjHg




Hmm... And what should be my festivity for the day... This is the best movie ever! I suggest everyone see it!!!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tcx8iA9dFUg

Signed,
Love Actually

ARE YOU ON A MOBILE?!

This is how it went down folks...

ARE YOU ON A MOBILE?!?
WHAT?!?!
You're on a mobile!
No.....

My teacher is crazy I swear! She always yells at us when we are paying attention!

And then yesterday,

If we do it in small groups I'll get distracted.
Because you're not already?
Shh...

Sometimes there are things more important than The Cursed Play mmtay??????

Ok I'm working on something special fo ya'll.... So I'll see if it will work out. I will find a way though.

Ps. Go Eat A Pomegranite! It's what I'm doing tonight.

Interesting Pants Fantastical Hurlyburly

You only wish you knew. Ever have that feeling you effect everything? Not in an ego way but as in its true that without a single one of ours presence everything would be different.

OMG NEW FOB RECORD THIS MONTH! AH!

Universal is a music whore so it won't let me put their new video here but I can put the link! BAHAHAHA! I know some rockstars who have done/do/will do these things. Also WTF is with the cat. I also found it hilarious when Pete rubbed up against Patrick all of a sudden to sing back up. (52)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbxkW6xsLuo

Oh and since its December I'm officially spreading Chrismukkah cheer, Jessica style!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DH-LqVpsC04

Signed,
Captain Oats

IknowitIfeelit

"but its probably more just the altitude. the air is so fucking thin up here it makes you sick faster than it makes you smile.

its the fear that drives us. its that same fear that keeps us on a razors edge.
i will always be deathly afraid of falling. out of trees, out of love, and out of touch."

I thought you had died. Never do that again. Don't ever loose touch or else I will loose my hair. Why do I care so much? That's not a question I simply answer, and I don't think there ever will be the correct answer.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7PUicRnHrA

Forget December

Sigh... It's December already....
This is my kind of Xmas caro.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSKlaHf2PH4

I was kinda antsy all of a sudden. Started listening and started breathing. Its amazing how music does that...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y9nn9k0QtY&feature=related

Every time I hear this I think of the greatest things ever, and the greatest people too. It makes my days...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux971v0BNkA

I LIKE AVACADOS!

Martin = Life
New album is going to be amazing
Sad for Poolie
Get better! I worry about you boys...
Also Martin I will go to Spring Awakening with you in New York, just give me a call! HAHA! I would though. *dies*
Worried about some other boys because they seem to have disappeared off the planet.

So much work.
So much worry.
So little sleep.

Get involved.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzsFEVACJBU&feature=related