FORREST IS BACK!!!! THEY THINK HE"S GOING TO PLAY WARPED NEXT YEAR!!!! I"M CRYING AND DANCING AND PEEING MY PANTS ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/hellogoodbye
OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!
Thoughts are FTSK is coming back, that Cobra Starship will play and MCR. HOLY FUCKING JESUS. Now these are not for sure things. Oh and EA too. But they are not for positives. They are what have been speculated. WINTER 2009 WE WILL KNOW MORE!!!!!!!!!!!
love,
I'm going through withdrawl.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
So Much To Say...
So little time.
Uhm Final Fantasy inspires me. I was in a fucking different universe.
That picture made me smile. Today was the shitiest day till we sang about fucking dogs. I mean no wait... We didn't sing about... But you know... Dick jokes got us this far!
Everything is corporate, if you want to escape it you'll have to be sitting naked, levitating in a forest somewhere, but then your a hippy anyways and deserve to be shot.
I WANT MY PICTURE WITH CHUCK!
Free shirts ftw!
That director was absolutely amazing.
Good movie. Will write him a very good review.
Haven't done homework yet. Watched Chuck instead because I love him and met his advertisement earlier.
I have to get over 75 in all my classes. Stressing.
Really need to work on Chem. Ugh.
Tomorrow is going to be homework galore.
Need to find Issacs email that he wrote for me somewhere.
Conference calling Luke tomorrows.
I love how that was all us. In the car. Bahahaha... Wow...
I'm a dick.
So is the rest of the world.
Not a dick joke.
That movie and like picture taking and seeing that smiling picture made my day. I'm not going to let you ruin that date for me. Also during the movie I realized I knew half of the industry guys names they were talking to. Doh. Brett please hire me?
Excited for CJSW show.
Love,
Run away...........
Ps. Billy Joe you're a dick. Not a dick joke.
Going to listen to that song about grandpa eating hotdogs so I can figure out how many fucking hotdogs it was that he ate.
I love those guys. I would suicide 10x over to work with them. Instead of just seeing Sufjan play. Sorry.... Be a bit more original. You give me rage. All my friends do. Fuck I hate my friends. Except two. I love two. Those two know who they are.
Love,
The sky was the darkest it's ever been.
Uhm Final Fantasy inspires me. I was in a fucking different universe.
That picture made me smile. Today was the shitiest day till we sang about fucking dogs. I mean no wait... We didn't sing about... But you know... Dick jokes got us this far!
Everything is corporate, if you want to escape it you'll have to be sitting naked, levitating in a forest somewhere, but then your a hippy anyways and deserve to be shot.
I WANT MY PICTURE WITH CHUCK!
Free shirts ftw!
That director was absolutely amazing.
Good movie. Will write him a very good review.
Haven't done homework yet. Watched Chuck instead because I love him and met his advertisement earlier.
I have to get over 75 in all my classes. Stressing.
Really need to work on Chem. Ugh.
Tomorrow is going to be homework galore.
Need to find Issacs email that he wrote for me somewhere.
Conference calling Luke tomorrows.
I love how that was all us. In the car. Bahahaha... Wow...
I'm a dick.
So is the rest of the world.
Not a dick joke.
That movie and like picture taking and seeing that smiling picture made my day. I'm not going to let you ruin that date for me. Also during the movie I realized I knew half of the industry guys names they were talking to. Doh. Brett please hire me?
Excited for CJSW show.
Love,
Run away...........
Ps. Billy Joe you're a dick. Not a dick joke.
Going to listen to that song about grandpa eating hotdogs so I can figure out how many fucking hotdogs it was that he ate.
I love those guys. I would suicide 10x over to work with them. Instead of just seeing Sufjan play. Sorry.... Be a bit more original. You give me rage. All my friends do. Fuck I hate my friends. Except two. I love two. Those two know who they are.
Love,
The sky was the darkest it's ever been.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
So Basically...
Andrea is going to live with me in my house in the Valley.
L could just be getting an eviction notice from my Beverley Hills pool house. Amy is having her own wing to my Beverley Hills home. Where we will host parties that Pete, Taylor, Krikit, Chase and Faber will attend. Josh is on the maybe list and Jakes is on the remove from premises list.
Then Amy is going to build me my dream house in Vancouver so that I can work in White Rock and such. And she's going to have a dog that she takes from house to house of mine.
Amy and I are going to have a loft in Toronto so that I can work on Queens St.
Then on the weekends that we are in New York we will just trash at Trump Tower. No bigz.
Oh also Martin is going to be my neighbour. Because duh. I must surround myself with talent.
Now I need a beach house in LA.
Oh and Pete's guitar pick is going to be on my wall. Because I'm that cool.
And then for our parties Rob will DJ. Because Rob's amazing.
And Perez can be my shopping buddy. FTW!
I'm excited.
Love,
A Little Lost?
L could just be getting an eviction notice from my Beverley Hills pool house. Amy is having her own wing to my Beverley Hills home. Where we will host parties that Pete, Taylor, Krikit, Chase and Faber will attend. Josh is on the maybe list and Jakes is on the remove from premises list.
Then Amy is going to build me my dream house in Vancouver so that I can work in White Rock and such. And she's going to have a dog that she takes from house to house of mine.
Amy and I are going to have a loft in Toronto so that I can work on Queens St.
Then on the weekends that we are in New York we will just trash at Trump Tower. No bigz.
Oh also Martin is going to be my neighbour. Because duh. I must surround myself with talent.
Now I need a beach house in LA.
Oh and Pete's guitar pick is going to be on my wall. Because I'm that cool.
And then for our parties Rob will DJ. Because Rob's amazing.
And Perez can be my shopping buddy. FTW!
I'm excited.
Love,
A Little Lost?
so you don't look like you want it but damn he wants to give it to you
Thank you Elaine.
Tomorrows game plan. Seduce a boy. And then ruin him.
Why?
Because we can...
Love,
Because I am not the solution to all of his problems.
Tomorrows game plan. Seduce a boy. And then ruin him.
Why?
Because we can...
Love,
Because I am not the solution to all of his problems.
Without Fail
I cannot forget this song. Ever since I watched Lion King II when it first came out. This song is just like He Lives In You. I love it.
I'm Headed To The Moon
My feet off the ground. I'm not coming down.
So I'm there chilling out. And guess who shows up? Wanna-be Pete Wentz SAVE THE RED HEADS Security Guard from the 'dome. I laughed. Then he screamed. And I almost peed my pants laughing. Ryan and his friend were not helping the situation.
Ryan gave the low down on some stuff whether I remember it or not... The CD player I got. The volume knob is on the sound board though. Compressors are confusing. EQ is for feedback. It's all about the amount of frequency you're giving. Then the volume. If someone fucks with the equipment you can just shut their speaker off. Or if you want less screamo and more horrible bass player back up vocals, we can defs work on that... Hahahaha... So mean yet sooo funny.
Finished some Chem homework while there. Talked with Darren and Eric. Eric makes me laugh. We had to clean his spilled uh pop off the floor. So now my shoes are sticky and have leaves stuck to them cause I was crunching leaves at the bus stop. Ryan's friend made me laugh. "I was going to come last night, but I started drinking scotch. And then I had some more. And then time intervals must have passed cause I woke up and was like FUCK! And then I went back to bed." Priceless. "I thought we were talking about the bathroom" HAHAHAHA!!!
Apparently I'm going to blog on our site now and pretend I go to a whole bunch of school's to poster them with posters. Because Darren clearly cannot.
Aus... Yeah... Whatever.
And you think your in a basement but then you realized you had to walk UP stairs to get here. Also what was with random boys who gave me the nod of approval when I arrived becaused they totally weren't at the show. A show that started late because their family wasn't there yet. I think out of the 15 people there today maybe half actually paid to get in. So funny!
"And then I didn't want them to question me about my pop so I was like here's my cover!" "Plus I felt bad for the band members" HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
"Do you want some pop?" "I would but I'm not allowed to"
Need to check Iz's calander although Eric tells me there's not much on it.
I burned my tongue on my chai mocha. Stupid Baraka. Stupid transit systems.
I have my own blog topic on YAA. It's called Listen Up. Hahaha.
Love,
"I was trying to find a liqour store so I asked the nearest homeless man."
-Ryan's Friend
So I'm there chilling out. And guess who shows up? Wanna-be Pete Wentz SAVE THE RED HEADS Security Guard from the 'dome. I laughed. Then he screamed. And I almost peed my pants laughing. Ryan and his friend were not helping the situation.
Ryan gave the low down on some stuff whether I remember it or not... The CD player I got. The volume knob is on the sound board though. Compressors are confusing. EQ is for feedback. It's all about the amount of frequency you're giving. Then the volume. If someone fucks with the equipment you can just shut their speaker off. Or if you want less screamo and more horrible bass player back up vocals, we can defs work on that... Hahahaha... So mean yet sooo funny.
Finished some Chem homework while there. Talked with Darren and Eric. Eric makes me laugh. We had to clean his spilled uh pop off the floor. So now my shoes are sticky and have leaves stuck to them cause I was crunching leaves at the bus stop. Ryan's friend made me laugh. "I was going to come last night, but I started drinking scotch. And then I had some more. And then time intervals must have passed cause I woke up and was like FUCK! And then I went back to bed." Priceless. "I thought we were talking about the bathroom" HAHAHAHA!!!
Apparently I'm going to blog on our site now and pretend I go to a whole bunch of school's to poster them with posters. Because Darren clearly cannot.
Aus... Yeah... Whatever.
And you think your in a basement but then you realized you had to walk UP stairs to get here. Also what was with random boys who gave me the nod of approval when I arrived becaused they totally weren't at the show. A show that started late because their family wasn't there yet. I think out of the 15 people there today maybe half actually paid to get in. So funny!
"And then I didn't want them to question me about my pop so I was like here's my cover!" "Plus I felt bad for the band members" HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
"Do you want some pop?" "I would but I'm not allowed to"
Need to check Iz's calander although Eric tells me there's not much on it.
I burned my tongue on my chai mocha. Stupid Baraka. Stupid transit systems.
I have my own blog topic on YAA. It's called Listen Up. Hahaha.
Love,
"I was trying to find a liqour store so I asked the nearest homeless man."
-Ryan's Friend
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Cause I'm Underweather
Good song.
Feeling a little lost lately. Not sure what it is. I just have this blending in feeling. I dislike it.
It's weird being on the other side. Being a teenager there, with the other teenagers but not with a group of friends. I wonder if I'll be a merchgirl tonight. Last night I was a water girl, pop shop girl, or Babarette. Depends who you ask. Depends which time of the night it was.
First hour a little lost. But once things get going, then it is good.
I think I should ask Issac if we can continue that talk from last night. Didn't have time to look at the calendar yet. Lame.
Some lady told us that we were cleaner than a lot of places. And are the best venue her sons band has played so far.
Pretty funny.
In other news I have to go catch the bus.
Be back later!
Love,
Tight like this. You can't even come close to us.
Feeling a little lost lately. Not sure what it is. I just have this blending in feeling. I dislike it.
It's weird being on the other side. Being a teenager there, with the other teenagers but not with a group of friends. I wonder if I'll be a merchgirl tonight. Last night I was a water girl, pop shop girl, or Babarette. Depends who you ask. Depends which time of the night it was.
First hour a little lost. But once things get going, then it is good.
I think I should ask Issac if we can continue that talk from last night. Didn't have time to look at the calendar yet. Lame.
Some lady told us that we were cleaner than a lot of places. And are the best venue her sons band has played so far.
Pretty funny.
In other news I have to go catch the bus.
Be back later!
Love,
Tight like this. You can't even come close to us.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Here Are Some Boxes
In my head all day.
Slow day.
Everything is swell with D. He was in a happy mood.
Isaac not returning my calls is uncool, especially since I was supposed to be there all this weekend and I had not realized I was going to be at CIFF all weekend. Which means I has got to get down to the box office and get that 10 pack. Also I'll probs have extra tickets if anyone is interested.
Also LIGHTS is coming. I want to go... Hmmm... Maybe I should Lady Gaga and Kanye it up... Oh man...
I'm double booked till like January. So uhm don't call me. Hahahaha...
Really need to revamp calendar and make it mobile.
*nods*
Hug A Vegetarian Day is Friday. That's exciting.
Need to do all of my homework and create posters and talk with Kim and talk with Duncan and need to survive till Cali... I need a break. It'll be good.
Love,
This has acquired too much time already.
Slow day.
Everything is swell with D. He was in a happy mood.
Isaac not returning my calls is uncool, especially since I was supposed to be there all this weekend and I had not realized I was going to be at CIFF all weekend. Which means I has got to get down to the box office and get that 10 pack. Also I'll probs have extra tickets if anyone is interested.
Also LIGHTS is coming. I want to go... Hmmm... Maybe I should Lady Gaga and Kanye it up... Oh man...
I'm double booked till like January. So uhm don't call me. Hahahaha...
Really need to revamp calendar and make it mobile.
*nods*
Hug A Vegetarian Day is Friday. That's exciting.
Need to do all of my homework and create posters and talk with Kim and talk with Duncan and need to survive till Cali... I need a break. It'll be good.
Love,
This has acquired too much time already.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
And I Still Fake It
Are you having trouble finding sleep at night?
Or does your lack of conscience tell you everything's alright
I trust your good intentions that you're watching over friend
You must think that I'm crazy if I don't see through that plan
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
What your best friend knows
So vindictive you'll say anything you like
The smile you fake, the steps you take
You know you never could get it right
Talk is cheap so make believe your secrets find a grave
Its to late you gave up your last chance to walk away
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
You stand a little to tall, say a little to much
Gonna bite that know it all tongue
You tried a little to hard now I'm calling that bluff
Big plans are coming undone
That's just typical, you're so cynical
Couldn't have me, I didn't want you
You're selling me out to the girl I can't afford to lose
Stand a little to tall, say a little to much
Gonna bite that know it all tongue
Tried a little to hard now I'm calling that bluff
Big plans are coming undone
That's just typical, you're so cynical
Couldn't have me, I didn't want you
You set yourself up to lose
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
What your best friend knows
I'm ever gonna let this go
What your best friend knows
Or does your lack of conscience tell you everything's alright
I trust your good intentions that you're watching over friend
You must think that I'm crazy if I don't see through that plan
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
What your best friend knows
So vindictive you'll say anything you like
The smile you fake, the steps you take
You know you never could get it right
Talk is cheap so make believe your secrets find a grave
Its to late you gave up your last chance to walk away
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
You stand a little to tall, say a little to much
Gonna bite that know it all tongue
You tried a little to hard now I'm calling that bluff
Big plans are coming undone
That's just typical, you're so cynical
Couldn't have me, I didn't want you
You're selling me out to the girl I can't afford to lose
Stand a little to tall, say a little to much
Gonna bite that know it all tongue
Tried a little to hard now I'm calling that bluff
Big plans are coming undone
That's just typical, you're so cynical
Couldn't have me, I didn't want you
You set yourself up to lose
So tell me what your best friend knows that I don't know
Tell me why you talk me down wherever you go
You're a saint, you're a queen
And I'm just another boy without a crown
Tell me why you sell me out every where you go
I just wanna know what your best friend knows
What your best friend knows
I'm ever gonna let this go
What your best friend knows
Me and Pop Punk
A called me an ass wipe.
So I wrote her a poem about how she is a flower.
A morning glory to be correct.
And I the weeping willow.
This is going to be dope.
Flowers ftw!
So much work to do.
Studying.
Chem.
Writing new proposal.
Getting stuff ready for project.
Meeting tomorrow. Oh crap.
Two meetings tomorrow. Oh crap.
Blog post is currently under review.
But till then... There is this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0AZIFmkogY
Love,
Take a step back from me.
So I wrote her a poem about how she is a flower.
A morning glory to be correct.
And I the weeping willow.
This is going to be dope.
Flowers ftw!
So much work to do.
Studying.
Chem.
Writing new proposal.
Getting stuff ready for project.
Meeting tomorrow. Oh crap.
Two meetings tomorrow. Oh crap.
Blog post is currently under review.
But till then... There is this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0AZIFmkogY
Love,
Take a step back from me.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Can This Be Celebrated?
Seventh Rain
Michael Bernard Fitzgerald: hey buddy how are ya!?
I'm done now. Too much to do. So little time.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Thinks About Her Now...
Things accomplished today:
Homework
PDA
Emailing the band and management
Emailing Rob
Emailing the Dr.
Andrea giving a random boy my number
Iz not picking up his phone
Talking with K
Talking with S (btw she says we can wait in line with her)
Emailing Dave Days not Dave Days
Posting for Youth Are Awesome
Cooking supper
Watching TV
Taking the bus home
Passing a bio test
Now I must:
Study for social
Watch Glee
Get some sleep cause when I don't get enough my brain hurts more than normal
Go to the bank tomorrow or the next day
Not being late
And then I'm pretty sure my brain will explode. Internally of course. And then there would be brain matter all over everyone and then I'd only be mad at my corpus collosum because I thought it was my hypothalamus then was unsure and chose hypothalamus and then got the test back to see the answer was corpus collosum.
foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Love,
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say
Homework
PDA
Emailing the band and management
Emailing Rob
Emailing the Dr.
Andrea giving a random boy my number
Iz not picking up his phone
Talking with K
Talking with S (btw she says we can wait in line with her)
Emailing Dave Days not Dave Days
Posting for Youth Are Awesome
Cooking supper
Watching TV
Taking the bus home
Passing a bio test
Now I must:
Study for social
Watch Glee
Get some sleep cause when I don't get enough my brain hurts more than normal
Go to the bank tomorrow or the next day
Not being late
And then I'm pretty sure my brain will explode. Internally of course. And then there would be brain matter all over everyone and then I'd only be mad at my corpus collosum because I thought it was my hypothalamus then was unsure and chose hypothalamus and then got the test back to see the answer was corpus collosum.
foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Love,
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Oh darling I know what you're going through
I love YAA! It's dope.
Hopefully I can use it to get that interview this weekend.
Then hoping we can get them to join Youth Week up with New Black. Need to talk with guys and K. It could be dope.
Maybe we can get Hayden's band in. I'm think Radio for Help and other people's too. It could be really dope.
Sarah's thinking parties. I agree.
So I sent out the email for the interview and am dying right now waiting. I realize I just sent it like 10 minutes ago... But I'm a little impatient.
Oh well get to chat it up with Izzy tomorrow. I'm thinking after school will be the best.
I feel like I'm really behind still.
Sloth Records. Cute boy and he was nice and he tried to make small talk which Sarah failed at. We should officially chill there more often.
Atomic. MOST AMAZING FOOD PLACE EVER! Cutie brought us our food which was exciting. We liked him. HAHAHAHAHA.....
Oh man...
You say you want them but really you don't. You just want what the Beatles described.
Wtf was up with my hair today. Can we seriously discuss that. Dear Jesus.
83 on the bio test. SUCK IT! Oh shit Chem test tomorrow. Forgot that. I better finish those questions and study. Meh Redox is easy. If the OA is above the RA it's spontaneous. See all good. Social test too... Sigh...
Need to post blog tomorrow. Need to do PDA for tomorrow. Need to talk to Izzy tomorrow. Need to pass Social and Chem tests. Need to get an email from the boys tomorrow.
Also I've basically given up the Dr. I really don't have the time to wait around.
You need to get over yourself. I don't have the patience anymore.
Who likes Meghan Fox? Shit that means I have to go into the middle... She's hot ok?
Todays song.
It makes me want to rock out. It's great. I miss the good ol' days.
Patrick you's adorable. No lies.
My skin is having issues. I'm having issues. Because I'm here doing useless shit when I have lots to do and would like to get to bed at a reasonable time this weekend. Also this means that if this works I have to tell people and then I have to look good. Shit. Except not. I really hope it works. Need to email K. Hahahaha. I'll do that at lunch tomorrow. So it makes it look like I came up with it after the meeting.... Hahahaha....
14.5 out of 15 on the first social essay... Not helping me write current essay. I apparently need to incorporat emore philosophers hence why this one is basically around Rousseau. What a chap!
Ok actually leaving now....
Love,
Time to floss!
Hopefully I can use it to get that interview this weekend.
Then hoping we can get them to join Youth Week up with New Black. Need to talk with guys and K. It could be dope.
Maybe we can get Hayden's band in. I'm think Radio for Help and other people's too. It could be really dope.
Sarah's thinking parties. I agree.
So I sent out the email for the interview and am dying right now waiting. I realize I just sent it like 10 minutes ago... But I'm a little impatient.
Oh well get to chat it up with Izzy tomorrow. I'm thinking after school will be the best.
I feel like I'm really behind still.
Sloth Records. Cute boy and he was nice and he tried to make small talk which Sarah failed at. We should officially chill there more often.
Atomic. MOST AMAZING FOOD PLACE EVER! Cutie brought us our food which was exciting. We liked him. HAHAHAHAHA.....
Oh man...
You say you want them but really you don't. You just want what the Beatles described.
Wtf was up with my hair today. Can we seriously discuss that. Dear Jesus.
83 on the bio test. SUCK IT! Oh shit Chem test tomorrow. Forgot that. I better finish those questions and study. Meh Redox is easy. If the OA is above the RA it's spontaneous. See all good. Social test too... Sigh...
Need to post blog tomorrow. Need to do PDA for tomorrow. Need to talk to Izzy tomorrow. Need to pass Social and Chem tests. Need to get an email from the boys tomorrow.
Also I've basically given up the Dr. I really don't have the time to wait around.
You need to get over yourself. I don't have the patience anymore.
Who likes Meghan Fox? Shit that means I have to go into the middle... She's hot ok?
Todays song.
It makes me want to rock out. It's great. I miss the good ol' days.
Patrick you's adorable. No lies.
My skin is having issues. I'm having issues. Because I'm here doing useless shit when I have lots to do and would like to get to bed at a reasonable time this weekend. Also this means that if this works I have to tell people and then I have to look good. Shit. Except not. I really hope it works. Need to email K. Hahahaha. I'll do that at lunch tomorrow. So it makes it look like I came up with it after the meeting.... Hahahaha....
14.5 out of 15 on the first social essay... Not helping me write current essay. I apparently need to incorporat emore philosophers hence why this one is basically around Rousseau. What a chap!
Ok actually leaving now....
Love,
Time to floss!
Monday, September 14, 2009
Well When I Get Home I'll Chop Off My Arm and Stick it In The Oven
This is my life now.
Darren didn't show, he was held up at work. Izzy was there to talk to me though cause Jay was having a guitar lesson. Izzy and Jay are chill. I love it. This place is ridiculously amazing. So basically Jay is a production genius and I get to learn from him. *dies* Eventually, the goal is to get me on the soundboards by myself. Dope. So apparently I can come help out with all the all ages events next weekend. Which is ridiculously exciting. I hear October is booked solid, almost. I'm invited to come jam with the instruments and use the equipment whenever I want to as long as I respect. Which lets face it, is not a problem. He said that I can just chill there whenever I want. That I can book events if I want. That I can use it for friends and stuff, for parties and things which is kinda dope. PARTAY IN INGLEWOOD!
So me and Izzy discussed eating old candy, and music, and deep things which apparently he never thinks about except drunkenly. HAHAHAHAHA. And drawing on the walls and hanging random shit up on the walls. Like hats people leave behind. I think I'm moving in...
So once I get in, my thoughts are to contact all my no namers and see if we can set some stuff up. Cause that would be dope.
Yesterday I was like woah what's got Martin in a tizzy. But then I realized it was good on his part cause they sang together. Honestly what Kanye did was a dick move, but what are people talking about? Kanye. So he's kinda smart. Actually he's really smart.
Can we discuss Lady Gaga for a moment??!!?!!??! She is ridiculously talented, and her outfits are amazing, and she is HAWT and her performance was fucking unbelievable. The whole time I sat infront of the TV with my jaw on the floor.
Then Green Day. I was like uhoh he's about to drown and then he called all those kids up there and it was amazing. Gotta love punk. It never leaves you, once your in it.
P!NK HOLY FUCKING SHIT! SHE WAS SINGING DURING THAT!!!! I PISSED MY PANTS! RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
For God and the Gays.
I wish my wife would call me just to say I love you.
Also setting up bus schedules. Cause we're cool like that. I like that the staff area is basically cornered off by a table.
Love,
are you there, and is it comfortable?
did you want to escape, try to escape the population?
the pressure is deceiving,
and for you particularly should we let a young man die?
let him die if he wants to?
I can't live here anymore
it's hard when you reach for that floor and
and there's something that tears me inside, so I can't go
brother are you there?
now tell me is it wonderful
or were you hoping to find something a little more?
climbing down the hours I need to know now
do the hands of time only rule this chapter
i'll have to try once again, i'll have to try when I want to
there he's on his knees again
trying hard to understand
why Naveed would let a young man die
convinced that he might break he reaches for that phone
and then another day has gone
Darren didn't show, he was held up at work. Izzy was there to talk to me though cause Jay was having a guitar lesson. Izzy and Jay are chill. I love it. This place is ridiculously amazing. So basically Jay is a production genius and I get to learn from him. *dies* Eventually, the goal is to get me on the soundboards by myself. Dope. So apparently I can come help out with all the all ages events next weekend. Which is ridiculously exciting. I hear October is booked solid, almost. I'm invited to come jam with the instruments and use the equipment whenever I want to as long as I respect. Which lets face it, is not a problem. He said that I can just chill there whenever I want. That I can book events if I want. That I can use it for friends and stuff, for parties and things which is kinda dope. PARTAY IN INGLEWOOD!
So me and Izzy discussed eating old candy, and music, and deep things which apparently he never thinks about except drunkenly. HAHAHAHAHA. And drawing on the walls and hanging random shit up on the walls. Like hats people leave behind. I think I'm moving in...
So once I get in, my thoughts are to contact all my no namers and see if we can set some stuff up. Cause that would be dope.
Yesterday I was like woah what's got Martin in a tizzy. But then I realized it was good on his part cause they sang together. Honestly what Kanye did was a dick move, but what are people talking about? Kanye. So he's kinda smart. Actually he's really smart.
Can we discuss Lady Gaga for a moment??!!?!!??! She is ridiculously talented, and her outfits are amazing, and she is HAWT and her performance was fucking unbelievable. The whole time I sat infront of the TV with my jaw on the floor.
Then Green Day. I was like uhoh he's about to drown and then he called all those kids up there and it was amazing. Gotta love punk. It never leaves you, once your in it.
P!NK HOLY FUCKING SHIT! SHE WAS SINGING DURING THAT!!!! I PISSED MY PANTS! RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
For God and the Gays.
I wish my wife would call me just to say I love you.
Also setting up bus schedules. Cause we're cool like that. I like that the staff area is basically cornered off by a table.
Love,
are you there, and is it comfortable?
did you want to escape, try to escape the population?
the pressure is deceiving,
and for you particularly should we let a young man die?
let him die if he wants to?
I can't live here anymore
it's hard when you reach for that floor and
and there's something that tears me inside, so I can't go
brother are you there?
now tell me is it wonderful
or were you hoping to find something a little more?
climbing down the hours I need to know now
do the hands of time only rule this chapter
i'll have to try once again, i'll have to try when I want to
there he's on his knees again
trying hard to understand
why Naveed would let a young man die
convinced that he might break he reaches for that phone
and then another day has gone
Friday, September 11, 2009
This Is Today...
On a whole other note...
Robert might be coming. I would so pay 20 bucks to see Robert. I was ok with not going till Robert might be there.
Love,
This.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Why You Art...
Today was the first day of PDA. And no not Public Displays of Affection. You wish. :P
I love that class. It's going to be dope. It's all of us art kids hanging out.
Who is your favourite artist?
The first answer someone shouted.
Will.I.Am
No shit! He is the modern day Gene Simmons. That man is brilliant.
MJ was brought up to.
There was lots of good stuff brought up.
Then I got a free cookie which made me smile.
I have to do homework. Sigh...
I wonder when that Sociology stuff is due.
She never tells us when things are due... Ah well...
Me and Lynds just shouldn't have a class together. Nothing gets done.
Thinking of going down to SM this weekend. Could be fun.
Woah ok so I was on Twitter. Where he actually posts. Then I go onto Facebook and the same message is there. I forget I'm friends with his people. Sigh...
TC you make me smile. Daily.
Today was in a Dallas Green mood. It was good.
It's the cello. I don't think so. It's the angst and pain. Damien Rice you are a god.
Glee is the most amazing show ever.
Shit I didn't message Aus back. I'm such a dick. I wonder what's going on there anyways.
So there's this kid that I kinda want to jump. That's name is definatley not Aus. But he's an ass and.... Nvm.... Let's just stop talking.
And then there's this kid that wants to be an engineer. I don't think I can handle any more of those.
And then there's this kid that makes me smile everyday. First period, lunch and last period. It's good.
Talked with Taylor today. Weird but she's actually really nice. Unlike her boyfriend.
Love,
In this situation I'm Nick, not Norah. You want a girlfriend?!?! No. Just wait till I post about Slash and it will make sense.
I love that class. It's going to be dope. It's all of us art kids hanging out.
Who is your favourite artist?
The first answer someone shouted.
Will.I.Am
No shit! He is the modern day Gene Simmons. That man is brilliant.
MJ was brought up to.
There was lots of good stuff brought up.
Then I got a free cookie which made me smile.
I have to do homework. Sigh...
I wonder when that Sociology stuff is due.
She never tells us when things are due... Ah well...
Me and Lynds just shouldn't have a class together. Nothing gets done.
Thinking of going down to SM this weekend. Could be fun.
Woah ok so I was on Twitter. Where he actually posts. Then I go onto Facebook and the same message is there. I forget I'm friends with his people. Sigh...
TC you make me smile. Daily.
Today was in a Dallas Green mood. It was good.
It's the cello. I don't think so. It's the angst and pain. Damien Rice you are a god.
Glee is the most amazing show ever.
Shit I didn't message Aus back. I'm such a dick. I wonder what's going on there anyways.
So there's this kid that I kinda want to jump. That's name is definatley not Aus. But he's an ass and.... Nvm.... Let's just stop talking.
And then there's this kid that wants to be an engineer. I don't think I can handle any more of those.
And then there's this kid that makes me smile everyday. First period, lunch and last period. It's good.
Talked with Taylor today. Weird but she's actually really nice. Unlike her boyfriend.
Love,
In this situation I'm Nick, not Norah. You want a girlfriend?!?! No. Just wait till I post about Slash and it will make sense.
Dear Martin Johnson,
You are the shit. You are the man.
I do not lie.
You are amazing. It's ridiculous.
Ok since I'm a nerd and read cover to cover. I wanted to celebrate Love Drunk.
Martin Johnson Thanks: Daniel Johnson, John Keefe, Bryan Donahue and Paul Digiovanni. Music, Life and Love.
Now people that is how a thanks is written. That is absolutely beautiful. Now you may think I'm psychotic but honestly that is the most brilliant purest thing ever. There is no need to thank every person because you feel you have to. You thank to what's important.
Next amazing part of Martin Johnson...
All songs by Martin Johnson. (c) 2009 EMI April Music, Inc. And Martin Johnson Music...
There's more. But basically Martin does everything. And owns everything. That's the way it needs to be done kids. That's the way it should be. Old music snobs are being pushed a side. I don't think we realize how much the future is changing.
However Martin, the songs needed to be placed in a different order. That's the only thing I can complain about. The songs could create a beautiful story but I do understand how you mixed the CD.
But seriously guys, go out and buy this CD. No jokes. It's going to be the best 10 dollars you'll ever spend because that money will be appreciated.
Remember that night we talked about your Lions shirt. I do. That was a good night. Way before anyone knew you guys. I was there in the crowd singing along to some random opening band Boys Like Girls. I still can't believe that happened. I wish there were photos to prove this. It's ridiculous.
Remember that night at the bus. You finished playing and ran for the bus and the street was quiet. Then we came around the corner and stood at the door. Yeah good nights. Alex walking around with 4L of Smirnoff. Which I'm pretty sure he stole. That girl basically dying of thirst in front of you and you going into the bus to get her water. You are seriously amazing.
Then I heard from a friend about a private radio show. Where some girls were looking for tickets and you gave them passes. You are amazing.
You are amazing.
You are seriously the man.
You are seriously the shit.
Love,
Can't believe how far you've come!
PS. I remember waiting for the day your CD would be available in Canada. That's how cool this is to me...
I do not lie.
You are amazing. It's ridiculous.
Ok since I'm a nerd and read cover to cover. I wanted to celebrate Love Drunk.
Martin Johnson Thanks: Daniel Johnson, John Keefe, Bryan Donahue and Paul Digiovanni. Music, Life and Love.
Now people that is how a thanks is written. That is absolutely beautiful. Now you may think I'm psychotic but honestly that is the most brilliant purest thing ever. There is no need to thank every person because you feel you have to. You thank to what's important.
Next amazing part of Martin Johnson...
All songs by Martin Johnson. (c) 2009 EMI April Music, Inc. And Martin Johnson Music...
There's more. But basically Martin does everything. And owns everything. That's the way it needs to be done kids. That's the way it should be. Old music snobs are being pushed a side. I don't think we realize how much the future is changing.
However Martin, the songs needed to be placed in a different order. That's the only thing I can complain about. The songs could create a beautiful story but I do understand how you mixed the CD.
But seriously guys, go out and buy this CD. No jokes. It's going to be the best 10 dollars you'll ever spend because that money will be appreciated.
Remember that night we talked about your Lions shirt. I do. That was a good night. Way before anyone knew you guys. I was there in the crowd singing along to some random opening band Boys Like Girls. I still can't believe that happened. I wish there were photos to prove this. It's ridiculous.
Remember that night at the bus. You finished playing and ran for the bus and the street was quiet. Then we came around the corner and stood at the door. Yeah good nights. Alex walking around with 4L of Smirnoff. Which I'm pretty sure he stole. That girl basically dying of thirst in front of you and you going into the bus to get her water. You are seriously amazing.
Then I heard from a friend about a private radio show. Where some girls were looking for tickets and you gave them passes. You are amazing.
You are amazing.
You are seriously the man.
You are seriously the shit.
Love,
Can't believe how far you've come!
PS. I remember waiting for the day your CD would be available in Canada. That's how cool this is to me...
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Chemistry Confuses All Brain Cells
Wondering whether or not Rob is coming with Ten Second Epic... It's not on his page... But it's all the same tour... Sigh...
Loving Ashley's tattoo. Making me think about my own...
I don't always want to talk with her about her dark days because she is sooo much more than that. She is ridiculously amazing.
This is amazing, but not as much...
Loving Ashley's tattoo. Making me think about my own...
I don't always want to talk with her about her dark days because she is sooo much more than that. She is ridiculously amazing.
This is amazing, but not as much...
Jessica L'Heureux Hey Krikit, hope things are going well. I heard you guys are playing an 18+ show in Calgary... Any plans for an all ages show soon?
September 1 at 8:54pm ·Krikit Liddle
definitely an all ages show once we do the tour for the album, that i promise!
Mon at 4:07pm
Woah there is a half naked picture of him. Woah.
I love hanging out with myself. It's so stress free. And amazing. It's love.
Going in early tomorrow, so hopefully I can get some help with this lab.... :(
Handed in the proposal to the Dr. Waiting for word on a meeting now... Oh man...
Saw a boy today that looked exactly like you. I lost my shit laughing on the insides.
Social test tomorrow? Screw it.
Tomorrow I promise a post on the amazingness of the man. Because he is the man.
Need a charity... Maybe Ashley can help me find one? Hmm....
I feel so much closer to people I've never met. It's weird.
Like Courtney. We also talk about everything.
Also have to do Youth is Awesome for tomorrow.
Darren needs to email me back.
I need sleep.
And nutrients.
Love,
Look up to the sky asking why for a while...
Woah there is a half naked picture of him. Woah.
I love hanging out with myself. It's so stress free. And amazing. It's love.
Going in early tomorrow, so hopefully I can get some help with this lab.... :(
Handed in the proposal to the Dr. Waiting for word on a meeting now... Oh man...
Saw a boy today that looked exactly like you. I lost my shit laughing on the insides.
Social test tomorrow? Screw it.
Tomorrow I promise a post on the amazingness of the man. Because he is the man.
Need a charity... Maybe Ashley can help me find one? Hmm....
I feel so much closer to people I've never met. It's weird.
Like Courtney. We also talk about everything.
Also have to do Youth is Awesome for tomorrow.
Darren needs to email me back.
I need sleep.
And nutrients.
Love,
Look up to the sky asking why for a while...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Happy Birthday Blogger
I have some what appreciated you.
Didn't have time to fix the proposal. Need to do that in the morning.
Walked past the hotel arts. Died.
Walked past Atomic. Really wanted to go in for num nums but didn't.
Meeting went well. We have several things in common. Of course I'm the loudest one there.
Totally exhausted. Didn't get enough studying done.
Watched Nick and Norahs. Basically died of the cuteness.
Maybe you should take the advice of your own fucking song Jakes. Tired with that right now.
Going to fail tests tomorrow.
That stupid person today made me doubt this. I hate that. I fucking hate that with my whole being.
Love,
If you jump, I'll let you fall.
Ps. Martin, totally loving your thanks list thingy. You are the man!
Didn't have time to fix the proposal. Need to do that in the morning.
Walked past the hotel arts. Died.
Walked past Atomic. Really wanted to go in for num nums but didn't.
Meeting went well. We have several things in common. Of course I'm the loudest one there.
Totally exhausted. Didn't get enough studying done.
Watched Nick and Norahs. Basically died of the cuteness.
Maybe you should take the advice of your own fucking song Jakes. Tired with that right now.
Going to fail tests tomorrow.
That stupid person today made me doubt this. I hate that. I fucking hate that with my whole being.
Love,
If you jump, I'll let you fall.
Ps. Martin, totally loving your thanks list thingy. You are the man!
Monday, September 7, 2009
First Semester
Generally in life, I have hated first semester.
She never explained to us how to do UA, she just started doing it on the board. And my brains drowning right now. We have a test on Wednesday.
Tomorrow morning I can't go in. At lunch I can't go in. And after school I can't go in.
YAY!
I knew I should have switched out of her class when I might of had the chance. I guess I can still go see... Guess I'll be doing that Wednesday after the test! HOORAY!
Social is easy. I'm good with that.
Sociology. Even better. I can also handle that.
Bio. I have no clue what is going on in bio at all. All I know is that when he explained neurons in a little recap on the board in 5 minutes I learned more than I had all week. I have a test on that as well on Wednesday.
I have no clue why any of this is actually relevant to me in life.
Did you know SFU approves ridiculously amazing courses I wish we were able to take. Such as the extinction of dinosaurs, and sound acoustics? I'm moving. Officially. Or figuring out where I can take these courses. Because I would probably be much better at those courses than Chemistry, Bio and Math.
I want to go to PAVI.
Sigh.
Maybe that can be brought up in next weeks meeting with female Dave Days.
Also Darren its time for you to email me back again.
Meeting with Kim tomorrow at lunch. I hope I'm ready.
I need destress time now.
I was unable to finish any bio questions. Which will need to be complete tomorrow. Along with the chemistry questions I am unaware if they are due or not...
This is making me wish I would have kept my notes.
And are you stuck in an office?
Basically I'm like Mark. I make it happen. He got Stereos to play Canada music week a week before it was about to happen. One day.
Love,
Chicken Soup Girl
She never explained to us how to do UA, she just started doing it on the board. And my brains drowning right now. We have a test on Wednesday.
Tomorrow morning I can't go in. At lunch I can't go in. And after school I can't go in.
YAY!
I knew I should have switched out of her class when I might of had the chance. I guess I can still go see... Guess I'll be doing that Wednesday after the test! HOORAY!
Social is easy. I'm good with that.
Sociology. Even better. I can also handle that.
Bio. I have no clue what is going on in bio at all. All I know is that when he explained neurons in a little recap on the board in 5 minutes I learned more than I had all week. I have a test on that as well on Wednesday.
I have no clue why any of this is actually relevant to me in life.
Did you know SFU approves ridiculously amazing courses I wish we were able to take. Such as the extinction of dinosaurs, and sound acoustics? I'm moving. Officially. Or figuring out where I can take these courses. Because I would probably be much better at those courses than Chemistry, Bio and Math.
I want to go to PAVI.
Sigh.
Maybe that can be brought up in next weeks meeting with female Dave Days.
Also Darren its time for you to email me back again.
Meeting with Kim tomorrow at lunch. I hope I'm ready.
I need destress time now.
I was unable to finish any bio questions. Which will need to be complete tomorrow. Along with the chemistry questions I am unaware if they are due or not...
This is making me wish I would have kept my notes.
And are you stuck in an office?
Basically I'm like Mark. I make it happen. He got Stereos to play Canada music week a week before it was about to happen. One day.
Love,
Chicken Soup Girl
I Sat With You Drink For Drink
So this day is just such a psychotic jumble it's brilliant.
My friends flash people then run towards me screaming about it and show me pictures. Oh boy... But before that I talk with other peoples and they're really rad. So then the parade comes past. Nothing exciting there. Just some dildo's and old people. Whatever. Then I eventually get to go on a break. Run into Syd and Justin and then meet up with Colin on the dance floor. We dance. We walk around. We dance. Shea comes running at me and is like JESSICA! And we have a moment. And then he's like I have to go touch more boys. And I'm like I WISH I COULD TOUCH BOYS HERE! (fyi gay male kids are sexually attractive) Ok thent hese two shirtless boys start going at it and we're all gawking making explicit noises, taking photos. Of course. It was hot. Dear jesus. It's getting hot now thinking about it. Stupid posh boy rejects my friend. Which is dumb. Then we think Trent gave us a fake number. What a dick! Who would do that to a friend of mine. Are you gay? yes. Are you single? Yes. Great come meet my friend. *picks up man purse* I love it. This is all jumbled up. I wish I could remember the order that was today. :P Then Alex is like come to my after Pride partay! And then only Colin ended up going with Dustin. Oh yeah I saw a guy I knew back in elementary, after not seeing him for 6 years we ended up grinding in less than five minutes. HAHAHAHAHAHA! It was hilarious. He was moving up on everyone. He ended up getting some numbers himself. Lucky ho. Then I went back to volunteer. Talked with some random asian boy who took photos with me. LOL! It was hilarious. Then his friend did to. It made me laugh. Then the girl on the Board of Directors hit on me. It was funny. So I have the worst gaydar ever. Really? So are you a gay lover or are you gay? Oh man........... So funny. Then she left and this other volunteer came to releave me when I didn't need to leave and at the same moment this really cute boy with a guitar defiantely checked me out. And I was like damnit. It gave me rage. Because I couldn't talk to him at the moment. Then some guy from World SKillz tried to chat me up. Awkward. Went back to dancing and having a good time. It was swell. Went back to volunteering and talked with these rad people. They made me laugh. They were good times. SEEING HER RUN IS LIKE SEEING A GISELLE! FUCKING LOOK AT HER RUN! Ok withint he first few minutes of our first date she told me she never runs. HAHAHHAHAHHA! Love it! Then this nice man who was pasisng by helped me move the barricade. It was appreciated. "Is that a rave?" "No it's gay pride." "SINNERS!!!!!! Well thanks for telling us." HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!! I was on the watch for neo-nazis but found none. It was suggested I hug them if they show up. :P There were these two rude homeless gentlemen though. :( Then the policeman was going to buy me icecream but I let him go without awarding me a prize for opening the gate. It was funny. I saw a policeman on a horse today. It was exciting. Ok so then I went to check out and Dallas let me take like the rest of the cake to my friends. Which was dope. So then we ate cake and danced. And more RIDICULOUSLY ATTRACTIVE SHIRTLESS GAY MEN SHOWED UP! AND STARTED GRINDING AND OMG................ I died. And then there were these other two cuties who started making out. It was cute. We were all quite happy for everyone. They played us an extra three songs. I tried to seduce the boy who was sitting on the speaker because he was clearly straight but it got us nowhere. :( Also definately the first time I trusted leaving my purse unattended at Olympic Plaza. HAHAHAHAHA! Also I talked to a drag queen today. She looked REALLY good.
On a hole other note...
If gay boys can have other gay boys to take home at night why don't I get a boy!!!! DAMN IT ALL!
I'm cute! Like seriously boys! Get with it! Hahahaha. Ok I think I'm starting tos ound desperate. But hey. Shut your face. ok?
And how come all the boys I like are socially awkward. Ballz. Gay kids get more action then me. Sigh... I don't get any action. At all. Apparently I'm sexually frustrated. HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh man what I say on this space of the internet. It scares me.
I have so much homework. I don't even want to think about it.
Also 30h!3 makes me happy. Very happy. LOVE is just another word I'll never learn to pronounce.
Stef is going to a workshop where Blake is teaching. I'm sooooooo jealous!!!!!! That man is sex. Ok. 'Nuff said.
I'll be with you wherever you go.
And then today I realized a lot of people's lies. Rather not impressed. You hold me down. I'm glad I didn't ask for your permission for today. That I just did it.
I should have gone out with Colin tonight. :( Sigh...
Rocky Horror would have been a blast tonight. Ah well...
Oh so got a ride home with Sarah's brother. He's all growd up. I remember when he was all teenaged rage. He's all indie now. It makes me laugh. A lot. We're taking a BIG GULP DETOUR! Ok.... Now be polite. Uh next left! Puhlease! Not polite....
Really excited for MT. Because I generally love everyone.
And I miss Mr. E.
I wish we would have ran into him. Oh bother.
I need to figure out how much I can take out of my bank account in a single day. Hahaha. Cause Tuesday I need to buy tickets and I also need to go see if that dress is still there. If it is, then clearly it is meant to be. I'll try it on with my leggings and heels first and see how that looks. And then we are all systems go. AND I NEED TO BUY THE NEW BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD! I'm excited.... Like ridiculously excited!!!!!!
Also watched The Breakfast Club. Such an amazing movie.
Love,
I know its your song, they've been singing all night long
My friends flash people then run towards me screaming about it and show me pictures. Oh boy... But before that I talk with other peoples and they're really rad. So then the parade comes past. Nothing exciting there. Just some dildo's and old people. Whatever. Then I eventually get to go on a break. Run into Syd and Justin and then meet up with Colin on the dance floor. We dance. We walk around. We dance. Shea comes running at me and is like JESSICA! And we have a moment. And then he's like I have to go touch more boys. And I'm like I WISH I COULD TOUCH BOYS HERE! (fyi gay male kids are sexually attractive) Ok thent hese two shirtless boys start going at it and we're all gawking making explicit noises, taking photos. Of course. It was hot. Dear jesus. It's getting hot now thinking about it. Stupid posh boy rejects my friend. Which is dumb. Then we think Trent gave us a fake number. What a dick! Who would do that to a friend of mine. Are you gay? yes. Are you single? Yes. Great come meet my friend. *picks up man purse* I love it. This is all jumbled up. I wish I could remember the order that was today. :P Then Alex is like come to my after Pride partay! And then only Colin ended up going with Dustin. Oh yeah I saw a guy I knew back in elementary, after not seeing him for 6 years we ended up grinding in less than five minutes. HAHAHAHAHAHA! It was hilarious. He was moving up on everyone. He ended up getting some numbers himself. Lucky ho. Then I went back to volunteer. Talked with some random asian boy who took photos with me. LOL! It was hilarious. Then his friend did to. It made me laugh. Then the girl on the Board of Directors hit on me. It was funny. So I have the worst gaydar ever. Really? So are you a gay lover or are you gay? Oh man........... So funny. Then she left and this other volunteer came to releave me when I didn't need to leave and at the same moment this really cute boy with a guitar defiantely checked me out. And I was like damnit. It gave me rage. Because I couldn't talk to him at the moment. Then some guy from World SKillz tried to chat me up. Awkward. Went back to dancing and having a good time. It was swell. Went back to volunteering and talked with these rad people. They made me laugh. They were good times. SEEING HER RUN IS LIKE SEEING A GISELLE! FUCKING LOOK AT HER RUN! Ok withint he first few minutes of our first date she told me she never runs. HAHAHHAHAHHA! Love it! Then this nice man who was pasisng by helped me move the barricade. It was appreciated. "Is that a rave?" "No it's gay pride." "SINNERS!!!!!! Well thanks for telling us." HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!! I was on the watch for neo-nazis but found none. It was suggested I hug them if they show up. :P There were these two rude homeless gentlemen though. :( Then the policeman was going to buy me icecream but I let him go without awarding me a prize for opening the gate. It was funny. I saw a policeman on a horse today. It was exciting. Ok so then I went to check out and Dallas let me take like the rest of the cake to my friends. Which was dope. So then we ate cake and danced. And more RIDICULOUSLY ATTRACTIVE SHIRTLESS GAY MEN SHOWED UP! AND STARTED GRINDING AND OMG................ I died. And then there were these other two cuties who started making out. It was cute. We were all quite happy for everyone. They played us an extra three songs. I tried to seduce the boy who was sitting on the speaker because he was clearly straight but it got us nowhere. :( Also definately the first time I trusted leaving my purse unattended at Olympic Plaza. HAHAHAHAHA! Also I talked to a drag queen today. She looked REALLY good.
On a hole other note...
If gay boys can have other gay boys to take home at night why don't I get a boy!!!! DAMN IT ALL!
I'm cute! Like seriously boys! Get with it! Hahahaha. Ok I think I'm starting tos ound desperate. But hey. Shut your face. ok?
And how come all the boys I like are socially awkward. Ballz. Gay kids get more action then me. Sigh... I don't get any action. At all. Apparently I'm sexually frustrated. HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh man what I say on this space of the internet. It scares me.
I have so much homework. I don't even want to think about it.
Also 30h!3 makes me happy. Very happy. LOVE is just another word I'll never learn to pronounce.
Stef is going to a workshop where Blake is teaching. I'm sooooooo jealous!!!!!! That man is sex. Ok. 'Nuff said.
I'll be with you wherever you go.
And then today I realized a lot of people's lies. Rather not impressed. You hold me down. I'm glad I didn't ask for your permission for today. That I just did it.
I should have gone out with Colin tonight. :( Sigh...
Rocky Horror would have been a blast tonight. Ah well...
Oh so got a ride home with Sarah's brother. He's all growd up. I remember when he was all teenaged rage. He's all indie now. It makes me laugh. A lot. We're taking a BIG GULP DETOUR! Ok.... Now be polite. Uh next left! Puhlease! Not polite....
Really excited for MT. Because I generally love everyone.
And I miss Mr. E.
I wish we would have ran into him. Oh bother.
I need to figure out how much I can take out of my bank account in a single day. Hahaha. Cause Tuesday I need to buy tickets and I also need to go see if that dress is still there. If it is, then clearly it is meant to be. I'll try it on with my leggings and heels first and see how that looks. And then we are all systems go. AND I NEED TO BUY THE NEW BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD! I'm excited.... Like ridiculously excited!!!!!!
Also watched The Breakfast Club. Such an amazing movie.
Love,
I know its your song, they've been singing all night long
Saturday, September 5, 2009
I'm Doing Another Repost
This didn't deserve to be part of another post.
Talking with an amazing lady. Rob agrees to. I didn't even know that was her until after we shared kind words and then became friends. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. I hope that you will get better, you are an amazing and beautiful young woman who has many years to go.
With all that being said I'd rather not continue on my ramblings of things so much less important.
Love,
Dream Love Cure
Rob just posted. Rob never responds to stuff. Tears in my eyes for the second time today.
awe wow, thank you so much girls ! you all have very big heart!! Ashley i love you so much ! you are so strong!
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Ashley you are so strong. Please keep fighting for all of us. You are intelligent and beautiful. You can fight this. This year will be the year of the cure. We're all fighting for this.
This makes me even more angry about that conversation in Social now.
Cancer is real. We cannot forget that. We have to keep fighting. There are cures in reach.
Everyone please check out this website.
http://www.myspace.com/skate4cancer
I'm really speechless and all of this is just so much rambling.
Love,
Bare your soul to the world.
Talking with an amazing lady. Rob agrees to. I didn't even know that was her until after we shared kind words and then became friends. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. I hope that you will get better, you are an amazing and beautiful young woman who has many years to go.
With all that being said I'd rather not continue on my ramblings of things so much less important.
Love,
Dream Love Cure
Rob just posted. Rob never responds to stuff. Tears in my eyes for the second time today.
awe wow, thank you so much girls ! you all have very big heart!! Ashley i love you so much ! you are so strong!
<<<<<<3333333333333333333333333
Ashley you are so strong. Please keep fighting for all of us. You are intelligent and beautiful. You can fight this. This year will be the year of the cure. We're all fighting for this.
This makes me even more angry about that conversation in Social now.
Cancer is real. We cannot forget that. We have to keep fighting. There are cures in reach.
Everyone please check out this website.
http://www.myspace.com/skate4cancer
I'm really speechless and all of this is just so much rambling.
Love,
Bare your soul to the world.
I Accomplished Something Today
MBF could just be the only person who has ever made me smile cry. And then I just kept remembering that day. Those days.
Keeping it positive.
Mission: failed.
I love Snow Patrol. I wish I would have seen them play like 3 years ago. That would have been a good time.
I don't want to have to say that about The Latency.
Common people its 19.75!!!
Otherwise I'll have to drag Colin there, but I'm done paying for him. :P And plus he'd drag me to the Crack Mac's again. Scary shit.
Finished the proposal and have sent it away.
Now all that's left for the weekend:
two chem labs
a social essay
biology questions
volunteering at gay pride!
Talking with an amazing lady. Rob agrees to. I didn't even know that was her until after we shared kind words and then became friends. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. I hope that you will get better, you are an amazing and beautiful young woman who has many years to go.
With all that being said I'd rather not continue on my ramblings of things so much less important.
Love,
Dream Love Cure
Rob just posted. Rob never responds to stuff. Tears in my eyes for the second time today.
awe wow, thank you so much girls ! you all have very big heart!! Ashley i love you so much ! you are so strong!
<<<<<<3333333333333333333333333
Keeping it positive.
Mission: failed.
I love Snow Patrol. I wish I would have seen them play like 3 years ago. That would have been a good time.
I don't want to have to say that about The Latency.
Common people its 19.75!!!
Otherwise I'll have to drag Colin there, but I'm done paying for him. :P And plus he'd drag me to the Crack Mac's again. Scary shit.
Finished the proposal and have sent it away.
Now all that's left for the weekend:
two chem labs
a social essay
biology questions
volunteering at gay pride!
Talking with an amazing lady. Rob agrees to. I didn't even know that was her until after we shared kind words and then became friends. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. I hope that you will get better, you are an amazing and beautiful young woman who has many years to go.
With all that being said I'd rather not continue on my ramblings of things so much less important.
Love,
Dream Love Cure
Rob just posted. Rob never responds to stuff. Tears in my eyes for the second time today.
awe wow, thank you so much girls ! you all have very big heart!! Ashley i love you so much ! you are so strong!
<<<<<<3333333333333333333333333
Friday, September 4, 2009
The Angst That Is MBF
My bags are all packed now.
And we can't afford the rent.
And I can barely sleep the night.
Dream about brand new spaces and brand new faces yeah...
Since meeting Michael I don't think any of us has considered the actual meanings of his songs. The fact that he lived in Australia for a year explains so much.
I've decided I'm going to move to Australia. It just sounds like such a happy place.
I think I'm more excited about being able to leave all of this behind and not feel bad about the strings that get cut along the way. I need the fresh new start.
Life would be easy then...
Then I will quit this dead end job. Tell this city I won't be forgotten.
Press filled days and tuxedo nights.
And you'll see my name in lights...
One just needs to recognize that the world is basically good. That we are all truly working for the common good whether we notice it or not. And that maybe we should have a lot more optimism in our lives than usual.
Maybe now I don't want you there. Because I know that you won't be there at the end. So why should you be here now? That was something we had and letting that come between it, quite frankly is ballz.
And you'll see...
I get rilled up. And then I just turn on these words. After talking to you I felt like such an idiot by saying it makes me happy. But the truth is, it does. When you looked up and saw me, that smile was the most genuine thing I had felt in a long time. Your smile is contagious. And reaaaaallllyyyy pretty.
People seem tot hink they understand you but I don't really think they do. That makes me feel not sorry for you, but I'm just not sure. You're amazing and will one day change the world.
Trust your art.
I don't want it to be a nuisance, I want it to help.
There's still no one to tell every single aspect of everything to. It's weird isn't it? I like talking. And usually I don't want the person to know but I just want to talk. Like the other day, and how you looked at me today and how I basically just can't even look at your or acknowledge your existance. I'm a little messed up. Ask every other guy.
I feel most days like I'm on this totally other dimension than everyone else. Much like most people are living on this singluar thin piece of life but there are also the few people that are living on the top half that is rich with fulfillment. I feel like I'm on the top half. But it just stretches so wide that I'm not really sure where all of the other people are who are living on it. I got days though. When I know that you're on that level to.
I say things most days that should probably stay as my inside voice. But mostly around you the things I think might need to be said aloud.
If you didn't dress like that two months ago, you're a poser.
Stop being a bitch.
Interesting advice. I took that advice way back in like March. We see where that got us.
Stop dragging yourself back into my life.
Hope it don't seem like I need you.
One moment your hitting an artist on the head, the next your talking about appropriate food eating hats. This basically explains my life.
Jarred makes me laugh. He should stop calling me babe. Honestly. Debating about going to his show. Meh.
You know I'm extremely priviledged but you just seem to bring it down. Your that friend. You know the one that is just constantly not being a positive force. Yeah that's you. Basically. All wrapped up in a nasty ham and swiss sandwhich.
MBF is like a Holy Grill Pacific Panini. Mbf and mbf. Both of them are.
He says to improv he says to make it up.
I seriously don't htink you know who I am. Hahaha. It's great.
Apparently Aiden knows. Very weird. Huh.
You know Tom Wilson...
What could be so bad?
Just like you said, how can we complain. Everyone's healthy. And we're living the music. I disagree about the cigarette. But more water definately.
I'm about to get so busy. And I'm avoiding the SFU website at the moment. I really need to get on with early reg. Barf. Except not really.
I almost told you today. When you asked about that. I almost said well I have it. Really need to watch self more carefully.
Lists are really good. FYI. Really need to wrok on proposal but jsut so tired and room is just so disorganized for focus to occur. Sigh...
So much work so little time. We sleep when we die. At least that's what they tell me.
When will this aching of the jaw go away. Stupid cute dentist, whose name is not Noah.
I should have bought that dress. It totally would be the thing to wear to the party. I think I'm getting ahead of myself. What should I wear Sunday? Tuesday? and potentially Friday?
I think we should just jet off to Van next weekend and chill with Billy. That would be so rad.
I love seafood. Then move to Vancouver. Oh wait you are. HAHAHAHAHA.
I love classes with L. Nothing gets accomplished.
I love sing-a-longs
I really don't want you there now. :( Doh.
Oh Michael why is this song the most amazing song ever.... Sigh...
Back on already bruised knees.
It's weird calling him Michael but I kind of like it.
As you can tell I'm really digging his tunes today.
Was also really digging The Academy Is... earlier. And those albums I stole from A specifically.
Mistakes so easy to make.
Leaving and watching your wandering eyes.
Always remember the look on your face...
I think I'm getting the Berry tomorrow. Which reminds me that I need to look at packages and make sure I can still get pic texts. Because those are vital.
I don't want this to be useless. Things need meaning. This is the meaning of life. Look around you. It's here. The meaning. Stop looking.
Love,
I'm not like them, I won't buy in. Take back everything you said, you never meant a word of it. You never did.
Or that she ever really mattered. Did she ever really matter?
Also Hi I'm Jordy. *dies*
And we can't afford the rent.
And I can barely sleep the night.
Dream about brand new spaces and brand new faces yeah...
Since meeting Michael I don't think any of us has considered the actual meanings of his songs. The fact that he lived in Australia for a year explains so much.
I've decided I'm going to move to Australia. It just sounds like such a happy place.
I think I'm more excited about being able to leave all of this behind and not feel bad about the strings that get cut along the way. I need the fresh new start.
Life would be easy then...
Then I will quit this dead end job. Tell this city I won't be forgotten.
Press filled days and tuxedo nights.
And you'll see my name in lights...
One just needs to recognize that the world is basically good. That we are all truly working for the common good whether we notice it or not. And that maybe we should have a lot more optimism in our lives than usual.
Maybe now I don't want you there. Because I know that you won't be there at the end. So why should you be here now? That was something we had and letting that come between it, quite frankly is ballz.
And you'll see...
I get rilled up. And then I just turn on these words. After talking to you I felt like such an idiot by saying it makes me happy. But the truth is, it does. When you looked up and saw me, that smile was the most genuine thing I had felt in a long time. Your smile is contagious. And reaaaaallllyyyy pretty.
People seem tot hink they understand you but I don't really think they do. That makes me feel not sorry for you, but I'm just not sure. You're amazing and will one day change the world.
Trust your art.
I don't want it to be a nuisance, I want it to help.
There's still no one to tell every single aspect of everything to. It's weird isn't it? I like talking. And usually I don't want the person to know but I just want to talk. Like the other day, and how you looked at me today and how I basically just can't even look at your or acknowledge your existance. I'm a little messed up. Ask every other guy.
I feel most days like I'm on this totally other dimension than everyone else. Much like most people are living on this singluar thin piece of life but there are also the few people that are living on the top half that is rich with fulfillment. I feel like I'm on the top half. But it just stretches so wide that I'm not really sure where all of the other people are who are living on it. I got days though. When I know that you're on that level to.
I say things most days that should probably stay as my inside voice. But mostly around you the things I think might need to be said aloud.
If you didn't dress like that two months ago, you're a poser.
Stop being a bitch.
Interesting advice. I took that advice way back in like March. We see where that got us.
Stop dragging yourself back into my life.
Hope it don't seem like I need you.
One moment your hitting an artist on the head, the next your talking about appropriate food eating hats. This basically explains my life.
Jarred makes me laugh. He should stop calling me babe. Honestly. Debating about going to his show. Meh.
You know I'm extremely priviledged but you just seem to bring it down. Your that friend. You know the one that is just constantly not being a positive force. Yeah that's you. Basically. All wrapped up in a nasty ham and swiss sandwhich.
MBF is like a Holy Grill Pacific Panini. Mbf and mbf. Both of them are.
He says to improv he says to make it up.
I seriously don't htink you know who I am. Hahaha. It's great.
Apparently Aiden knows. Very weird. Huh.
You know Tom Wilson...
What could be so bad?
Just like you said, how can we complain. Everyone's healthy. And we're living the music. I disagree about the cigarette. But more water definately.
I'm about to get so busy. And I'm avoiding the SFU website at the moment. I really need to get on with early reg. Barf. Except not really.
I almost told you today. When you asked about that. I almost said well I have it. Really need to watch self more carefully.
Lists are really good. FYI. Really need to wrok on proposal but jsut so tired and room is just so disorganized for focus to occur. Sigh...
So much work so little time. We sleep when we die. At least that's what they tell me.
When will this aching of the jaw go away. Stupid cute dentist, whose name is not Noah.
I should have bought that dress. It totally would be the thing to wear to the party. I think I'm getting ahead of myself. What should I wear Sunday? Tuesday? and potentially Friday?
I think we should just jet off to Van next weekend and chill with Billy. That would be so rad.
I love seafood. Then move to Vancouver. Oh wait you are. HAHAHAHAHA.
I love classes with L. Nothing gets accomplished.
I love sing-a-longs
I really don't want you there now. :( Doh.
Oh Michael why is this song the most amazing song ever.... Sigh...
Back on already bruised knees.
It's weird calling him Michael but I kind of like it.
As you can tell I'm really digging his tunes today.
Was also really digging The Academy Is... earlier. And those albums I stole from A specifically.
Mistakes so easy to make.
Leaving and watching your wandering eyes.
Always remember the look on your face...
I think I'm getting the Berry tomorrow. Which reminds me that I need to look at packages and make sure I can still get pic texts. Because those are vital.
I don't want this to be useless. Things need meaning. This is the meaning of life. Look around you. It's here. The meaning. Stop looking.
Love,
I'm not like them, I won't buy in. Take back everything you said, you never meant a word of it. You never did.
Or that she ever really mattered. Did she ever really matter?
Also Hi I'm Jordy. *dies*
The Shot Heard Round The World
Martin this song makes me feel funny.
Like it makes me feel... scared? fearful?
I don't know. It's weird.
I love the song. I just get scary vibes from it...
I think it's the breathing...
I'm really excited for Tuesday none the less.
In another news...
I now apparently like her. Ballz.
And not as like like. I mean I have to like her as a person. The things I do for music.
Love,
I'm not sure.
Like it makes me feel... scared? fearful?
I don't know. It's weird.
I love the song. I just get scary vibes from it...
I think it's the breathing...
I'm really excited for Tuesday none the less.
In another news...
I now apparently like her. Ballz.
And not as like like. I mean I have to like her as a person. The things I do for music.
Love,
I'm not sure.
This Just Needs to Be Celebrated
http://site.btedmonton.ca/video/?bcpid=5189518001&bclid=5172038001&bctid=37152300001
What is with Ryan's chin? HAHAHAHA! And was he chewing gum? And what did he pick out of his teeth? So many television no nos!
Ok then the cheerleaders behind them was just priceless. It's hilarious.
I laughed and sang along through out this whole video.
These guys are such great guys! I wish them luck with everything!
Also this made me frown for Luke and Phil. They are two amazing guys! This world is crazy!
Love,
Get yourself a PR lesson.
What is with Ryan's chin? HAHAHAHA! And was he chewing gum? And what did he pick out of his teeth? So many television no nos!
Ok then the cheerleaders behind them was just priceless. It's hilarious.
I laughed and sang along through out this whole video.
These guys are such great guys! I wish them luck with everything!
Also this made me frown for Luke and Phil. They are two amazing guys! This world is crazy!
Love,
Get yourself a PR lesson.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Naveed/Life
Listen to the Live in Calgary and Edmonton CD.
It's dope.
I love Naveed/Life.
It's been on repeat.
Cute dentist is a jerk and should not make sex jokes. About his girlfriend none the less. Apparently he's a cop but I'm not yet a repeat offender but next time I might be in really big trouble. Which I don't understand for I'm a very dental hygiene crazy person. Like ellen says (yes the ellen on Pete's boxers) floss all the time, even when driving.
Snot is an issue.
I can transfer my number when I move.
Why did she make you stay? I'm sorry.
We should fly over. It'd be dope. We could be vegans for the weekend with Billy.
This is the est ten minutes of life.
Also today I realized I was more excited about Pete's ellen boxers than Pete himself.
I hope Adam's life celebration was beautiful today. It sounded really peaceful.
You know I'm really tired of people continuously changing what they say. It's dumb.
I love that there was a personal invite. A personal discussion. A dead duck day. If you will.
It's all messed up but we're alive. Oh life it's waiting for you. It's all fucked up but we'll survive.
I told you so. It deserves one of those.
I love sing a longs. Let that be known.
Do I get to go to the partay!?!??!?!
Have I told you how much I love Raine? I don't think I have enough. I love Raine. I wonder... nvm. I'd totally go by myself. Pull a Sam on everyone! OH SNAP!
Oh mom's almost at the part of Glee where I stopped watching.
Better go brush my teeth.
There's blood stains.
Needles are interesting and how your muscles tense around the needle. Ok I won't talk about that. Sorry.
Love,
I can't live here anymore
Thanks James.
It's dope.
I love Naveed/Life.
It's been on repeat.
Cute dentist is a jerk and should not make sex jokes. About his girlfriend none the less. Apparently he's a cop but I'm not yet a repeat offender but next time I might be in really big trouble. Which I don't understand for I'm a very dental hygiene crazy person. Like ellen says (yes the ellen on Pete's boxers) floss all the time, even when driving.
Snot is an issue.
I can transfer my number when I move.
Why did she make you stay? I'm sorry.
We should fly over. It'd be dope. We could be vegans for the weekend with Billy.
This is the est ten minutes of life.
Also today I realized I was more excited about Pete's ellen boxers than Pete himself.
I hope Adam's life celebration was beautiful today. It sounded really peaceful.
You know I'm really tired of people continuously changing what they say. It's dumb.
I love that there was a personal invite. A personal discussion. A dead duck day. If you will.
It's all messed up but we're alive. Oh life it's waiting for you. It's all fucked up but we'll survive.
I told you so. It deserves one of those.
I love sing a longs. Let that be known.
Do I get to go to the partay!?!??!?!
Have I told you how much I love Raine? I don't think I have enough. I love Raine. I wonder... nvm. I'd totally go by myself. Pull a Sam on everyone! OH SNAP!
Oh mom's almost at the part of Glee where I stopped watching.
Better go brush my teeth.
There's blood stains.
Needles are interesting and how your muscles tense around the needle. Ok I won't talk about that. Sorry.
Love,
I can't live here anymore
Thanks James.
Congrats
On your...
New baby?
no
New House?
no
New Marriage?
no
New school?
no.
Congratulations on discovering my little space of the internet.
It will be time well wasted.
But will not be funny, like the channel that slogan is for.
Although I find that channel more offensive then funny.
Love,
GO STUDY! YOU NEED TO BE SMART!
New baby?
no
New House?
no
New Marriage?
no
New school?
no.
Congratulations on discovering my little space of the internet.
It will be time well wasted.
But will not be funny, like the channel that slogan is for.
Although I find that channel more offensive then funny.
Love,
GO STUDY! YOU NEED TO BE SMART!
Amy
Right now it is 9:00 pm on September the 3rd. Now we shall see how long it takes you to find my blog.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Oh Good Days
I have no time for boys.
It's like do you need me to move your amp or not?
I'm such a beast.
It's like do you need me to move your amp or not?
I'm such a beast.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
As Long As I Survive Until February
I think I have the swine.
My nose won't stop running. And it's the kind where even if you sniffle it just keeps dripping. It's attractive.
I have a really excitable idea and I really want it to work. And I have really high hopes for it. But that's ok.
No reply. I think stalk and hunt is my best approach at the moment.
I love watching videos of bands and then out of nowhere I'll have the realization that I've met them or that they've given me more than just the time of day and I smile and feel all the butterflies all over again.
Still totally in love with White Tie Affair. So amazing.
I need you to email me back. So that we can become friends.
I might try and get a hold of Mark. That could be pretty dope.
Ugh stupid nose!!!
There is runny snot on my toe. How did that happen?
I hate talking to her. She makes me feel dumb. When I'm really not.
I want a photographer, an actual prize, to hopefully record all the songs, door prizes, a guest judge. I need more specifics though.
Now I have to decide whether I go straight to the Dr. or not.
On another note what am I wearing tomorrow? Also John texted me. Gross. I was hoping he was ignoring me as I was trying to do to him. He is not a pleasant person. Sorry.
What is with all these 18+ shows?!??!
Oh and now Stacy has me wanting to go to The Latency again... She's baking cookies. For Jeff specifically. I want someone to make me cookies. The only person who ever cooked for me, moved. Fuck that shit. I ain't baking for none of you basterds anymore!
Hmm Maybe I'll go watch tv now and relax and then go to bed.
Also totally in love with Love Drunk. You're a genius Martin.
Love,
So busy, no time, running nose, I'm running, being run over.
My nose won't stop running. And it's the kind where even if you sniffle it just keeps dripping. It's attractive.
I have a really excitable idea and I really want it to work. And I have really high hopes for it. But that's ok.
No reply. I think stalk and hunt is my best approach at the moment.
I love watching videos of bands and then out of nowhere I'll have the realization that I've met them or that they've given me more than just the time of day and I smile and feel all the butterflies all over again.
Still totally in love with White Tie Affair. So amazing.
I need you to email me back. So that we can become friends.
I might try and get a hold of Mark. That could be pretty dope.
Ugh stupid nose!!!
There is runny snot on my toe. How did that happen?
I hate talking to her. She makes me feel dumb. When I'm really not.
I want a photographer, an actual prize, to hopefully record all the songs, door prizes, a guest judge. I need more specifics though.
Now I have to decide whether I go straight to the Dr. or not.
On another note what am I wearing tomorrow? Also John texted me. Gross. I was hoping he was ignoring me as I was trying to do to him. He is not a pleasant person. Sorry.
What is with all these 18+ shows?!??!
Oh and now Stacy has me wanting to go to The Latency again... She's baking cookies. For Jeff specifically. I want someone to make me cookies. The only person who ever cooked for me, moved. Fuck that shit. I ain't baking for none of you basterds anymore!
Hmm Maybe I'll go watch tv now and relax and then go to bed.
Also totally in love with Love Drunk. You're a genius Martin.
Love,
So busy, no time, running nose, I'm running, being run over.
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