Things have been so good recently. I wish that if my happiness were a pie that I could cut it into pieces and share it with everyone else. That would be awesome. I try to think of it like this. With all of my happiness, I can take some sadness. So please dump your sadness on me. I can take it.
"I can take it if you need to take this out on someone."
I thought it was weird that you told her that. But I think its a good thing you did. Sometimes you want to tell people in hopes they understand. Even if they think that its random useless information it generally isn't to you and that's why you say it out loud.
It is the best part of my day. I don't have to worry about anything. I don't have to try to be anything. It's almost like our own little world if that makes sense. With the tunes blazing.
I never want to feel the way I did on Wednesday ever again. When we were listening to sad songs and all I could do was look out the window. And then you said I'm sorry. And I think I would have cried. I could have cried. And then you leaned forward and put your head in your hands. I wanted to cry. I could have cried. I'm never going to forget moments of that day. Ever. Like when you said that last thing and I got in the car. Like when we were sitting there and I could feel you hurting and you started running around kicking things. Let's not have a moment like that again. Deal. I'd rather remember watching the stars, laughing like an idiot.
I'm sad that she won't like him back. That makes me really sad. I wish things were going well for everyone. That'd be awesome.
Also the fact that I'm invited because of him is awkward. Not going to lie. Also does this mean I have to find a gift?
Also it makes me nervous the way you look at me before you play a song. It's like a, listen to this song cause it makes me think of you look. Is that what the look is? Cause I'm unsure... Haha.
Yes! It's refreshing.
Jessica
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