I'm sorry I'm not all let's dive into this. That's not who I am. New Year's Eve jokes aside, that really isn't who I am. Part of me wants to be that person. Trust me. Part of me never wants to let go, but eventually time starts again.
I could've watched the whole movie like that. I should have.
Those little girls beside us, out at the movie with their Dad made me happy. I barely go anywhere with my dad or spend time with him. It kind of really makes me sad. And I know that when I leave I'll call the house to talk to my mom, and not necessarily him. Maybe I'll go to the hockey game with the fam jam and actually sit with them at the game this time. Although those seats were pretty rad. Amy you must admit this. Lanny that close is kinda rad.
I really want to tell everyone. Really. But I just think they don't need to know as soon as we decide. But at the same time I know that that is the person you are, so I'm going to be okay with it.
"I like that you were in the car for maybe 5 minutes and already your stuff is organized into his stuff."
That's basically how it is.
I'm not going to let this come between all the things I want to do. I still want to volunteer at spoken word fest and I want to interview two people now. I will send out messages later for that. I am so stoked for Faber and for Hedley. I'm even more stoked for Jessica/Amy bonding day. Oh man!!! The Dudes are playing The Gateway on my BIRTHDAY! That would be so fricking awesome!!!! GAH!!! I needs to find someone else to come with me!!! AHHH!!!
I also feel bad now cause I'm in this happy place but some of my friends aren't. Actually things seem to be crashing pretty hard for them. And I am going to figure out how to balance all of this. Promise.
We better friggin go on a road trip this summer!!! That would be soooooo much fun!!!!
I'm really going to need to start planning this summer soon. Cause June is getting very full. Except I have no clue what the dates are for ANYTHING!
Walls- ATL
Love,
Jessica
No comments:
Post a Comment