Caught Off Guard

Things kinda caught me off guard today. And I've yet to find the right person to share these things with. I am talking to people who are really close to me, but I just don't feel like I've found a person where this topic wouldn't be awkward because it is personal. It's weird cause it feel like we've been together longer than we have.

The buterflies in my stomach miss you. They are causing me pains right now. So not cool.

This is bad.

I really wanted to cry for a second there. But I'm holding it together.

Somehow,

Jessica