Grad was weird. It doesn't feel like it happened, or like it should have been stressed about so much. Also dear, (I know you're reading this) we are a very attractive couple.
I had a lot of fun. Also I've never really been a flower person, but I enjoy waking up to my flowers, or just sitting and staring at them. Haha.
Oh Dylan, you're such a mess.
"Have they been in there this whole time?"
"He's just jealous cause his girlfriend doesn't want him."
I'm currently listening to really intense sad music, its kind of ballin'.
I'm not sure what I think and feel about all of this. Talking to you used to help me see things clearly, but now even your own judgement is faded because of your stupidity.
Definitions of fairness on the Web:
- conformity with rules or standards; "the judge recognized the fairness of my claim"
- ability to make judgments free from discrimination or dishonesty
- paleness: the property of having a naturally light complexion
- comeliness: the quality of being good looking and attractive
Hmm... I'm not sure any of those fit what I'm going for, but they all seem to apply. I would say it was unfair that the alarm went off but a good thing at the same time. When I said I was scared I think that's more what I meant. It's still not a bad scared though. It's a, I had a plan and then something happened and I started to enjoy life here and I stopped waiting for my life to start. And yes, that scares me. The reasons I have for things also scare me and it scares me how more trusting I am of people now. That percentage was in a lot of trouble the other morning/evening.
It feels so weird to be dressed like this. To be meshing the life I have now with the life I had in October.
Sad musical numbers have distracted me. We'll talk later.
But I'm not perfect And you're not perfect Cause is you were I wouldn't have loved you At all
Jessica
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