I had a very calm day today, and I rally enjoyed it, I haven't felt like this in a really long time. I woke up and Becca was here and last night we talked a lot which felt really good, because me and her never have moments like that. Then I cleaned the house a little bit, watered the plants, took a shower, had a fruit smoothie for breakfast. I decided the only thing that could make htis better would be to enjoy the day. So since it was just nice outside and not extremely hot, I sat in the backyard enjoying the cool breeze, my book and the music. Then I got lost in the music and travelled too deep into the happy place and now it just hurts. It's a good hurt though. It's a "Hey jessica you're alive" hurt.
Oh reply back from matt, made me laugh, he didn't seem to angry about it, especially since its not my ault which I explained to him. It's good.
I'm very calm right now and I like it, but it just hurts.
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