January has come to an end. And this will be January's 41st post. And the best part is you read all 41. Congrats. *dumps mysterious chemically made colour of Gatorade on you* Second semester is starting. I'm glad, I'm excited for it. I'm glad to get back to school, I just wish we could learn what we're interested in. I know our school has a lot of options, but none of them are what interests me. Did you know Western has a course on Recording Music and Soundboards? Jealous? I am. I am so jealous. I wish I knew what all those fun buttons did, it would prove very helpful to myself. Well there was something I really truely wanted to share with you, however I must go grab it from downstairs and then type it up so just hang on for a sec...
Ok the following are the words of Taylor Swift:
This album is called FEARLESS, and I guess I'd like to clarify why we chose that as the title. To me, FEARLESS is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living inspite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again... even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's FEARLESS to have faith that somedays things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself yo cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright... That's FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.
Then she goes on to say her thank you's... There's one more part I want to share at the end of the thank you's:
And to the boys who inspired this album, you had fair warning. FEARLESSLY, LOVELOVELOVE
So I don't know if I blogged about the boy of my dreams here or said something about it on Facebook. So I've been having these dreams, I have one about every other week. And here's there in them. I however can only remember two of them semi-clearly. The first one seemed like we were both older and he had hair like the guy from the All American Rejects, and his hair is a dark colour, which does not include dirty blonde. And we were out on what looked like a pier, it was hard to tell. And then the one I had the other day we were probably a year older, in my room, and he had short Young Jacob Hair. I think his eyes are brown I'm not too sure. And he likes sushi. That's all I know. That's all I can remember. It's driving me insane. The only thing I do know is that I've never seen him before.
Love,
Looking For my Dream Guy
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Finally Got Around To It
I finally got a chance to hear the album, its taken me sometime I realize. I love Taylor Swifts lyrics and music. I just love everything about her. I knew she'd be a girl to watch, when I started listening to her about 3 years ago now I think. Anywho the latest song of hers that just made my days.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=f0_3oL2KVZM
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
Love,
Taylor Swift Fan
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=f0_3oL2KVZM
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
Love,
Taylor Swift Fan
I couldn't be happier....
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=CItHyIzKTSA
Ok so it could be my fault. I've been an ass lately. But then again, I was only an ass because you were with her. Anywho here's how tonight goes down.
I walk into the audition. Jim, Merillie, Aeriole, and DEAN are all there. I'm so ecstatic to see Dean I forget like everything else. Then we started talking about HONK and how I played Maureen. So I start Seasons of Love, my voice is a little off at the ends of lines, but I eventually get into it and everyone's grooving, I can see Dean out of the corner of my eye and all I want to do is like rush over and hug him a lot and beat the shit out of him for dancing like a fool in my audition making me laugh. So then I finish and I walk out.
Then dance auditions are just crazy. It was like pose, hold, hold, change focus, hold, change level, focus with someone, interact, pose, focus center, react, shuffle center, react, 8 counts. Then we did poses to a song. All pretty lame.
So then Shea is standing on the stairs with everyone and we hug and talk and he smells good. Then Elaine and I get our stuff and go chill with everyone on the stairs. So Ian walks over to talk with me, but we hug, and it was like a hug we'd use to have, and his fingers trickled down my back and he started playing with my hair. I took it as my own invitation to play with his hair which I did. And then we started having a bit of small talk. And then I was like how come you and I don't talk anymore? And he said well we're talking right now, aren't we? And I said ya, well I guess, just whatever. And he said, and I quote, Well did I do something wrong?
I almost harmed that kid for life. Like yes I'm going to tell you what while we're in the middle of all our friends, with her standing there. Yeah I'm going to tell you. *Punches Ian in face* No instead I say I guess not. So he walks away and flirts with Jill. Then he mysteriously leaves and no one knows where he went. Yeah.
Ok so then tonight I'm watching Ricky Garvis, so funny. He's talking about childrens story morals. So he believes the moral to Jack and Jill is don't sleep with a slut named Jill or your head will cave in. I know someone who should take that advice.
Then I'm talking to Brother right and she says isn't that something your boyfriend would do? and I'm like thank the lord, maybe someone should share this information with him. Anywho I tried to be a friend and look where it got me. Back in the boat. Fucking boat. I hope it drowns.
Excerpts from Thank Goodness, from Wicked. They are so beautifully sad.
GLINDA
Yes -
We couldn't be happier,
Right, dear?
Couldn't be happier
Right here
Look what we've got
A fairy-tale plot
Our very own happy ending
Where we couldn't be happier -
True, dear?
Couldn't be happier
And we're happy to share
Our ending vicariously
With all of you
He couldn't look handsomer
I couldn't feel humbler
We couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true!
That's why I couldn't be happier
No, I couldn't be happier
Though it is, I admit
The tiniest bit
Unlike I anticipated
But I couldn't be happier
Simply couldn't be happier
(spoken) Well - not "simply":
(sung) 'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little - well - complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still -
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come true!
Love,
Not a fan of this.
Ok so it could be my fault. I've been an ass lately. But then again, I was only an ass because you were with her. Anywho here's how tonight goes down.
I walk into the audition. Jim, Merillie, Aeriole, and DEAN are all there. I'm so ecstatic to see Dean I forget like everything else. Then we started talking about HONK and how I played Maureen. So I start Seasons of Love, my voice is a little off at the ends of lines, but I eventually get into it and everyone's grooving, I can see Dean out of the corner of my eye and all I want to do is like rush over and hug him a lot and beat the shit out of him for dancing like a fool in my audition making me laugh. So then I finish and I walk out.
Then dance auditions are just crazy. It was like pose, hold, hold, change focus, hold, change level, focus with someone, interact, pose, focus center, react, shuffle center, react, 8 counts. Then we did poses to a song. All pretty lame.
So then Shea is standing on the stairs with everyone and we hug and talk and he smells good. Then Elaine and I get our stuff and go chill with everyone on the stairs. So Ian walks over to talk with me, but we hug, and it was like a hug we'd use to have, and his fingers trickled down my back and he started playing with my hair. I took it as my own invitation to play with his hair which I did. And then we started having a bit of small talk. And then I was like how come you and I don't talk anymore? And he said well we're talking right now, aren't we? And I said ya, well I guess, just whatever. And he said, and I quote, Well did I do something wrong?
I almost harmed that kid for life. Like yes I'm going to tell you what while we're in the middle of all our friends, with her standing there. Yeah I'm going to tell you. *Punches Ian in face* No instead I say I guess not. So he walks away and flirts with Jill. Then he mysteriously leaves and no one knows where he went. Yeah.
Ok so then tonight I'm watching Ricky Garvis, so funny. He's talking about childrens story morals. So he believes the moral to Jack and Jill is don't sleep with a slut named Jill or your head will cave in. I know someone who should take that advice.
Then I'm talking to Brother right and she says isn't that something your boyfriend would do? and I'm like thank the lord, maybe someone should share this information with him. Anywho I tried to be a friend and look where it got me. Back in the boat. Fucking boat. I hope it drowns.
Excerpts from Thank Goodness, from Wicked. They are so beautifully sad.
GLINDA
Yes -
We couldn't be happier,
Right, dear?
Couldn't be happier
Right here
Look what we've got
A fairy-tale plot
Our very own happy ending
Where we couldn't be happier -
True, dear?
Couldn't be happier
And we're happy to share
Our ending vicariously
With all of you
He couldn't look handsomer
I couldn't feel humbler
We couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true!
That's why I couldn't be happier
No, I couldn't be happier
Though it is, I admit
The tiniest bit
Unlike I anticipated
But I couldn't be happier
Simply couldn't be happier
(spoken) Well - not "simply":
(sung) 'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little - well - complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still -
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come true!
Love,
Not a fan of this.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
The Heroin Diaries
A Year In The Life Of A Shattered Rockstar.
I absolutely loved this book. A lot. Now I cannot wait to go to the library and pick up the five books I have on hold about Punk and its revolution. The reason I'm saying all this is because I want to share a part with you:
Raise Your Hands To Rock
Sometimes I feel turned around
And upside down
And sometimes maybe I drink too much
But my hearts still in touch
I remember standing tall telling you
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
When someone said, Sit down boy
You already are
-Nikki Sixx
Love,
What you didn't know.
I absolutely loved this book. A lot. Now I cannot wait to go to the library and pick up the five books I have on hold about Punk and its revolution. The reason I'm saying all this is because I want to share a part with you:
Raise Your Hands To Rock
Sometimes I feel turned around
And upside down
And sometimes maybe I drink too much
But my hearts still in touch
I remember standing tall telling you
I'm gonna be a rock 'n' roll star
When someone said, Sit down boy
You already are
-Nikki Sixx
Love,
What you didn't know.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Smile
like you mean it. And I definitely do. This weekend, don't know, depends if I survive tomorrow!
Love,
Me
Love,
Me
This is epic...
So I'm looking through all my pictures, deleting things, altering things. And look what I come across?
The beginning of the end? or The beginning of everything?
Love,
I fall asleep with my friends around me, the only place I know I feel safe, I'm going to call this home.
The beginning of the end? or The beginning of everything?
Love,
I fall asleep with my friends around me, the only place I know I feel safe, I'm going to call this home.
AH!
He's alive! Wow, I'm really happy about this. I know its creepy but this kid worries the shit out of me. He went all holy on us now... hmm..... Wonder if something's been up.... Anywho I should probably continue getting ready now.
AUDITION TOMORROW!
Love,
Happiness
AUDITION TOMORROW!
Love,
Happiness
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Now You're Halfway Out The Door
So I know I drone about this all the time, but you're always there in the back of my mind. With everything I do. I need to find myself a new distraction. See with Willbur we had so much in common and were able to talk openly about everything. But you and I never really talked till Dear Zachary, which is why I wanted that night to happen. You and I were just much closer. I was watching 90210 and one character said something about the cuddling that happens backstage. Well I almost threw up to say the least. I try not to remember it, but last year all I wanted to do was make sure I remembered the amazing time I was having. Parts of it now don't seem so amazing. I hope your not there Thursday. I'm stoked for the audition! I hope I do well... Eek!
So now I have to watch her face light up when you come through the door, and watch as its her you sit with and whisper with. The things you and I used to joke about we both take so seriously now. I don't know what happens. But it kills me. When you're not around I think about you all the time, but when you're here all I think about is punching you in the face, but I don't get the butterflies like I used to. I miss them butterflies. I also noticed something this year I started a habit, playing with my hair. You wouldn't have any idea why would you? I miss last year, last summer, it was good. There were so many times I thought about things, but now I'm glad that it didn't happen, but am I really? If it happened maybe things would be different now. By the way I may think you're being ridiculously getting new glasses and clothes, but you're looking pretty good... (Wow just had another memory I'd forgotten, there's just so many of them, my brain can't handle much more) I'll always remember how it all felt, which sucks, a lot. Oh well maybe I'll stop being an ass, and talk to you... I don't know. I DON"T KNOW! My brain may explode...
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=gP85MzpuzrY
Also I'm applying at the library.
Also I'm going out tomorrow.
Also Frost/Nixon was bluddy brilliant.
Also I miss you a lot, it sickens me.
Also,
Love,
You.
So now I have to watch her face light up when you come through the door, and watch as its her you sit with and whisper with. The things you and I used to joke about we both take so seriously now. I don't know what happens. But it kills me. When you're not around I think about you all the time, but when you're here all I think about is punching you in the face, but I don't get the butterflies like I used to. I miss them butterflies. I also noticed something this year I started a habit, playing with my hair. You wouldn't have any idea why would you? I miss last year, last summer, it was good. There were so many times I thought about things, but now I'm glad that it didn't happen, but am I really? If it happened maybe things would be different now. By the way I may think you're being ridiculously getting new glasses and clothes, but you're looking pretty good... (Wow just had another memory I'd forgotten, there's just so many of them, my brain can't handle much more) I'll always remember how it all felt, which sucks, a lot. Oh well maybe I'll stop being an ass, and talk to you... I don't know. I DON"T KNOW! My brain may explode...
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=gP85MzpuzrY
Also I'm applying at the library.
Also I'm going out tomorrow.
Also Frost/Nixon was bluddy brilliant.
Also I miss you a lot, it sickens me.
Also,
Love,
You.
Monday, January 26, 2009
More Bands Announced
YAY! MORE BANDS FOR WARPED! I'm stoked! Well unless I end up in Toronto...
A Rocket To The Moon (They're ok, I'd be into watching them play, ya let's see them play, unless they're playing at the same time as someone really good....)
Breathe Electric (A pretty good discmo band, they'd be fun, at 5 am!)
Gallows (A little to angry for my liking...)
Kiros (These guys are definately on the right track with their music, a pretty unknown band still which is good, I'd like to see some newbies play.)
NeverShoutNever (I've been watching these guys for a few months, and they're pretty good, I think they are good with their crowd and genre and I would delight in seeing them play)
RunnerRunner (OMG YAY I LOVE THESE KIDS!)
Shooter Jennings (A classic. A true musical classic. I like that this year they're bringing back people who really started it all. It would be a treat to see him play.)
The Goodnight Anthem (This is my first time hearing them, they've got solid lyrics and beats and they're pretty amusing, I'm an all go for these dudes)
Vanna (They're pretty good till they start screaming, kinda reminds me of someone I know...)
I'm very excited for the way Warped is going this year. It's really following the trend that its audience is into with the whole discmo thing. The Boy Like Girls genre was kinda last year, but this year its getting more into the dance beats. And I get that. I really do. I'm glad they're still bringing back the classics. Hopefully I can go!
Love,
Musically Inclined
A Rocket To The Moon (They're ok, I'd be into watching them play, ya let's see them play, unless they're playing at the same time as someone really good....)
Breathe Electric (A pretty good discmo band, they'd be fun, at 5 am!)
Gallows (A little to angry for my liking...)
Kiros (These guys are definately on the right track with their music, a pretty unknown band still which is good, I'd like to see some newbies play.)
NeverShoutNever (I've been watching these guys for a few months, and they're pretty good, I think they are good with their crowd and genre and I would delight in seeing them play)
RunnerRunner (OMG YAY I LOVE THESE KIDS!)
Shooter Jennings (A classic. A true musical classic. I like that this year they're bringing back people who really started it all. It would be a treat to see him play.)
The Goodnight Anthem (This is my first time hearing them, they've got solid lyrics and beats and they're pretty amusing, I'm an all go for these dudes)
Vanna (They're pretty good till they start screaming, kinda reminds me of someone I know...)
I'm very excited for the way Warped is going this year. It's really following the trend that its audience is into with the whole discmo thing. The Boy Like Girls genre was kinda last year, but this year its getting more into the dance beats. And I get that. I really do. I'm glad they're still bringing back the classics. Hopefully I can go!
Love,
Musically Inclined
Sunday, January 25, 2009
WARNING! WARNING!
Some content not viewable for all viewers.
So me and Elaine are chatting up our boy troubles. And I reminded her of her religious figures theory, that she told me back in August and we added onto it...
And you watched me drown... says:
thats right i kept that
And you watched me drown... says:
thats how much it made my life
Elaine. lol says:
TO FURTHER THIS THEORY
Elaine. lol says:
then Allah was like "alright, so you can ruin two peoples' lives, fuck that shit i can ruin EVERYONE'S" so then he invented the palestine and moses invented israel and they're all fighting and shit, so now jesus is all jealous and shit and he's like "hey man that's not cool I can do something... even worse... I KNOW, I'M GOING TO TRICK THAT STUPID FUCKER ELAINE INTO DOING THE SAME THING AGAIN. EXCEPT THIS TIME IT'LL BE WITH ONE THAT'S EVEN BETTER LOOKING LOLOLOL" and allah and moses were like "fuck" and killed everything
Yeah. True facts.
Love,
Whoever She Is (Leave me out of it)
So me and Elaine are chatting up our boy troubles. And I reminded her of her religious figures theory, that she told me back in August and we added onto it...
And you watched me drown... says:
thats right i kept that
And you watched me drown... says:
thats how much it made my life
Elaine. lol says:
TO FURTHER THIS THEORY
Elaine. lol says:
then Allah was like "alright, so you can ruin two peoples' lives, fuck that shit i can ruin EVERYONE'S" so then he invented the palestine and moses invented israel and they're all fighting and shit, so now jesus is all jealous and shit and he's like "hey man that's not cool I can do something... even worse... I KNOW, I'M GOING TO TRICK THAT STUPID FUCKER ELAINE INTO DOING THE SAME THING AGAIN. EXCEPT THIS TIME IT'LL BE WITH ONE THAT'S EVEN BETTER LOOKING LOLOLOL" and allah and moses were like "fuck" and killed everything
Yeah. True facts.
Love,
Whoever She Is (Leave me out of it)
AUDITIONS!
I HAVE MY AUDITION FOR PRINCIPAL ON THURSDAY! I MIGHT PEE MYSELF! AH!!!!! I'M FREAKING OUT! I have to audition in front of Jim, Leanne, Marilee, and the BOARD! THE BOARD! AH THE FREAKING BOARD! Jim didn't tell us if we needed to know anything so I'm practicing all the minor parts and Seasons of Love.
But this all had me thinking about last year again and "Roger" I fully believe that I liked "Roger" it makes perfect sense. And started reading this thing, and felt like posting one that made some sense to me:
Remember what you're worth
Remember you're worth fighting for
Remember you're not a punching bag
Remember you're not a doormat
Remember you are valuable
Remember you are repairable
Remember you matter
Remember they don't.
You didn't look back, you walked away every time I gave you your chance. And you don't blow that off. You really don't, so now I don't want anything to do with you because I matter and I'm worth fighting for. Some new jeans, glasses, sweater and scarf doesn't do it. That wasn't it that made me turn the page. It really wasn't. Cause I'm not that girl.
Love,
The chance I'm glad you didn't take
"I don't understand how the Rockstar can notice me but the boy beside me can't"
But this all had me thinking about last year again and "Roger" I fully believe that I liked "Roger" it makes perfect sense. And started reading this thing, and felt like posting one that made some sense to me:
Remember what you're worth
Remember you're worth fighting for
Remember you're not a punching bag
Remember you're not a doormat
Remember you are valuable
Remember you are repairable
Remember you matter
Remember they don't.
You didn't look back, you walked away every time I gave you your chance. And you don't blow that off. You really don't, so now I don't want anything to do with you because I matter and I'm worth fighting for. Some new jeans, glasses, sweater and scarf doesn't do it. That wasn't it that made me turn the page. It really wasn't. Cause I'm not that girl.
Love,
The chance I'm glad you didn't take
"I don't understand how the Rockstar can notice me but the boy beside me can't"
I'm Home
I'm home. Sigh. I love it. Well not that much.
Anywho so for CALM we have to conduct a career interview and it just makes me laugh. I wish to share with you my findings but won't tell you who this person is or anything. Just my questions and the answers I have from them so far. Actors understand. *Trues to wink and fails*
1) Besides schooled education what did you do to prepare yourself for your future?
1/ I prepared for the future by living life.... by experiencing whatever I could.... by taking chances.... by not knowing any better. I would take on challenges and then figure out how to do them. As an example, my first basement renovation I did? I went to the library and got a book on carpentry, put it in my toolbox and did the renovation.... the customer never knew. The job turned out great and I continued the renovation business "*You think I'd actually tell you?*" for 24 years.
2) What did you do after high school to further your education? Are you where you imagined you would be?
I went to University for three years.... didn't finish.... for me I need a why to have a will. I remember those days, it was like I was running a race with no finish line. I was running my business, going to school, playing in a band, girlfriend, sports..... after a few years all that was left was the business. As for what I imagined and where I am?.... Not really. In some regards I never really imagined a future. I just got caught up in what my parents wanted and what sounded good... you know "Wife, kids, be a Doctor, lawyer". I never really set out a clear plan, that was the problem. After that I took a lot of courses, and still do to this day, I love learning.
3) If you could do things all over again, would you choose the same path for yourself? Why?
No, I would change things. I would be much less "liaise faire" with my life. I would have followed my passions and dreams and trusted that I could never fail if I did that. As I said before for me "The why is the will" I admire people who can just do something they hate because they are simply told to or because they should or have nothing better to do. I don't know if I answered the question. I would have been more pro-active in my life. Trusted my feelings and tempered what others wanted for me, all good intentions I might add.
4) Who do you feel you got the most out of as a mentor? Any useful tips you’d like to pass on?
There are many people who have touched my life: parents, family, family friends, friends, clients, teachers....etc. I don't know if I can say I have ever had a true mentor, by definition.... I guess I would say my father is my mentor. As for tips?? Live with passion, follow dreams, believe..... believe in yourself..... but (there is always a but) Plan a life, then live your plan.... with passion. I have some more "tips" coming up. I get a little carried away on questions 6 and 8. (Disclaimer! This is just my rant about life. I would advise talking to parents or counselors for advice...lol)
Is it sad that I understand this nonsense and can relate... No not really, it just means I kinda know what I'm doing but really I'm just the driver and so far its been a fun ride. I should really sleep soon, I feel frustrated and antsy, which has never lead to anything good in my case. Also my eyeballs really itchy today, not cool. Oh and I can't find my blistex so remind me to buy some tomorrow.
Till our next special time together,
Love,
Don't ever change the way you are, I've never loved anyone more.
Anywho so for CALM we have to conduct a career interview and it just makes me laugh. I wish to share with you my findings but won't tell you who this person is or anything. Just my questions and the answers I have from them so far. Actors understand. *Trues to wink and fails*
1) Besides schooled education what did you do to prepare yourself for your future?
1/ I prepared for the future by living life.... by experiencing whatever I could.... by taking chances.... by not knowing any better. I would take on challenges and then figure out how to do them. As an example, my first basement renovation I did? I went to the library and got a book on carpentry, put it in my toolbox and did the renovation.... the customer never knew. The job turned out great and I continued the renovation business "*You think I'd actually tell you?*" for 24 years.
2) What did you do after high school to further your education? Are you where you imagined you would be?
I went to University for three years.... didn't finish.... for me I need a why to have a will. I remember those days, it was like I was running a race with no finish line. I was running my business, going to school, playing in a band, girlfriend, sports..... after a few years all that was left was the business. As for what I imagined and where I am?.... Not really. In some regards I never really imagined a future. I just got caught up in what my parents wanted and what sounded good... you know "Wife, kids, be a Doctor, lawyer". I never really set out a clear plan, that was the problem. After that I took a lot of courses, and still do to this day, I love learning.
3) If you could do things all over again, would you choose the same path for yourself? Why?
No, I would change things. I would be much less "liaise faire" with my life. I would have followed my passions and dreams and trusted that I could never fail if I did that. As I said before for me "The why is the will" I admire people who can just do something they hate because they are simply told to or because they should or have nothing better to do. I don't know if I answered the question. I would have been more pro-active in my life. Trusted my feelings and tempered what others wanted for me, all good intentions I might add.
4) Who do you feel you got the most out of as a mentor? Any useful tips you’d like to pass on?
There are many people who have touched my life: parents, family, family friends, friends, clients, teachers....etc. I don't know if I can say I have ever had a true mentor, by definition.... I guess I would say my father is my mentor. As for tips?? Live with passion, follow dreams, believe..... believe in yourself..... but (there is always a but) Plan a life, then live your plan.... with passion. I have some more "tips" coming up. I get a little carried away on questions 6 and 8. (Disclaimer! This is just my rant about life. I would advise talking to parents or counselors for advice...lol)
Is it sad that I understand this nonsense and can relate... No not really, it just means I kinda know what I'm doing but really I'm just the driver and so far its been a fun ride. I should really sleep soon, I feel frustrated and antsy, which has never lead to anything good in my case. Also my eyeballs really itchy today, not cool. Oh and I can't find my blistex so remind me to buy some tomorrow.
Till our next special time together,
Love,
Don't ever change the way you are, I've never loved anyone more.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Veronica Mars
Oh Veronica Mars how I missed you so. Everyone at your high school may hate you but I would love to be your friend. Frankly I think you're kick ass.
I ran 1.57m in 20 min today. HAHAHAHAHA! .01m more! I laugh at myself.
I'm rather excited to listen to my Joel Plaskett album I got from the library. Mans a lyrical genius. Ok not really. He just makes me smile.
I felt rather bored today... Just not much going on over here. Going down to Edmonton this weekend. I really don't want to go to Don Cherry's. I mean I love hot wings as much as the next person but it is not a full meal item if you hear what I am saying.
Rather stoked for Wednesday.
In the mean time, I sit and wait and chill and YAY rehearsal tomorrow! Hopefully we kick ass as much as we did last rehearsal. However this one's only choreography, which means you won't be there the whole time! FRIGGIN EH! I like when you're not there, I realize I will be forced to see you all summer, but right now I just need you in small doses. I was watching PS. I Love You today and the mother said something about how you feel invisible until he looks at you from across the room, or touches you or makes a joke at your experience. Well let's just say I had trouble breathing. I don't know why I have such issues with such things its not like we were anything official or anything REALLY close, we were just together all the time. Maybe because everyone thought we were. Whatever I'm trying not to think about this. It means I'm moving on apparently.
Oh well Jager bomb you later.
Love,
The Black Out.
I ran 1.57m in 20 min today. HAHAHAHAHA! .01m more! I laugh at myself.
I'm rather excited to listen to my Joel Plaskett album I got from the library. Mans a lyrical genius. Ok not really. He just makes me smile.
I felt rather bored today... Just not much going on over here. Going down to Edmonton this weekend. I really don't want to go to Don Cherry's. I mean I love hot wings as much as the next person but it is not a full meal item if you hear what I am saying.
Rather stoked for Wednesday.
In the mean time, I sit and wait and chill and YAY rehearsal tomorrow! Hopefully we kick ass as much as we did last rehearsal. However this one's only choreography, which means you won't be there the whole time! FRIGGIN EH! I like when you're not there, I realize I will be forced to see you all summer, but right now I just need you in small doses. I was watching PS. I Love You today and the mother said something about how you feel invisible until he looks at you from across the room, or touches you or makes a joke at your experience. Well let's just say I had trouble breathing. I don't know why I have such issues with such things its not like we were anything official or anything REALLY close, we were just together all the time. Maybe because everyone thought we were. Whatever I'm trying not to think about this. It means I'm moving on apparently.
Oh well Jager bomb you later.
Love,
The Black Out.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Warped Tour Announcement
Ok so two more bands. Longway and Attack Attack. Longway I'm not so into as well as Attack Attack. All in all a lame announcement which you still deserved to hear.
I did it.
Yesterday I ran 1.56 miles in 20 minutes. I felt on top of the world. I even got to the mile mark at 13 minutes but then i started dying off. Oh and just so we're clear 20 minutes includes 2 minutes of warm up and 2 minutes of a cool down. Then afterwards I stretch it out watching old Disney movies. Then I went in the shower and the hot air, just felt good. Real good. I've been doing good.
So today on the news they were talking about Chinese New Year and I figured hey since I've been doing so well maybe this is the year. Ma and I used to go to the Chinese celebrations all the time. I don't remember how many times I've been, and we'd just chill out in Chinatown. The year before she passed away she said the next year we'd go to the church where they have the full out celebration and buy ourselves outfits, but they unfortunately never got to happen. But I know she always wanted me to keep doing everything so I really wanted to go this year but instead we'll be spending the weekend in Edmonton with other family, which is just such a lovely reminder. So next year it is I guess. I've been saying that a lot lately next year... Some days you should just do it. Impossible is nothing after all.
I forget a lot about Connections. When I was there I gave it such a negative attitude but looking back it challenged me a lot and it was a very positive experience. I got to experience so many things I may not ever have the chance to again. The Native American day is one I'll always remember, or when we got to put the head wraps on. The whole week was so beautiful. I've noticed that I may not be using words such as gay, fag, or retard doesn't mean they're still not happening around me. There are several things I want to work on to stop too. But I feel like I need to start talking about it with other people, because they don't always understand. I feel like I've been surrounded by a lot of racial negativity lately, but I don't want that anymore. Its a new life, a new era.
I've been watching Obama news for the past two days and I really do feel that pure happiness that many Americans are feeling. It's unfortunate that some people have the need to voice their negative opinions.
It's a new life people. What are you going to do with it?
Love,
"Keep your coins, I want Change."
So today on the news they were talking about Chinese New Year and I figured hey since I've been doing so well maybe this is the year. Ma and I used to go to the Chinese celebrations all the time. I don't remember how many times I've been, and we'd just chill out in Chinatown. The year before she passed away she said the next year we'd go to the church where they have the full out celebration and buy ourselves outfits, but they unfortunately never got to happen. But I know she always wanted me to keep doing everything so I really wanted to go this year but instead we'll be spending the weekend in Edmonton with other family, which is just such a lovely reminder. So next year it is I guess. I've been saying that a lot lately next year... Some days you should just do it. Impossible is nothing after all.
I forget a lot about Connections. When I was there I gave it such a negative attitude but looking back it challenged me a lot and it was a very positive experience. I got to experience so many things I may not ever have the chance to again. The Native American day is one I'll always remember, or when we got to put the head wraps on. The whole week was so beautiful. I've noticed that I may not be using words such as gay, fag, or retard doesn't mean they're still not happening around me. There are several things I want to work on to stop too. But I feel like I need to start talking about it with other people, because they don't always understand. I feel like I've been surrounded by a lot of racial negativity lately, but I don't want that anymore. Its a new life, a new era.
I've been watching Obama news for the past two days and I really do feel that pure happiness that many Americans are feeling. It's unfortunate that some people have the need to voice their negative opinions.
It's a new life people. What are you going to do with it?
Love,
"Keep your coins, I want Change."
Monday, January 19, 2009
I'm Going To End Up Alright.
So I remember what I wanted to tell you yesterday. I shaved my legs and it feels niiiiiiccccceeeeee...... Hahahaha. Ok that wasn't all. I also wanted to tell you that I got to 1 mile in 14 minutes! WOOT! Then I got 1.42 in 20 minutes. I'm going to take today off, then tomorrow I'm going to aim for 1.5! WOOT! I feel much better getting some good exercise in.
So me and Amy be chilling and I told her I'd come over today to bring her my magical cd's. So I brought her the two but got like six back. HAHAHA!
Anywho I got my Christmas present cause that's how cool Amy and I are. I got this really cool bracelet, and hair pin, and magnet and key chain. Gotta love the tourist gifts. I actually do. I'm cheesy like that. But that's not what makes Amy amazing yet. She gave me this card that has all these pull outs and there are lyrics from songs we both love on it that describe our friendship, a few recent pictures but mostly some nasty old ones and then there was a cute little message at the end. It made my day.
I also have the Veronica Mars first season now! WOOT! I love that show soooo much and I like took all the cd's from the library. It's been a good day. And now I'm listening to some MBF feeling chill.
Much love,
Kisses!
So me and Amy be chilling and I told her I'd come over today to bring her my magical cd's. So I brought her the two but got like six back. HAHAHA!
Anywho I got my Christmas present cause that's how cool Amy and I are. I got this really cool bracelet, and hair pin, and magnet and key chain. Gotta love the tourist gifts. I actually do. I'm cheesy like that. But that's not what makes Amy amazing yet. She gave me this card that has all these pull outs and there are lyrics from songs we both love on it that describe our friendship, a few recent pictures but mostly some nasty old ones and then there was a cute little message at the end. It made my day.
I also have the Veronica Mars first season now! WOOT! I love that show soooo much and I like took all the cd's from the library. It's been a good day. And now I'm listening to some MBF feeling chill.
Much love,
Kisses!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
A Simple Look Into Your Eyes
You know there was this single moment with you, I'll never ever forget and I really wish I could. I still feel it as deep as the moment it happened. It's what I see every time I look at you.
Tell me those words
Just break me one more time
You only look my way
When she's not on your arm
Remember that place
And how easily I fell for you
Please never hold me the same way, again
Again
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
Every time you call my name
I simply turn away
This isn't fair
You can't keep coming over here
It isn't safe for either of us
To get mixed back into this
Cause your touch and your go
But I can't be that way with you
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
I'm moving on
I'm finally happy with me
So please don't stand there
Thinking what if
What if
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces...
Your chance is done
The moments over
Don't you dare even move
One step closer
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
Tell me those words
Just break me one more time
You only look my way
When she's not on your arm
Remember that place
And how easily I fell for you
Please never hold me the same way, again
Again
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
Every time you call my name
I simply turn away
This isn't fair
You can't keep coming over here
It isn't safe for either of us
To get mixed back into this
Cause your touch and your go
But I can't be that way with you
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
I'm moving on
I'm finally happy with me
So please don't stand there
Thinking what if
What if
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces...
Your chance is done
The moments over
Don't you dare even move
One step closer
I don't want to hurt
More than this
You chose
Now don't drag out
The possibility
Of you and me
Just leave me standing here
With all my pieces
I'll be just fine
Without you
I just had to get this out...
There are those things that remind me of things all the time, every waking moment of my day. I don't have those feelings anymore, but it doesn't mean I didn't once have them and I wish you could realize that. Anywho, a few songs that remind me of a few things.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=rMkpoVgptHA
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbFBV4XM4do
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=n2g4h-9KWR8
Love,
What you once thought was mutual
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=rMkpoVgptHA
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbFBV4XM4do
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=n2g4h-9KWR8
Love,
What you once thought was mutual
Music Views
FOB new album kinda let me down.
I've yet to listen to the Britney Spears and Beyonce ones.
Awake - The first Secondhand Serenade album is pretty good.
this is mbf ep is pure genius and he is definitely on Make Believe Records.
Plain White T's album is good, its much softer than their previous songs but the new video for 1, 2, 3, 4 is very good. I would check it out if I were you.
One Of The Boys - Katy Perry's album is amazing. After listening to the whole album I definitely hate the song I Kissed A Girl. I love her song Thinking of You and I'm very glad for the way they took the music video. The video was very well done, there were a few problems with it but that was editing's fault. I also suggest you look at that one.
But for now I'm done. As you can tell I'm rather bored. Oh well.
I've yet to listen to the Britney Spears and Beyonce ones.
Awake - The first Secondhand Serenade album is pretty good.
this is mbf ep is pure genius and he is definitely on Make Believe Records.
Plain White T's album is good, its much softer than their previous songs but the new video for 1, 2, 3, 4 is very good. I would check it out if I were you.
One Of The Boys - Katy Perry's album is amazing. After listening to the whole album I definitely hate the song I Kissed A Girl. I love her song Thinking of You and I'm very glad for the way they took the music video. The video was very well done, there were a few problems with it but that was editing's fault. I also suggest you look at that one.
But for now I'm done. As you can tell I'm rather bored. Oh well.
My Brain Stopped Working...
I had something really exciting to say here but totally forgot what it was.... My bad....
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Everything I Do Is Awkward
I love MBF!
Ok so wake up today, get ready, meet Amy and we find our way to The Gateway. It is such a nice bar, wow, let's go there more often! So there was maybe 100 people there. I make Amy stand up against the fake fence. And I see Michael walk by before playing. He honestly just walked through the crowd to the stage and no one noticed but me. So epic. So in front of the stage there's a lot of space for standers, then there's the bar off to the left and then a nice sitting area in front of a whole bunch of windows. So Michael starts playing. He played Here in Your Arms acoustic, it was amazing. His whole set was acoustic actually, just him and his tools. Then he did a mix up of a whole bunch of songs, Britney Spears Piece of Me, Outkast Hey Ya, Flo Rida Low, Katy Perry I kissed a Girl and Hot and Cold and Miley Cyrus. It was actually sooo good. He also did a Weakerthans cover and I must say I love him doing their music but hate it when they do it. HAHAHA! He played a few of his songs which are golden. Then he did a loop and put all the sounds he wanted into the system and then made it play all together. It was the most amazing thing ever. Oh and then when he was tuning his guitar he tried to get people to tell him jokes or about their day and then he was like ya so.... everything I do is awkward. I must say I can relate to that.
Then he hung out at the merch table (it was actually a ridiculously small table.) So I went up there when no one else was there. And I made him dig through his bins of t-shirts for a not crazy size. I ended up with a mens medium. Then I was like I want the CD too!!!! And he was like how about this for 30 bucks I'll give you the shirt, the cd, the sticker, and the X92 cd. And so clearly I agreed because it was going to be 30 bucks anywho. Then I was like so I'm kinda needy will you sign my shirt too? And he was like what? So I was forced to repeat myself. Then he was like oh ya, I'll sign it right on the heart. (EEK! CUTIE! LOVE HIM!) And then I was all I was so stoked to see you finally play, we just came to see you! And he said aw thanks, but trust me Hey Ocean! will be much better than me, so stick around.
All in all I LOVE HIM! I'm never taking this t-shirt off ever.... Also I would gladly sign him to Make Believe Records.
Ok so Hey Ocean! is like really bubbly and happy. It made me happy. The drummer made the most hilarious faces when he was playing so I kept staring at him but I think he thought it was for other reasons because then he kept looking at me... However damn was the guitarist fine..... They're music made me really happy cause they were so happy doing it. Then they left and were coming back just to walk to the merch table but everyone started screaming and shouting encore so they walked back to the middle of the stage. and they were like you guys really like us that much? Well the sound systems been cut off but we'll play anyways. Then this girl yelled out a request and they were like ya thats the song we'll play next! how did you know? HAHAHAHA! Then they played one more when their sound came back on and were like if anyone wants to dance on stage come up here. So half the crowd went up, so me and Amy just stood against the fence and watched and so she was pretty much singing to us the whole time cause so many people were on stage but they were just standing there looking like idiots. HAHAHAHAHA! It was realllllllyyyy good. Then I was late for going home so we had to leave and couldn't stay to chill with them... Lame. Oh well.
So now I'm sitting in my MBF shirt, listening to This Is MBF EP and just soaking up life and loving it.
Love,
That first taste of water after an all out concert
Ok so wake up today, get ready, meet Amy and we find our way to The Gateway. It is such a nice bar, wow, let's go there more often! So there was maybe 100 people there. I make Amy stand up against the fake fence. And I see Michael walk by before playing. He honestly just walked through the crowd to the stage and no one noticed but me. So epic. So in front of the stage there's a lot of space for standers, then there's the bar off to the left and then a nice sitting area in front of a whole bunch of windows. So Michael starts playing. He played Here in Your Arms acoustic, it was amazing. His whole set was acoustic actually, just him and his tools. Then he did a mix up of a whole bunch of songs, Britney Spears Piece of Me, Outkast Hey Ya, Flo Rida Low, Katy Perry I kissed a Girl and Hot and Cold and Miley Cyrus. It was actually sooo good. He also did a Weakerthans cover and I must say I love him doing their music but hate it when they do it. HAHAHA! He played a few of his songs which are golden. Then he did a loop and put all the sounds he wanted into the system and then made it play all together. It was the most amazing thing ever. Oh and then when he was tuning his guitar he tried to get people to tell him jokes or about their day and then he was like ya so.... everything I do is awkward. I must say I can relate to that.
Then he hung out at the merch table (it was actually a ridiculously small table.) So I went up there when no one else was there. And I made him dig through his bins of t-shirts for a not crazy size. I ended up with a mens medium. Then I was like I want the CD too!!!! And he was like how about this for 30 bucks I'll give you the shirt, the cd, the sticker, and the X92 cd. And so clearly I agreed because it was going to be 30 bucks anywho. Then I was like so I'm kinda needy will you sign my shirt too? And he was like what? So I was forced to repeat myself. Then he was like oh ya, I'll sign it right on the heart. (EEK! CUTIE! LOVE HIM!) And then I was all I was so stoked to see you finally play, we just came to see you! And he said aw thanks, but trust me Hey Ocean! will be much better than me, so stick around.
All in all I LOVE HIM! I'm never taking this t-shirt off ever.... Also I would gladly sign him to Make Believe Records.
Ok so Hey Ocean! is like really bubbly and happy. It made me happy. The drummer made the most hilarious faces when he was playing so I kept staring at him but I think he thought it was for other reasons because then he kept looking at me... However damn was the guitarist fine..... They're music made me really happy cause they were so happy doing it. Then they left and were coming back just to walk to the merch table but everyone started screaming and shouting encore so they walked back to the middle of the stage. and they were like you guys really like us that much? Well the sound systems been cut off but we'll play anyways. Then this girl yelled out a request and they were like ya thats the song we'll play next! how did you know? HAHAHAHA! Then they played one more when their sound came back on and were like if anyone wants to dance on stage come up here. So half the crowd went up, so me and Amy just stood against the fence and watched and so she was pretty much singing to us the whole time cause so many people were on stage but they were just standing there looking like idiots. HAHAHAHAHA! It was realllllllyyyy good. Then I was late for going home so we had to leave and couldn't stay to chill with them... Lame. Oh well.
So now I'm sitting in my MBF shirt, listening to This Is MBF EP and just soaking up life and loving it.
Love,
That first taste of water after an all out concert
Right Now
Right now I'm in the process of moving all my stuff from Internet Explorer to Firefox. I love Firefox. Wow is it nice. Damn nice.
OMG WARPED TOUR UPDATE!
Ok so if Jim says we're doing tour, I might not be able to go. But........
Three new additions to the list.
FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS (WHAT?!??! AHHHH!!!!!! I'm in love.....)
Madina Lake (Listening to them right now and they are pretty good. THey are also on the to see list.)
In This Moment (Uhm... Not sure what to think. I'm leaning towards nay, but if you guys feel otherwise let me know.)
Love,
MyBestFriend
Ps. Concert update coming up. I love MBF.
OMG WARPED TOUR UPDATE!
Ok so if Jim says we're doing tour, I might not be able to go. But........
Three new additions to the list.
FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS (WHAT?!??! AHHHH!!!!!! I'm in love.....)
Madina Lake (Listening to them right now and they are pretty good. THey are also on the to see list.)
In This Moment (Uhm... Not sure what to think. I'm leaning towards nay, but if you guys feel otherwise let me know.)
Love,
MyBestFriend
Ps. Concert update coming up. I love MBF.
Friday, January 16, 2009
I've Been Thinking...
So I've been thinking lately that maybe Contemporary Arts should be my adventure, but I should eventuallyhave the credits for a real job.
I want to get a BA in Contemporary Arts and Communications at SFU. I want to live with my friends. I want to be able to earn my own money. I want to have fun. I want to be able to shop at the markets. I want to be able to meet someone like me.
In the summer I want to take an internship down in LA. I think it would be really cool to work with a record company. Hence my interest in being an A & R Rep. However that job does not come easy, usually you start as a gopher or a mail room kid. I love Drive-Thru Records, they are definately my favourite label. I also love Epitaph and Capitol. However I would never work for a Universal Label. I hate Universal.
Anywho,
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=RjO6CHmd-bg
So cute because they aren't that cute but actually are.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=3esKbQK58OI
So funny check for appearances by Mitchell Musso, Miley Cyrus and Billy Ray Cyrus.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=YxeLlXRBXNs
Amazing music and the guy singing is the one checking out Amy. Lucky bum, however she prefers when he has short hair. Life pft!
Love,
We're the greatest catastrophe you've ever seen
Ps. New song to come soon? Maybe... It just won't finish right...
I want to get a BA in Contemporary Arts and Communications at SFU. I want to live with my friends. I want to be able to earn my own money. I want to have fun. I want to be able to shop at the markets. I want to be able to meet someone like me.
In the summer I want to take an internship down in LA. I think it would be really cool to work with a record company. Hence my interest in being an A & R Rep. However that job does not come easy, usually you start as a gopher or a mail room kid. I love Drive-Thru Records, they are definately my favourite label. I also love Epitaph and Capitol. However I would never work for a Universal Label. I hate Universal.
Anywho,
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=RjO6CHmd-bg
So cute because they aren't that cute but actually are.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=3esKbQK58OI
So funny check for appearances by Mitchell Musso, Miley Cyrus and Billy Ray Cyrus.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=YxeLlXRBXNs
Amazing music and the guy singing is the one checking out Amy. Lucky bum, however she prefers when he has short hair. Life pft!
Love,
We're the greatest catastrophe you've ever seen
Ps. New song to come soon? Maybe... It just won't finish right...
Strange Day...
So I started off today by feeling like shit. First of all because I thought a friggin-friggin was ignoring me. But I still feel like shit over it.
Then I felt bad because Amy couldn't tell me herself... Like I've known her since Gr. 1! DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING! BAH!
After all that happened.
I wrote my math final. I think I rocked it. Well the multiple choice portion, the written response I will just forget about.
After I was out of there I got my glass tightened but they did it too much and now it hurts. Then I bought tickets and have decided I should work at Ticketmaster because I know everything about everything. Then I went to Fairweather and brought a shirt. Good times. Then I went to rehearsal and Elaine was like your my soul I love you. I love Elaine. I'd be so lost without her.
Oh and I realized I forgot about Ian last week because I hadn't noticed he got new glasses. So I feel like an ass about that. But oh well, he was only talking to me because Jill wasn't there yet, what a slut monkey. I actually enjoyed choreography because Elaine and Hayden and I were ballin at all the games and showing up the noobs and the slut monekys which makes me ridiculously happy. Then at vocal rehearsal at the end we sang seasons of love and me and Elaine were jamming and belting it out and Jim was like watching us and listening which got me all excited, so was Ian which made me laugh. (He should get a hair cut, and fix all the holes in his t-shirts, Graham would help himw ith that.... OMG GRAHAM........sigh...... Gum chewers! AH!)Then I told our silly stage manager that I want an audition for Principle (Greek chorus/onstage all time/has lines) I'M STOKED! AUDITIONS! AH!!!!
Now i'm home and Elaine wants to go out tonight which means I'd have to take the shaddy bus down there and then stay at her house but be out at 5am when she goes to work. That girl is crazy!!!!!!
Anywho I'm done rambling about my fantastic day.
Love,
That smile that happens when no one else is around. It's real.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=_zfEs3G2aSI&mode=related&search=
These kids are pimpin, and apparently wanted to come home with us a few years ago to meet my mom. Crazy kids.
Then I felt bad because Amy couldn't tell me herself... Like I've known her since Gr. 1! DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING! BAH!
After all that happened.
I wrote my math final. I think I rocked it. Well the multiple choice portion, the written response I will just forget about.
After I was out of there I got my glass tightened but they did it too much and now it hurts. Then I bought tickets and have decided I should work at Ticketmaster because I know everything about everything. Then I went to Fairweather and brought a shirt. Good times. Then I went to rehearsal and Elaine was like your my soul I love you. I love Elaine. I'd be so lost without her.
Oh and I realized I forgot about Ian last week because I hadn't noticed he got new glasses. So I feel like an ass about that. But oh well, he was only talking to me because Jill wasn't there yet, what a slut monkey. I actually enjoyed choreography because Elaine and Hayden and I were ballin at all the games and showing up the noobs and the slut monekys which makes me ridiculously happy. Then at vocal rehearsal at the end we sang seasons of love and me and Elaine were jamming and belting it out and Jim was like watching us and listening which got me all excited, so was Ian which made me laugh. (He should get a hair cut, and fix all the holes in his t-shirts, Graham would help himw ith that.... OMG GRAHAM........sigh...... Gum chewers! AH!)Then I told our silly stage manager that I want an audition for Principle (Greek chorus/onstage all time/has lines) I'M STOKED! AUDITIONS! AH!!!!
Now i'm home and Elaine wants to go out tonight which means I'd have to take the shaddy bus down there and then stay at her house but be out at 5am when she goes to work. That girl is crazy!!!!!!
Anywho I'm done rambling about my fantastic day.
Love,
That smile that happens when no one else is around. It's real.
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=_zfEs3G2aSI&mode=related&search=
These kids are pimpin, and apparently wanted to come home with us a few years ago to meet my mom. Crazy kids.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
It's cause I'm special. No your not.
After Challenge Day simple things like that really sting. Thats what sucks about it.
I weighed myself today for the first time in a long time. 148.2. Not bad, but not too good either. I'd really like to lose somewhat, I'd be grateful for 10 pounds. I truely would.
Last Monday I ran 1.2 m in 20. Meh.
Then everything last week just got me into such a daze and a wreck.
Today I was 1.34 m in 20. Better. But not as good as I once was.
Also I really want to go to the concert on Saturday and Colin should come with me and anyone else who is interested, it'd be fun and it'd be close and it'd be cheap. All of my favourites.
Love,
Failing Math
I weighed myself today for the first time in a long time. 148.2. Not bad, but not too good either. I'd really like to lose somewhat, I'd be grateful for 10 pounds. I truely would.
Last Monday I ran 1.2 m in 20. Meh.
Then everything last week just got me into such a daze and a wreck.
Today I was 1.34 m in 20. Better. But not as good as I once was.
Also I really want to go to the concert on Saturday and Colin should come with me and anyone else who is interested, it'd be fun and it'd be close and it'd be cheap. All of my favourites.
Love,
Failing Math
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
And you watched me drown...
I went to Challenge Day for the past two days.
Yesterday I just broke down in group. I barely got any words out.
Yesterday I met the most amazing MAN ever. He's in gr. 9 and his name is Anthony. I didn't know anyone yesterday and for some reason the fates alligned it so that we continuously ran into each other during the morning activities, then for the power shuffle he was beside me the whole time. Then when I felt awkward when the kids were asked to go and hug it out with each other, he just walked over to me and held on. We realized we'd have trouble with communicating this year so next year I'm going to go watch him play on the football team and me and him will just chill. Because he is an amazing kid who deserves a lot. When we were doing the line an adult came up to me and wrapped her arms around me and said you're all such good kids. I have no idea who she was and even what she looked like but I really wish I could thank her for that.
Today group didn't mean as much to me. My group was very stand off-ish but thats ok, I still made the best of it because I had two amazing adult leaders! I just broke down during the power shuffle today. The worst I've ever been during that. Thankfully Kat and Shaun were there today and they were just great. But then two of the Gr. 9's who were having a hard time reached out too. It was amazing and I'm so glad I got to be part of their experience. After that I never broke down in group before like I did today with that activity and my adult leader Andrea leaned over and said you're worth it and I just died. I really did. And when all those kids got on the mic to say what they needed I really broke down too. Today was a lot.
So many kids are still having issues with sexuality, teasing, bullying, going to school, going home and suicide. Its horrible to see, but its amazing to see that they made it through. Those kids try so hard just to wake up in the morning in one piece. I'm so proud of all of them. They will make our school great next year.
Ugh TK! I love that girl. I love her as a teacher, friend, mentor and a woman. She is amazing, I will definately be making sure we talk more and see each other.
All in all I was able to get it all out these past few days and spend that time with AMAZING kids. I really want to carry this on. I know we all say it but after COnnections I worked so hard to stop using words such as gay and retard, because when other people use them now it really stings. I know I may laugh if Forrest or Alex says it, but I don't want to do that anymore.
Also I'm forgetting about you. Sam says I'm moving on. Sam also says she's going to start charging me. I say she shouldn't get her hopes up. I better have a class with that lady next term.
Well now that I'm done for the moment....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bhCvshkSL4&feature=channel
Love,
Everything you Should know and feel.
Yesterday I just broke down in group. I barely got any words out.
Yesterday I met the most amazing MAN ever. He's in gr. 9 and his name is Anthony. I didn't know anyone yesterday and for some reason the fates alligned it so that we continuously ran into each other during the morning activities, then for the power shuffle he was beside me the whole time. Then when I felt awkward when the kids were asked to go and hug it out with each other, he just walked over to me and held on. We realized we'd have trouble with communicating this year so next year I'm going to go watch him play on the football team and me and him will just chill. Because he is an amazing kid who deserves a lot. When we were doing the line an adult came up to me and wrapped her arms around me and said you're all such good kids. I have no idea who she was and even what she looked like but I really wish I could thank her for that.
Today group didn't mean as much to me. My group was very stand off-ish but thats ok, I still made the best of it because I had two amazing adult leaders! I just broke down during the power shuffle today. The worst I've ever been during that. Thankfully Kat and Shaun were there today and they were just great. But then two of the Gr. 9's who were having a hard time reached out too. It was amazing and I'm so glad I got to be part of their experience. After that I never broke down in group before like I did today with that activity and my adult leader Andrea leaned over and said you're worth it and I just died. I really did. And when all those kids got on the mic to say what they needed I really broke down too. Today was a lot.
So many kids are still having issues with sexuality, teasing, bullying, going to school, going home and suicide. Its horrible to see, but its amazing to see that they made it through. Those kids try so hard just to wake up in the morning in one piece. I'm so proud of all of them. They will make our school great next year.
Ugh TK! I love that girl. I love her as a teacher, friend, mentor and a woman. She is amazing, I will definately be making sure we talk more and see each other.
All in all I was able to get it all out these past few days and spend that time with AMAZING kids. I really want to carry this on. I know we all say it but after COnnections I worked so hard to stop using words such as gay and retard, because when other people use them now it really stings. I know I may laugh if Forrest or Alex says it, but I don't want to do that anymore.
Also I'm forgetting about you. Sam says I'm moving on. Sam also says she's going to start charging me. I say she shouldn't get her hopes up. I better have a class with that lady next term.
Well now that I'm done for the moment....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bhCvshkSL4&feature=channel
Love,
Everything you Should know and feel.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
So...
Remember my last post...
Well that part came to me a month or so ago. Then tonight I just grabbed a pencil and started drawing a line ------------. Then...
There's a girl I know
As amazing as this summer rain
That coats us through our teenage years
The life she's been given
Is one she should not be living
She's so much better than this
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
Is this all that she was meant for
Her only dreams are to relive midnight summer's screams
With those who reach and know her pitch
Why won't the world just understand for once
Would it be so hard for it all to be just a nightmare
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
She deserves it
I've never asked this world for much
But can't you just help out once
The friends that don't get it
Just add to this big fight
Her family's the reason
She won't go home at night
No she won't go home at night.
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
Ps. I read your comment after this was written. If only there was a tune beautiful enough to match your words.
Love,
My love for you
Well that part came to me a month or so ago. Then tonight I just grabbed a pencil and started drawing a line ------------. Then...
There's a girl I know
As amazing as this summer rain
That coats us through our teenage years
The life she's been given
Is one she should not be living
She's so much better than this
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
Is this all that she was meant for
Her only dreams are to relive midnight summer's screams
With those who reach and know her pitch
Why won't the world just understand for once
Would it be so hard for it all to be just a nightmare
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
She deserves it
I've never asked this world for much
But can't you just help out once
The friends that don't get it
Just add to this big fight
Her family's the reason
She won't go home at night
No she won't go home at night.
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
Her life's not so storybook simple
It won't wash away that easy
No it won't wash away that easy
This time
Ps. I read your comment after this was written. If only there was a tune beautiful enough to match your words.
Love,
My love for you
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Untitled
The pain
Are the tears that she cries
They won't wash away that easy
No they won't wash away that easy
This time
She finds in comforts in friends
When they don't fight
Her family's the reason
She won't go home at night
No she won't go home at night.
Are the tears that she cries
They won't wash away that easy
No they won't wash away that easy
This time
She finds in comforts in friends
When they don't fight
Her family's the reason
She won't go home at night
No she won't go home at night.
You're an ASS!
Seriously. You are the biggest ass in the world. Please just step away from my life for a few moments, go be with your girlfriend, and let me be happy. When you're not there, I am enjoying myself so much, and then you walk into the room and all I can think is about driving my fist into your face so you just might know how it feels. Then you insulted me as a person, which was uncalled for because you fucking know nothing about me, you didn't take the time too. Now infact thinking about it, everytime I tried tot alk about something important to me you'd walk away or try to quiet me. SO FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU IAN! No longer will I remember After Gala or Pillar hallway, or chilling on the steps outside, or you trying to save me from what seemed to be a fun kid, which Ruel easily would have saved me from. I'm glad I didn't dance with you at Gala, and I don't feel bad that everyone makes fun of you because your the most hairiest thing anyone's ever seen!
Ok now that I have that out..........
I forgot a lot of work at school cause I just wanted to get home, and finish the week.
Love to my friends who save me from asses, or who save asses from getting their asses kicked by me. By the way that kid that always makes me so happy every rehearsal is sweet, he wears Hawaiin shirts, has no ryhtm, is so truthful and trustworthy, he's the greatest friend anyone could have.
Love,
Everything that makes you want to burn off your skin in the shower.
Ok now that I have that out..........
I forgot a lot of work at school cause I just wanted to get home, and finish the week.
Love to my friends who save me from asses, or who save asses from getting their asses kicked by me. By the way that kid that always makes me so happy every rehearsal is sweet, he wears Hawaiin shirts, has no ryhtm, is so truthful and trustworthy, he's the greatest friend anyone could have.
Love,
Everything that makes you want to burn off your skin in the shower.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
I Almost Fell...
Bad day. No comment. Not deserve my words.
Here's a kid however who is worth them. Stumbled across his performance of a song I love from a musical I love. Watch it and feel it. I wish I could convey so much on stage. That's my goal this year. That's why I'm going to audition that song I'm Still Hurting. Oh well here's the link already.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAWKsBGBSk4&feature=related
Here's a kid however who is worth them. Stumbled across his performance of a song I love from a musical I love. Watch it and feel it. I wish I could convey so much on stage. That's my goal this year. That's why I'm going to audition that song I'm Still Hurting. Oh well here's the link already.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAWKsBGBSk4&feature=related
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
The Sour Bitter Sweet
"i don't ever want to be a complete and utter lack of a good reason to fight for something. it doesn't feel like i get stronger by the second, right now i feel suspended in air. but its probably more just the altitude. the air is so fucking thin up here it makes you sick faster than it makes you smile.
its the fear that drives us. its that same fear that keeps us on a razors edge.
i will always be deathly afraid of falling. out of trees, out of love, and out of touch.
when it rains it pours."
Not a good day. I felt frustrated with others which led me to be frustrated with myself. People grow up and grow in new directions, its a part of life, and those friendships that don't survive were never that strong in the first place.
Love,
Anything that makes you feel warm at night.
its the fear that drives us. its that same fear that keeps us on a razors edge.
i will always be deathly afraid of falling. out of trees, out of love, and out of touch.
when it rains it pours."
Not a good day. I felt frustrated with others which led me to be frustrated with myself. People grow up and grow in new directions, its a part of life, and those friendships that don't survive were never that strong in the first place.
Love,
Anything that makes you feel warm at night.
Monday, January 5, 2009
NO ONE CARES!
No one cares about your problems. Like seriously you knew it was going to happen. Shut up and move on before I smack you in the face. Also all your stupid poem meaning shit was wrong. And you can't tell other people they're wrong if the poem conveyed to them a different message. So shut up your a horrible teacher. And also your not even pretty. There I said it. Bet the goody two shoes in our class wouldn't.
Why is it always the hallways my locker is in that has to smell bad? Like seriously.
Also this message is to a friend. Don't feel pressured by our stupid friend. Not everything is like that, a girl and guy can be friends until one is ready to share more with the other. You guys would be good together. Plus its okay to think about being with that person in not a sexual sense, its fun for them just to be there and play DDR with you. And I think you know that cause you are the most earthly, intelligent, beautiful person I know. I forgot how pretty you are till I saw you today.
This man is magic. His words beautiful, his strums seamless, his taste in women flawless.
http://www.myspace.com/davidmelillo
As beautiful as the christmas song is the others are beathless.
Love,
Who needs streetlights when we've got stars.
Ps.
http://www.myspace.com/jimmywelsh
Jimmy is adorable, talented and is the nicest, sweetest kid I've ever had the pleasure of talking to. I wish him all the best. And hope one day he will be part of Make Believe Records, or DriveThru... I respect Drivethru.
Why is it always the hallways my locker is in that has to smell bad? Like seriously.
Also this message is to a friend. Don't feel pressured by our stupid friend. Not everything is like that, a girl and guy can be friends until one is ready to share more with the other. You guys would be good together. Plus its okay to think about being with that person in not a sexual sense, its fun for them just to be there and play DDR with you. And I think you know that cause you are the most earthly, intelligent, beautiful person I know. I forgot how pretty you are till I saw you today.
This man is magic. His words beautiful, his strums seamless, his taste in women flawless.
http://www.myspace.com/davidmelillo
As beautiful as the christmas song is the others are beathless.
Love,
Who needs streetlights when we've got stars.
Ps.
http://www.myspace.com/jimmywelsh
Jimmy is adorable, talented and is the nicest, sweetest kid I've ever had the pleasure of talking to. I wish him all the best. And hope one day he will be part of Make Believe Records, or DriveThru... I respect Drivethru.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
HAHAHA!
Best epic concert of concertness.
Found some videos!
So funny that he made us sit down, also highly dangerous... we were packed in there. I remember when BLG started Martin made everyone backup because those of us at the front were dying! It was like the middle of the song too, and he didn't start till they gave us more space.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrlzuwzVFGE&feature=channel_page
UGH! I can't find the video I wanted! I can't believe no one recorded it. Well Jack went to wipe himself off with a sweat towel and he was like holy shit are these things big. So Alex, being Alex, went hey Jack I bet you you can't take off your pants right now, and play the whole show with that towel wrapped around your waist. Soo fuunnnnyyyy because Jack actually does it.... BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!! But then Jack kept coming so clase to the edge of the stage so the girls get ripping it off and it just plain kept falling off. So he gave up and played the whole set in his boxers. And then he warned us that we might see his teeny weeny. SO FUNNY! I love you boys! Especially afterwards when Alex kept taking booze (Smirnoff) from the Warehouse into their van and then some guy from the bar would follow him and bring it back. It happened like 4 times. So funny. Before and during when I got Paul and Martin out of the bus. I love you boys! That was a fun night! Me, Paul and Becca chilling unlike now where its like a hundred bajillion screaming girls. Anywho I should really finish my english now.
Love,
Those good times.
Found some videos!
So funny that he made us sit down, also highly dangerous... we were packed in there. I remember when BLG started Martin made everyone backup because those of us at the front were dying! It was like the middle of the song too, and he didn't start till they gave us more space.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrlzuwzVFGE&feature=channel_page
UGH! I can't find the video I wanted! I can't believe no one recorded it. Well Jack went to wipe himself off with a sweat towel and he was like holy shit are these things big. So Alex, being Alex, went hey Jack I bet you you can't take off your pants right now, and play the whole show with that towel wrapped around your waist. Soo fuunnnnyyyy because Jack actually does it.... BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!! But then Jack kept coming so clase to the edge of the stage so the girls get ripping it off and it just plain kept falling off. So he gave up and played the whole set in his boxers. And then he warned us that we might see his teeny weeny. SO FUNNY! I love you boys! Especially afterwards when Alex kept taking booze (Smirnoff) from the Warehouse into their van and then some guy from the bar would follow him and bring it back. It happened like 4 times. So funny. Before and during when I got Paul and Martin out of the bus. I love you boys! That was a fun night! Me, Paul and Becca chilling unlike now where its like a hundred bajillion screaming girls. Anywho I should really finish my english now.
Love,
Those good times.
i've successfully been distracted!
This is going to take me forever to get through all of them! Here's a few to watch so you're hooked too! New WE THE KINGS ALBUM! FTW!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FXrMKn2Bmw&feature=channel_page
The two boys you never see.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHtBW9TR9II
Love,
Make Believe Records
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FXrMKn2Bmw&feature=channel_page
The two boys you never see.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHtBW9TR9II
Love,
Make Believe Records
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Warped Tour '09
August 12th
Bands I'd Like To See: (One's with a star I could live without seeing)
3OH!3
*Alexisonfire
*Big D and the Kids Table
Cash Cash
Every Avenue
Hit The Lights
Less Than Jake
*Lights
Meg & Dia
*NOFX
*Saosin
*Senses Fail
Silverstein (OMG THEY BETTER COME TO CALGARY SHOW!)
Sing It Loud (Confirmed Calgary show)
The Ataris
The Maine
The White Tie Affair (Confirmed Calgary show)
There For Tommorrow (OMG THEY BETTER COME TO CALGARY!)
Therefore I Am (Confirmed Calgary show)
*Thrice
TV/TV
Valencia
Would rather not see:
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Anti-Flag
Bad Religion
Bayside
Black Tide
Bouncing Souls
Breathe Carolina
Brokencyde
Chiodos
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear and the Headlights
Dirty Heads
Escape the Fate
Flogging Molly
Gallows
I Set My Friends on Fire
Jeffree Star
Millionaires
Outernational
P.O.S.
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Shad
Streetlight Manifesto
Tat
The A.K.A.s
The Architects
The Devil Wears Prada
Underoath
Westbound Train
SO GET LISTENING FOOLS!
Thats 52 bands announced so far... Check back to this post for updates!
Love,
Your future drunk skunk
Bands I'd Like To See: (One's with a star I could live without seeing)
3OH!3
*Alexisonfire
*Big D and the Kids Table
Cash Cash
Every Avenue
Hit The Lights
Less Than Jake
*Lights
Meg & Dia
*NOFX
*Saosin
*Senses Fail
Silverstein (OMG THEY BETTER COME TO CALGARY SHOW!)
Sing It Loud (Confirmed Calgary show)
The Ataris
The Maine
The White Tie Affair (Confirmed Calgary show)
There For Tommorrow (OMG THEY BETTER COME TO CALGARY!)
Therefore I Am (Confirmed Calgary show)
*Thrice
TV/TV
Valencia
Would rather not see:
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Anti-Flag
Bad Religion
Bayside
Black Tide
Bouncing Souls
Breathe Carolina
Brokencyde
Chiodos
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear and the Headlights
Dirty Heads
Escape the Fate
Flogging Molly
Gallows
I Set My Friends on Fire
Jeffree Star
Millionaires
Outernational
P.O.S.
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Shad
Streetlight Manifesto
Tat
The A.K.A.s
The Architects
The Devil Wears Prada
Underoath
Westbound Train
SO GET LISTENING FOOLS!
Thats 52 bands announced so far... Check back to this post for updates!
Love,
Your future drunk skunk
The Readings I Read
Readings I read for English were much more to me than readings. However I know that once we return to school she will ruin everything about them that once made them special to me.
Why I Live At The P.O.
"It's too late to stop me now."
Is the text believable or unbelievable?
Its real life. The life I live everyday. So don't you dare say it was written like that for comic relief. Everything is always much more than it seems. Never let anything hold you back.
Boys and Girls
"I continued to slam doors and sit as awkwardly as possible, thinking that by such measures I kept myself free."
"I did not make any decision to do this, it is just what I did."
"I shut the gate after they were all gone."
""She's only a girl," he said. I didn't protest that, even in my heart. Maybe it was true."
Never let anything hold you back.
A Pair of Tickets
"So even if she had written the news of my mother's death in English, I wouldn't have had the heart to read it."
"I am going from one funeral to another."
Never let anything hold you back.
The Management of Grief
"This terrible calm will not go away."
"The voices and the shapes and the nights filled with visions ended abruptly several weeks ago. I take it as a sign."
Never let anything hold you back.
Love,
Life
Why I Live At The P.O.
"It's too late to stop me now."
Is the text believable or unbelievable?
Its real life. The life I live everyday. So don't you dare say it was written like that for comic relief. Everything is always much more than it seems. Never let anything hold you back.
Boys and Girls
"I continued to slam doors and sit as awkwardly as possible, thinking that by such measures I kept myself free."
"I did not make any decision to do this, it is just what I did."
"I shut the gate after they were all gone."
""She's only a girl," he said. I didn't protest that, even in my heart. Maybe it was true."
Never let anything hold you back.
A Pair of Tickets
"So even if she had written the news of my mother's death in English, I wouldn't have had the heart to read it."
"I am going from one funeral to another."
Never let anything hold you back.
The Management of Grief
"This terrible calm will not go away."
"The voices and the shapes and the nights filled with visions ended abruptly several weeks ago. I take it as a sign."
Never let anything hold you back.
Love,
Life
Friday, January 2, 2009
Why I Live At The P.O./Cleaning/Calm
All three things I'm supposed to be doing at this moment. But clearly I am doing none of those. Instead I have been distracted by my friends Myspace and Youtube. Which brings me to why I am here. At first I thought this was stupid and anti-feminist. Then I realized its awesome tuneage and its hilarious and it makes me want to dance, and not just at 5 am.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdB3Oyd5HtU
Love,
Really Tight Underwear
and
Faber's REALLY Tight Pants
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdB3Oyd5HtU
Love,
Really Tight Underwear
and
Faber's REALLY Tight Pants
Thursday, January 1, 2009
SEE ME FLY!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24C6O5RDPss&feature=related
There's this boy he's been running through my dreams. I don't know him, nor can I ever remember his face.
Love,
Sick of Dreams
There's this boy he's been running through my dreams. I don't know him, nor can I ever remember his face.
Love,
Sick of Dreams
LG FUAD
If you know what it means look forward to a message/text for further information.
It happens all so soon, you blink and you miss the start. Sometimes you wish its the start you'd have seen and not what actually happens. It makes you want to puke and throw yourself across like a Hero. But you just stand there and feel it. You can never forget how something feels. The body never forgets.
Thank God for My Friends.
Jakes is love and happiness and music.
Love, Peace, Mickey.
Then he's right your friends are there, they make you smile, believe in love and happiness once more. When you see happiness its contagious and exciting and you wish your whole life was that happy moment. Especially married people, those people who have lasted only through happy times give me so much hope. Open your eyes and look around people. Wake up today, tonight, tomorrow morning, just hurry up and do it soon or you'll miss everything that matters.
There's still some living left when your prime comes and goes.
Shout out to Martin again. I love your ridiculousness. However I knew Paul knew the math question, which is why I've always loved Paul more. Sorry hun.
There's a party in your bedroom.
Somehow I never knew that till you came along.
Ps. Don't leave
Love,
Not worth those that stay happy
It happens all so soon, you blink and you miss the start. Sometimes you wish its the start you'd have seen and not what actually happens. It makes you want to puke and throw yourself across like a Hero. But you just stand there and feel it. You can never forget how something feels. The body never forgets.
Thank God for My Friends.
Jakes is love and happiness and music.
Love, Peace, Mickey.
Then he's right your friends are there, they make you smile, believe in love and happiness once more. When you see happiness its contagious and exciting and you wish your whole life was that happy moment. Especially married people, those people who have lasted only through happy times give me so much hope. Open your eyes and look around people. Wake up today, tonight, tomorrow morning, just hurry up and do it soon or you'll miss everything that matters.
There's still some living left when your prime comes and goes.
Shout out to Martin again. I love your ridiculousness. However I knew Paul knew the math question, which is why I've always loved Paul more. Sorry hun.
There's a party in your bedroom.
Somehow I never knew that till you came along.
Ps. Don't leave
Love,
Not worth those that stay happy
Just Kill Me
Not a fun way to start off '09 was it? But what did we expect? Not a lot.
The gifts under your bed get old.
Leaving but scared to leave.
Welcome back!
"hope your staying warm. now get off your computer and go watch a good christmas movie with your little brother. he pretends he hates you and throws swedish meatballs in your hair, but he secretly wants you to go watch elf with him."
Thanks Martin.
Love,
The Hard Way
The gifts under your bed get old.
Leaving but scared to leave.
Welcome back!
"hope your staying warm. now get off your computer and go watch a good christmas movie with your little brother. he pretends he hates you and throws swedish meatballs in your hair, but he secretly wants you to go watch elf with him."
Thanks Martin.
Love,
The Hard Way
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