I couldn't be happier....

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=CItHyIzKTSA

Ok so it could be my fault. I've been an ass lately. But then again, I was only an ass because you were with her. Anywho here's how tonight goes down.
I walk into the audition. Jim, Merillie, Aeriole, and DEAN are all there. I'm so ecstatic to see Dean I forget like everything else. Then we started talking about HONK and how I played Maureen. So I start Seasons of Love, my voice is a little off at the ends of lines, but I eventually get into it and everyone's grooving, I can see Dean out of the corner of my eye and all I want to do is like rush over and hug him a lot and beat the shit out of him for dancing like a fool in my audition making me laugh. So then I finish and I walk out.
Then dance auditions are just crazy. It was like pose, hold, hold, change focus, hold, change level, focus with someone, interact, pose, focus center, react, shuffle center, react, 8 counts. Then we did poses to a song. All pretty lame.
So then Shea is standing on the stairs with everyone and we hug and talk and he smells good. Then Elaine and I get our stuff and go chill with everyone on the stairs. So Ian walks over to talk with me, but we hug, and it was like a hug we'd use to have, and his fingers trickled down my back and he started playing with my hair. I took it as my own invitation to play with his hair which I did. And then we started having a bit of small talk. And then I was like how come you and I don't talk anymore? And he said well we're talking right now, aren't we? And I said ya, well I guess, just whatever. And he said, and I quote, Well did I do something wrong?
I almost harmed that kid for life. Like yes I'm going to tell you what while we're in the middle of all our friends, with her standing there. Yeah I'm going to tell you. *Punches Ian in face* No instead I say I guess not. So he walks away and flirts with Jill. Then he mysteriously leaves and no one knows where he went. Yeah.
Ok so then tonight I'm watching Ricky Garvis, so funny. He's talking about childrens story morals. So he believes the moral to Jack and Jill is don't sleep with a slut named Jill or your head will cave in. I know someone who should take that advice.
Then I'm talking to Brother right and she says isn't that something your boyfriend would do? and I'm like thank the lord, maybe someone should share this information with him. Anywho I tried to be a friend and look where it got me. Back in the boat. Fucking boat. I hope it drowns.

Excerpts from Thank Goodness, from Wicked. They are so beautifully sad.

GLINDA
Yes -
We couldn't be happier,
Right, dear?
Couldn't be happier
Right here
Look what we've got
A fairy-tale plot
Our very own happy ending
Where we couldn't be happier -
True, dear?
Couldn't be happier
And we're happy to share
Our ending vicariously
With all of you
He couldn't look handsomer
I couldn't feel humbler
We couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true!

That's why I couldn't be happier
No, I couldn't be happier
Though it is, I admit
The tiniest bit
Unlike I anticipated
But I couldn't be happier
Simply couldn't be happier
(spoken) Well - not "simply":
(sung) 'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little - well - complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still -
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come true!

Love,
Not a fan of this.