I'm tired of one-sided friendships. That's usually how I feel about friendships. It sucks. I'm not going to lie. I generally feel unnoticed and it pretty much sucks.
Was thinking back today to December. And I remembered the whole you don't deserve to be treated like that thing. Why is it that it has taken it this long for that to clue in? I'm fine in the moment but afterwards I just kinda want to jump off a cliff. People tell me a lot, but it seems like no one cares to listen. Because heaven forbid there was an actual imperfection with Jessica. It would be the end of the world wouldn't it?
I really need to work harder on University and such. But I'm really not as enthused about it as I once was.
I see you, you see me differently.
I'm trying not to be worried, but I am. (Sigh maybe he was right...)
I still feel like that guy from KPAX. More stuff keeps smelling.
I hate her I hate her so much. I hate her stares and her snotty tone she uses when she talks to me. And I hate her choreography. I hate everything about her.
I leaned on Vickie today and she smelled my hair. WTF PEOPLE! Smell your own god damn hair. Leave my hair out of your smelling vicinity. GEEZ!
I wish people would stop saying that we mesh well. It gives me dino-ragies.
Your in trouble. Again. Maybe we shouldn't be friends.... Haha...
But the morning will come... And as you fall fast asleep with your head on my chest, watch you breathe in and out...
Notice me horton,
Jessica
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