Today I saw the movie 27 Dresses.... And the 'hero'/hot hunk in the movie said, "I think you just need someone to take care of you"... and that simple line just took me over... I feel like there are so many aspects to me that no one will ever stay with me long enough and I find that there's a lot of stuff in the world that you need to deal with yourself...
I've gone through soo much the past little while and I have to say there was no there to comfort me and tell me it was going to be okay and that I could get through it... I've learned that if I need something I need to get there myself...
So my sister is thinking about moving to Prince George... and me and my sister are so close... Like last winter break I spent the whole thing at her house... I just loved being able to live 'on my own' for the short while...
I spend every chance I can with her, and over this winter we went on holidays to California and I had to share bedrooms, hotel rooms, everything everywhere we went... And sometimes your head is like 'what is wrong with you, why are you hanging out with your sister'... But it was honestly the best time I've had in a long time... And usually after a week me and my sister will want to kill each other living in such proximity but this time it seemed as though everyday we got closer.... She's the one who's always there for me and I'm sure as soon as she moves the people at Grey Hound will know me by my first name... She is also the one who taught me that it doesn't matter what other people think of me, and that if something makes me happy nothing should hold me back...
Trying to figure out the change thats going on inside me...
I've gone through soo much the past little while and I have to say there was no there to comfort me and tell me it was going to be okay and that I could get through it... I've learned that if I need something I need to get there myself...
So my sister is thinking about moving to Prince George... and me and my sister are so close... Like last winter break I spent the whole thing at her house... I just loved being able to live 'on my own' for the short while...
I spend every chance I can with her, and over this winter we went on holidays to California and I had to share bedrooms, hotel rooms, everything everywhere we went... And sometimes your head is like 'what is wrong with you, why are you hanging out with your sister'... But it was honestly the best time I've had in a long time... And usually after a week me and my sister will want to kill each other living in such proximity but this time it seemed as though everyday we got closer.... She's the one who's always there for me and I'm sure as soon as she moves the people at Grey Hound will know me by my first name... She is also the one who taught me that it doesn't matter what other people think of me, and that if something makes me happy nothing should hold me back...
Trying to figure out the change thats going on inside me...
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