S4C

I went to West 49 in this ridonkulous weather, but for good intentions... I finally got a Skate 4 Cancer shirt, so watch out cause I'll probably be wearing it every day... But when i was buying it, I felt so good..
Then I came home and my brother got home and he started yelling again and i really hope my parents can find help for him and I wonder all the time about the way he acts and how he treats things that mean so much to me... So after the fighting there's always that really long awkward silence where everyone wants to go their own way but try to stay in the same room and I just had to leave... So I escaped to my room and put my shirt on and I felt 'stronger' I guess, even though it was definately all in my head and I turned on Raine Maida and realized everything I stood for once again and that I need to be strong for myself...
So I searched my computer like every freaking file and I couldn't find a picture of her... So that is my mission late tonight.... I will sneakily search the pictures down stairs of me and her, because I don't have one and it makes me feel worse not being able to see a picture of her but have meer objects that spark her within me... So since I couldn't get this picture I have this for you...