For my friend who wanted a blog...

Ok, so in the past year and a half my grandmother passed away from a brain tumour which I find out about a day before she went into surgery, and after the surgery she wasn't the same as before so my last memories of her are; not being able to even open her eyes to look at me, and having to be helped in and out of bed.
Then my great-ggrandmother passed away because she was in a car accident and they pretty much explained it as though she had shaken baby syndrome...
This year, two days before we left for Christmas Holidays, we had to put my dog down and I miss him every day!!! It's not eve possible to describe the hollow emptiness I feel so often because of what has happened to me...
Also my mother is going to therapy because apparently she's having problems with my Dad and he doesn't want to discuss anything with her...
Then there is my brother who threatens us all and swears at us because, well we don't know why... He'll just come home and have like a total rampage through the house...
Now to my friend, don't feel as though I wrote all that fun stuff because, well because, it feels good to kinda get some of it out...
So now I'm in stagestruck and its amazing, and I'm in Summerstock and I'm meeting the most amazing people ever and I'm in the musical at school and I'm in musical theater and I think that the people who have left their physical trace in my life would be proud that I'm making such progress... I thought not many things would go on with out them but I'm starting that things need to go on becuase of them because that's what they tried to teach me...
Oh and math class sucks... I know absolutely no one so I sit by myself and listen to the popular people whisper to each other and then when the teacher is done teaching I put on my tune-age which makes my days bareable to drown it all out... And then the teacher kept calling on me today to answer questions of the stuff we were learning and I got really confused at this one part and this girl Kat gave this look of pity... And I kinda wanted to punch her... But I will think of the good thing sin life at the moment and all the times of love that I've been able to experience... It's always so good to know that there is always something better out there and then people who feel the need to put you down...