*downloading*

You know today really sucked until I spent some time with people I know who actually care. I'm tired of fake caring. It's sooo fake.

I talked to Emma today after the concert, I hope I can set something up with her, job shadow anyone?

I can't remember ever screaming so loud in my life. All I can remember is thinking, this is it, these are the moments that matter. I loved every second of tonights show. She sang Sober. That made my weekend. Thank you so much. And thank you for quite blatantly dissing record labels and Clive Davis. ANARCHY FROM WITHIN! hahaha...

Which leads me to the topic of Billy. Got a really good new song from Ina this week that was on Billy's new CD and it makes me want to make another video. So stay tuned for that later this weekend.

I'm really hoping that stuff I told you the other day stays with you, usually you just tell me things so I'm hoping it stays between us.

I like reading your posts. Everytime you'd leave I would wonder what you would think about this hell hole or what you thought when I'd have to come over to your house. Now I've realized you have understood all along, and a lot more than I had expected.

Fun little fact, there was about another minute of me talking on that last video, but I wasn't ready to share it yet, so I cut it...

Everybody told me I'd be alright, everybody told me I'd forget, it hasn't happened yet,

Jessica