I'll Always Be Who You Want Me To Be

I'm glad that this is you being your own person. Because you really need to stop trying to be me.

I need more sleep. Whatever.

Oh Pirates and Parrots. What really happened the other night I'm over analyzing, so just let me do this for about a week till I have something else to over analyze.

This may be a dick thing to say but it wasn'

t your car I wanted to be in the other night.

What is it with boys picking me up? Like do I have a sign that says when hugging me please feel the need to hug me closer and pick me up. No I do not.

It makes me smile how cute you are. Not in the I love you cute, but in the little rock star cute. You called to make sure your parents would be at the show. And then you're all thank you for everything you've done. It's cute.

Who's Justin Case? what? Ryan you're jokes make no sense to me. Because I'm slow. But I got it like 2 minutes later.

It's sort of setting in how talented I actually am. I mean sure I say I'm amazing all the time, but people in the entertainment industry have the biggest egos and lowest self-esteem. It's so true. I organized two events, single-handedly in the span of five days. Like who does that? I mean sure I'm no Mark Spikoluk and couldn't get you playing Canada Music Week the week of, but I'm getting there. One day Mark Spikoluk will bow down to me.

I'll send that email tomorrow, cause I don't want to send it at midnight and usually you answer in the mornings.

He said I hate this place.

Tell me about it Jakes. You know somedays I am rather unimpressed with you, but I'm starting to understand you a lot more. You and I have

things in common. Us and our mistakes.

Isn't it lovely hearing how people can't wait for you to leave? I think so.

Whatever. I'm really tired of having monitored what I say on here.

That is all going to change.

You hate us because we don't even try and it all happens. "I don't need a man to make it happen" Hahaha. I know I quoted the Pussycat Dolls but I honestly think of that line almost everyday. Cause its true. Ok except when I need boys to lift things for me. Hahaha.

I'm really loving iMovie. Maybe I'll make another Vlog tomorrow. We shall see.

Turn it up as loud as it will go.

I often fall asleep to Last Words by Billy the Kid and the Lost Boys. It's a soft screamo song. It's absolutely beautiful. I'm excited to hear their newest album.

Burn it to the ground with rock and roll.

There are definitely two people in that photo who don't deserve to be in there. I'll et you figure out who. Hint: One of them makes bigger dick moves than me. :P

I can't believe she said that what a psycho. Like people can't have the same friends? I don't get it. Whatever.

That's interesting.

You know.

Cause she misses me, all this time, it kills me.

Sitting home all alone.

That will never be me. I will never be you. And the truth is, I couldn't give two bananas what you have to say about it,

Jessica