Kinda mad that I did talk to you today, but I needed to know what the deal was, if I needed to sign my name anywhere. You don't have to be like that with me, so don't. K?
I see your true colours, shining through.
Thank you Glee for ruining Hair! GAWD! But thank you for also summarizing my week. Tomorrow's Thursday. There is hope that I could survive this week. I have sooo much to do. Shit I didn't look up disorders. I think I might just do OCD. Or sleep disorders. I seem to know a lot about those suckers... Hahaha.
Just tell me what I need to hear, before I disappear.
Don't tell me you take it back.
My influences: Ma, Ina, Lady Gaga, Ellen Degeneres, Blink 182, Derek Richardson
Why can't I speak of recent? It's around everybody too, I just can't use the right words. Epic fail.
I kind of feel like a dick for not stick up for you, but honestly I'm tired of it so I would rather just ignore them. The other day you told me you didn't want people taking sides. I get that. But this isn't about that. It's just about you in general. I think you know more about what people think of you then you try to let on. That makes me sympathize for you. I get it. Trust me. More than you know.
Someone told me something very interesting today, I haven't heard you sing in years. This intrigued me. I've been thinking about it a lot since I heard that today. My chords right now are really shitty, cause I haven't been practicing or doing warm ups, so let's not go there. Talk to me in May and I'll be able to belt out Defying Gravity again. Hahaha. It makes me laugh that I can sing that song.
Something has changed within me... Too late for second guessing,
Jessica
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