Had A Bad Day Don't Talk To Me

I'm not really sure what's up with me lately but I just want to cry at everything. I'm not sure why. I just want to cry. All over the place all the time.

I had a bad day. The only thing I wanted was a hug. But it never happened, because we awkward hug.

I smell good, my hair is soft, I'm comfortable and I'm great to cuddle with. What more do you want?!?!? Sorry I don't want to be a housewife. If that is honestly what you're looking for right now, then do not park in front of my window. I do not appreciate it. It is my window.

I looked like an indie kids wet dream today. It made me laugh hard.

It's me. I'm the freak. But thanks for loving me cause you're doing it perfectly.

I realized that I stepped on the gas here but I was tired of being treated like that. I'm always the passenger, not the navigator. And the fact that you were treating me as the passenger was pissing me off because I just really wanted to be the navigator. And I think at moments I was.

It scares me that that isn't my vision. I mean doesn't everybody at least once think about that? When I think about it I kind of just want to vomit. It makes me feel stuck, and I don't ever want to be that way.

Lay down with me, tell me no lies. Just hold me close.

Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't.

Is it weird that I feel more attachment towards the other two and not Frenchie, cause they took the time. They wanted to talk to me. They were sweet. Shit I'm just like Nathan. I just want someone to hold on to. I should no longer be allowed to hang out with boys who like feeling talks.

You're a rollercoaster baby I swear. I'm a rollercoaster to. it was nice to meet you.

Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't.

Jessica