You Ain't A Thing Without Me

I think I'm addicted to Facebook. I think its unhealthy.

Brah wonders why girls aren't all over you. I laughed. Brah is awesome pawesome.

I think I'm actually going to do it. Walk to Edmonton that is. How long do you think that would take? By then Ashley is bound to be a pro. I think that if I'm going to do this, I'm going to need to start working out. That's like 300km at the end of June? Death. It would be an awesome experience though. That would be the best grad trip ever. Well I emailed Ashley ways that I could help out so we'll see what she says.

I've been thinking about our conversation a lot. I don't have much holding me back, holding me here. Once I'm done high school I could just take off. Sure I'd stay in contact with people but there's nothing anchoring me here and I don't think anything ever would be. Maybe that's self-centred but honestly that doesn't bother me. I know what I want to do, and I know what makes me happy and I'm going to pursue it. I'm not going to be dependant on another person. That's just not who I am. I'm a social creature yes but I'm not one of those girls that would base what school their going to attend based on something stupid like a boy. A lot of people have now been asking me what I plan on doing after University, specifically where I plan on living. And honestly right now it seems to depend on the job, that's how I see it. If I get hired into where I have my co-op and I like it there then great, or if something comes up somewhere else packing my bags doesn't seem like a huge deal. I want to live. I want to see as much of this earth as possible. If the opportunity comes up I'm also thinking about doing a travel abroad study. We'll see what happens won't we? I'm going to take everything I can from this world and I'm not going to let anyone hold me back from that. But if there is that person out there with the same interests that wants what I want, I wouldn't mind spending time with them.

New revelation: we seem to have more in common as individuals, but when you take the group into account we are very different people.

And this is the part where you find out who you are
And these are your friends, those who've been there from the start
So to hell with the bad news, dirt on your new shoes
It rained all of May to the month of June
But wherever she may be…

Jessica