My Ear Eats My Soul

That song was playing. What was I thinking/doing? Even though I was being dumb all I can think about is you. Fuck I hate you. Please scroll down to the alphabet of hate to know the exact reasons. I'm getting goosebumps, shutting this song off now.

This song makes me feel like everything is new again.
It didn't mean anything. That's why I feel bad about it. I don't regret it. I don't think you meant anything by it either. I was trying to ignore what Stu said. But what he said came true. I blame myself for it too. I did it. Everyone thought I went in there to sleep, I'm pretty sure I knew different. Nothing actually happened though. So don't worry.
Don't tell me your pretty lies.
Men are assholes I'm sorry. I wish I had as rad friends as yours.
I did something dumb. That basically sums it up. He moved nine and you made it ten. Basically.
"YOU CONTINUED AFTER WE CAME IN THE FIRST TIME????"
So funny. I've never laughed so hard. Omg ok first person to scream like a bitch is out. Jessica you didn't scream like a bitch. You are awesome. Hahahahaha. Oh god. So funny. Next game we played. Sit on the edge of the pool table, and base your scream on how much it hurts. Hahaha. We're sooo messed up guys. I love us. I want to uh give you something? Oh? It's a number 5 ball. Thank you I've always wanted one of these. And I also got you a number 12 ball, I hope you like it. Hahaha.
Squished grapes.... Oh man... Can't wait till they find those...
I'm trying to figure out how it was so squishy when we were trying to sleep on the couch at nine but earlier there was tonnes of room. Hahahaha...
I don't understand how I can seduce a whole room of boys but not you. Fuck you. I hate you so much. I also hate you cause Elaine walks in and was like RED JEEPS TO YOU! THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU! RED JEEPS! RED JEEPS! Then I jumped off a cliff.
Anywho this is going no where and now dear readers you are concerned. But do not be concerned because my horoscope for 2010 says you love to be touched and love to touch. Apparently I also like good wine, good sex and orderliness.
Tonight is going to be awkward. I want sleep. But I should go get ready... I'm going to go sleep more... Maybe not.
I'm dumb.
Can I have a kiss?
Jessica