Actually this isn't what that's about.
We were having sushi. It was good. I felt older again, not like some young and stupid teenager, and you are supposed to be young and stupid when you're young and stupid. It made me sad. But I'm still happiness. Still on that kick. For right now.
How did you not know you crossed the line?
So these are my thoughts if it snows, we get to toboggan. If not, we find other randomness. You know we could. Wasn't last night random enough? No. Not really. Haha. We get more random. And then we can have breakfast at non-breakfast and lava cakes and watch Disney movies, and we can share secret USB sticks and books. These are my thoughts. Half of them will probably come true because we get a little distracted. I like this. This seems right. Doesn't it? I think it does. It seems happy and cosy. And dare I say safe? But not safe in the way you're thinking. In the way that I feel safe with you guys. I just feel at my best. That sounds dumb. Anyways, what I'm saying is that in those moments with you guys I just feel genuine happiness and I forget about everything else. I love it.
MBF started playing Black and White Phonetics and it took me to those thoughts. I got a little distracted from singing and kinda just wanted to cry.
I'm not sure if I'm asking for a referral or if I'll just get it over with. Those decisions come down to the moment. I think?
I'm excited to make a list. I'm going to start that when I get home tomorrow.
You're going to love us,
Jessica
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