You're Special

Drunk words are sober thoughts right?

Marina came up to me after the wedding and grabbed my hands and gave me this huge speech about how I'm talented and that the talents I have make me a very special person and I have to make sure I use them and don't let them go to waste. I almost cried then, but I wasn't drinking enough for that.

Cory made Kelly's dress fall down. Haha. Weirdest line dance I've ever done.

Let me see your best moves. Haha.

This is my next grand daughter that will be getting married.

That was interesting.

I keep forgetting. Not good.

I enjoy that I no longer have split ends.

I should have left yesterday when I wanted too. Just sort of wasted my time and I still have a few things to accomplish. Guess I could've woken up earlier today and got some things done. I still could go out and get them done.

I can't believe today's the day I eat a Big Mac. Do you think I should get fries too? Or just go with the burger. Oh man this is going to gross. Haha. But hey, it's on the list.

I hope it doesn't rain tonight cause I want to go back to that place. That was a good night, wasn't it?

So last night when I was getting ready for bed. I remembered this. It's a crappy video, but I think it gets the point across.

Now I just really want to watch that movie.

But before I do something with my day, I leave you with this.

I'm not afraid to show you who I am
And I am not ashamed of my life
Though I've walked alone down this cold and soulless road
I've always felt your heat in my bones

With every step I rise and fall
With everything to gain I end up losing it all
When the darkness gets in
I scream out and your light sets me free

I'm not afraid of the past no more
I'm not afraid and I'm bad for good
I used to dance to the devil's beat
If I could bust into hell I would

I'm not afraid to shed all my skin
I'm not afraid of the faults you see
I'm tearing down these walls right now
They're comin' down 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

I'm not afraid when they kick me down
I'm not afraid when I start to bleed
I'm not afraid if I live or die
I'm not afraid 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

And I wish that I could give you something in return
For the precious time you wasted on the tears I've never earned
For reaching out to help me 'cross the bridges that I burned

And in the end you'll finally see
That, baby, I've done everything I possibly can
I do it again 'cause know you're everything that I need

I'm not afraid of the the truth no more
I'm not afraid of the lies I hid
I'm not afraid of the past of my sins
'Cause I paid for the wrongs I did

I'm not afraid of the things you know
I'm just a book for the world to read
My final words on the final page
Will be amends 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your heart is kind, mine's painted black
The way you forgive me and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your heart is kind, mine's painted black
The way you forgive me and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat...

Love,

Jessica