I Am Still A Young Grasshoppa

I wish I was popping the champagne with the boyz tonight. Lame.
That was my favourite arm...
Oh man I had to prevent myself so hard from bawling. That was intense.
I won't let you get the best of me.
I'm tired of this competition honestly.
I'm tired of your judging eyes.
Honestly, I'm surprised.
Tomorrow I need Walmart. *nods* Maybe that can be a first period activity. Hahaha...
I am not going to end up like them. But I don't want to be like her either.
Guess I'm not watching Chuck kiss boyz tonight... Lame sauce.
I think I'm going to bring a lamp to pose with to represent my sister. I'm a little bonkerz. I realize this.
I'm going to go read. Read that other thing. And then go to bed.
Also had a shot to try and burn off everything that is in my throat. It didn't work. Well it worked for a few minutes. It burned my insides. Hahahaha. Hopefully it killed something in there...
Next week i actually have to apply. Oh shit.
I got 100% on my in class essay.
You have no clue about how they are actually friends.
I've decided that I don't think it's me that you want to be, you want to be her, so that you can have a relationship like we have. I like figuring things out.

I like how you destroy stuff,
Jessica.