It's weird. Feeling like you've lost everything, yet still having everything in the world. The hero dies in this one. Stay who you are. It's nothing new. I've been here before. Yet I don't feel the lonesomeness of it all. I'm rather content. I've always liked myself. In that Derek way. Wait that's a lie. Let's not get into that right now though. That was a bad few years. Derek taught me a lot about life. So did everyone else there. I miss that. I miss that a lot. I'm over you. Or I thought I was. Rawr. Living in an abandoned factory. Being by myself makes me happy now. I used to have this resentment towards it. Now it kind of excites me.
Your struggle isn't original
Life with you is fake reality
Maybe you will wake up from this
This tunnel vision a coma
The wound is still deep
Not that you'd notice
You're so caught up in your own grief
Other lives are suffering
But it's not like you'd care
If you keep your eyes closed
The ignorance will blind you
Wake up from your own nightmare
And see that everyone else is dying too
You're not anything special
You're not anything new.
There's been a lot. A lot I don't remember. A lot I don't want to. Everythings new or old. It's strange. When you get off the train someone else gets on. The lyrical wonders of the world. Call me California. Or what you will. Because I'm bigger then this place. And so far from alone. I don't believe in your hate. There's so much out there. I can't wait to reach it. I spend each night counting stars like a runaway. It's interesting isn't it? And if it's not at least it's intriguing. Oh the blank page. We don't speak like lovers. Two weeks. Wow kid. I'm bigger then this place. I can almost taste it. The freedom. The struggle. The amazing. The life. It's there. I just need to reach out. It will be there. I can make it be there. All you have in life. Is yourself. So you better get used to it. Hi, me. How am I today?
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