Just When You Think It's Getting Better

I am the definition of shit. The way I look and feel right now is the perfect description of the word shit. We have our performance tomorrow. I'm excited/scared that it will all fail, also since i can't sing this song for the fucking life of me, it's gonna suck. I haven't really let it out yet in MT. I wait for the solo pieces to do that. I'm amazing. You love it. I cannot breathe. This is ridiculous. I almost died today in my chem test. There was snot everywhere, I'd rather not remember it... Ok well not everywhere...
Ugh you and your boy-ish-ness. That's so against the rules. Most definately. Like ever. Why do you have to act like that around me. Rawr. Whatever. Not doing anything. For that would be totally super bad. But we just both understand somewhat where the other person has been. Whatever. No.
I worry about you a lot, but I notice that you don't seem to back. What's the point of a friendship if its only a friendship when it's convenience for the other person? It's strange. I don't really know.
I need more sleep.
I ran out of tylenol night medicine. Now I'm taking Contact C and it's making it worse. Rawr! I want my Tylenol back!
Posters are still MIA.
You suck. We were supposed to chill today bu again your with her. I don't say anything because she was there when I couldn't be. I couldn't be there for a lot of reasons. But that doesn't mean I still can't hate her. I was supposed to see you today. You suck. Meh, I'll get over it, you and I only ever fought once, that was the only time I've ever actually been angry at you. I don't even remember what I was angry about... We should go try to revive some more grass sometime soon. I read your letter everyday. You and I need to take our picture together somewhere. I'm missing pictures of us that aren't at a camp. Hahaha... Remember camp? CCC? Not for Conor, Cameron, Chris. No for Crazy Camp Cadicasu... Right? Good times. Life was a crazy rollercoaster wasn't it? I almost miss it somedays. Getting off the bus, going over there, and just hanging out without a care in the world. We got lazy. Stopped looking out for trouble, for warning signs, for people... for time... Those were some good days. I miss you. Now I've totally rambled off topic. I'm going to go find me some drugs.

Love,
Take the short cuts and side roads?



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dz73dsMAkE

The first few lines of this song, hit home way too much. A lot of broken promises out there...