I'm Feeling So Bad And So Good, And I Don't Know What To Do...

So I've been sitting here for about two hours already. Debating what I'm going to say. I have just a few random things to talk about first before I decide what to share and how I feel about it all being out there...
Grammy time!
Ok so U2 can go suck it for all I'm concerned. Coldplay's performance was absolutely amazing and they should definately have won more awards because they are just so amazingly good... MIA and the Four Rappers did a really good job. I was impressed. I'm also impressed that Obama has won a Grammy. I think that Taylor Swift's performance was amazing but that Miley Cyrus ruined a beautiful song. But you could see on Taylor's face that she wanted Miley to take something more from the song, like an old sister sharing their mistakes so that they aren't made again. Then when the Jonas Brothers sang I got quite happy for them because they were doing such a good job and were able to incorporate Stevie Wonder into the performance... And then... It happened... Nick Jonas forgot the words to Superstitious! I FREAKED OUT! How do you mess up a song like that on the Grammy's while singing with Stevie Wonder. My brain cannot comprehend this. And now all I can say is that I really want a Sgt. Pepper jacket.
BLINK-182 PRESENTED AN AWARD AND WHILE PRESENTING THEY ANNOUNCED THEY HAVE REUNITED TO MAKE MUSIC ONCE MORE! I started like fan girl screaming at the tv. I am so excited. I actually thought that the day I'd hear that would never come. I remember when I first heard they broke up. It was traumatic to say the least. Green Day also announced that they are working on their CD. I am not sure when it actually comes out though... Also the new Billy Talent CD comes out soon. I really want to hear the new Fray album and Mariana's Trench and Paramore. There are so many I really want to hear still.
You should listen to this today...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlWH9uICH-Q&feature=channel



Love,
Music
Ps. I'm still really lost on what I want to tell you about what I'm feeling and remembering. I want to get it out though. I just want someone to understand. But no one seems to. I miss you.