Well This Is Interesting

So the new computer got set up, mostly by not I but Robbie. :P
Ever have that feeling that people are thinking about you and are really thinking the worst? I hate that. Like if you have something to say to me, friggin say it. I'm not joke, I'd rather know you think I'm a slut than think I think you're thinking that. Like actually. I am not. I just lead a different lifestyle that a lot of people are not exposed to, or accustomed to or that they can accept.
I talked about this with Leanne. Finally there's a place I can be myself and let people in and know I'm not the only crazy one in this world. It's an amazing feeling, and I'm sorry that you have to surround yourself with fake crap thinking its real. It's not. Sometimes I just really want to tell you all this. But keeping it all in makes me exactly like you doesn't it?
I've seen a lot, and been able to experience a lot which is absolutely amazing. And I know those friends who have stuck by me and kept up with it all. Some relationships you give so much to yet they fall through, while others can just happen. I had fun yesterday at your house. I miss just chilling. There's no one but you that I can do that with and not get frustrated or bored. We can sit in your room all day, listening to tunes, not worrying about the next time we need to get together. We somehow can go months without seeing each other yet when we do see each other its like that break never happened. I love the fact that I can tell you everything and you'll tell me the truth. I love the fact that we can talk to each other everyday but it never gets old. I love you, a lot. Maybe I'll put that in the box, but than I would miss reading it everyday... I really want to put something in there for you.
I'm going to go in the shower and think a bit more and then clean. But in the mean time you should listen to this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moJoE19YGdw&feature=channel



AND you should also watch this video. The first part till about 2 minutes is absolutely amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwFMmQLRq5c&feature=channel_page



Somedays all you want to do is stand up for yourself. Don't make down. Live every moment and don't waste it.

Love,
Wanting So Much More