Well kids...

I did it. I quit Summerstock. and while I was doing it I realized why. First of all it took forever for Jim to actually talk to me. And then when he did, I was like I want to quit and he was like ok, did you sign your course forms? And I was like yeah. And he was like ok. That's a little disappointing Jessica. And then he moved on. Like clearly if I was a valued member of the cast it wouldn't have gone down like that. Then I almost cried, because I had to tell Aeron, and I love her way tooo much. When Hassan found out he started doing victory dances, it made me laugh. Then I watched as Jim watched how instantly my mood changed. I went and told Ian. He thinks I was joking. That I was getting him back because of later in the evening. So I said if you don't believe me go ask Hassan, and then he never came back, so I guess that shows how much he cares, because like the second before he had hung on for dear life. Interesting isn't it? Then Jess made me run at her and she twirled me around but that wasn't apparently enough for her, so she ran at me and hoisted me up over her shoulder, I was dizzy to say the least. It was a freeing moment. Elaine said it the best it's time for a new beginning. That it is. That it is.
So right now I just feel really weightless and free.
I made a list. The pros: Aeron, Aeron's boobs, Jess. The Cons: Everything else.
I think this is going to be good for me.
Amy and Angela and I are going shopping on Tuesday. I'm sooo stoked! Then on Friday Amy is going with me to fill out applications anywhere possible. It's going to be a riot.
If you have something to say, you could call me.
Anywho I'm stoked. I'm going to have all this time now. I'm looking into The Fringe, Folk Fest, Global Fest, Stampede. It's going to be great!
I'm going to see Marilyn tomorrow. Then I'm supposed to be babysitting...
Annie is on Sunday and so are the Oscars!
I'm excited.
I feel less stressed. It's good. It's really good.
Love,
Finally Me