amazed!

Ok so upon writing I wrote "Five years and two cd's ago."
Hold on a sec... Holy shit it has been five years. And kinda two cd's ago. Depends how you look at it...
Wanted to talk with Brother, she's here.
What the hell are you doing? I'm an actress. Geebus.
Thought you were cute. Turned out your an ass.
Really excited for life.
Kinda tired. But I think its cause I'm feeling nice and toasty about now.
Listening to Folk Fest play list.
So I think us talking three times in one week is unhealthy. You know who you are Steve... OMG STEVE I LOVE YOUR BAND!!!! Wait which one is Steve... You know STEVE the LEAD SINGER! He's mine! You can have the rest... Ok.... Tell Steve next time you talk I want his babies. Hahahahaha....
I love talking with my other peoples. They haven't been on past two days. Makes me sad.
My stomach is burning alive. Holy moly. I thought this was just from the old belt. Apparently not. Leaking interested fluids, am I.
Bought new jeans.
OMG THE CUTEST BOY IN GR 10 IS TALKING TO ME! BE A COUGAR ELAINE! I WILL CHANNEL YOU MY INNER COUGAR!
Also apparently I'm a cougar. Well who's arguing? Remember when I used to like 30 year olds. Yeah those were interesting times... Thanks bud...
Ammelia Curran
However I had a fucking revelation today. Why I'm not head over heels for The Latency boys. Because their recordings. Have no emotion what's so ever. I mean its not something I'd expect a someone to be able to teach them to portray. No offense to that special someone. But these guys could be great. Maybe the LP will actually get me. Because the lyrics and songs are good, there's just no substance to them. I'm going to host acting classes for musicians and make fucking millions.
Elaine has a date with a boy in Gr. 10. I should have gone out with her tonight. Gay.
So itchy. Cold koolaid on itch as we speak. Is happy making.
Those were some interesting looks today. I'll talk to you about it later.
I feel like I keep half assing shit on here. It's pissing me off.
Also I am never going to take anti-depressants in my life. Guess I share the same stance as Tom cruise.
Maybe that's what this is. When I'm old and crazy my doctors can read this and be like holy shit. and then they will realize I'm doomed for life.
Like I said I'm half assing shit recently.
I should have gone out with Elaine. Nathan was there too. I love him. He's fun. They went to Loose Moose. Maybe this new boy will come to movie nights. Speaking of which I should read up on.
Fuck this being half- assed.
I'm leaving.

Love,
Done, but tomorrow I do it again.