I No Longer Have A Grad Date or A Best Friend

I almost cried today. But I didn't. Because I know we will stay in touch. Maybe we'll move in together next year. Anyways I'm planning on going there sometime before October, you're coming back in November, I'm going there in February. So we'll see each other. Doesn't mean I don't want to cry. You are like the only sane person I have left. Glad you enjoyed the present I left you today. Sorry I made you cry. You say that love goes anywhere, but in your darkest times it's just enough to know its there.
Hair feels good. Hands feel good. Feet feels good.
Stressful day. Emotions on high. Kinda scared after school there. Mother yelling. Good times.
I love that actor. He's in like all their videos and Maroon 5's. Trying to find the new Shinedown video. Apparently it's really funny.
Noticed yesterday in I'm A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here, Janice started screaming about Prop 8 which was a month ago almost now and how she's sorry she couldn't be there. Isn't the show live? Just some food for thought.
Yesterday was pretty cute Dom, but I also wanted to gag. You sang You Picked Me just so you could point at her and earn brownie points. You're such a tool. I love it.
Also when two guys hug, it makes my day. Because you barely ever see it and when you do it's comforting I guess.
Really felt left out today. That's cool. Whatever. Your was the first comment I read and had a lump in my throat the rest of the day. No one else's mattered after that.
Next year is going to be so weird. It scares me. But as soon as it's over I won't be able to wait.
Talked to Bustin yesterday which was extremely random.
Your 18 now... Looking at pictures really makes me think a lot about what I used to think.
I'm so tired.
People are coming over at midnight.
Need to set up garage.
Need to wake up early.
Need to bake baked goods for Cristina, since I promised when she got me tickets. Love it.
Interesting talks with interesting people today. Bennet actually. And a few others.
Cameron I loved your video. Sad I can't make it tomorrow. But we all need to get together to watch our movie you made about random scary stupid shit. It'll be great. I gotta say I was less offended being able to see it all together in the finished project. fight butin!
Love you,
And Adam Lambert
(20/20 tonight!)