Fortunately or Unfortunately?

What to say, what to say...
Tried to steam off my skin. Didn't work. I'm not a fan of vomiting, although my stomach seems to be considering it. Haven't felt that all in a long time. Brought back that need for my old little, strong friend. That's bad.
Trying to behave but I cause more trouble. And you and your stupid looks and hand gestures make it worse. Like not even out the door. Not that it matters. Because it doesn't. I didn't even realize it was mattering. I feel like crap. I'm sorry. It's like he's gay. Seriously. That's how my brain sections these things off. I mean it was nothing. Rawr. I've done worse with people with girlfriends. Hahaha. That sounds really bad.
You're trouble! What am I going to do with you ugh...
Glad you were awake, makes me laugh.
But anyways, just to say it again it meant nothing. Which it truely did.
I mean his feet were touching you! Why aren't you in trouble?!?!
Ugh need to talk to that person. But not that person, but this other person that's like... Whatever.
Oh god, not you too... shit.
I'm going to write the book how to lose friends and alienate people. I seem to be good at it.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen...
Oh the nuns. What a riot they are...
Whatever. Fucking. Ever.
I love that they fix up your mic. It's great. You're such a poser.
Wait I've changed topics too many times here.
Transformers good.
Megan Fox hot.
Your just a line in a sooooonnnngggg....
I wish you sang this shitty on all albums. YAY LIVE ALBUMS!
Downstairs boy was super cute. SUPER CUTE! and so was tall guy in Megatunes. I think I've seen him around before. It'll come to me later. I see him with a bass. Idk.
Hibernation sounds good.
Apparently I inspire cleaning sprees. I'll keep that in mind.
= sex. HAHAHA!
Like I said nuns.
A girl like me...
Interesting. I'll keep that in mind.
I hate you. I am trying to figure out how to get you to stay. But no. UGH! I mean TWLOHA and ROB!!!!! How the fuck are you passing this up?!?!?!?! I hate you. Nuff said.
Sensitivity. Not one of my best subjects.
Said I loved you, but I lied.

Need to vacuum.

This boy wants to play
There's no time left today
It's a shame coz he has to go home
This boy's got to work, got to sweat
Just to pay what he gets to get left all alone

Let's step outside
Let's go for a ride just for a while
No we won't get caught
Well that's what I thought until we cried

I'm still here
But it hasn't been easy
I'm sure
That you had your reasons
I'm scared
Of all this emotion
For years I've been holding it down
For years I've been holding it down

This girl tries her best every day
But it's all gone to waste
Coz there's no one around
This girl she can draw she can paint
Likes to dance she can skate
Now she don't make a sound

We'll play in the park until it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home
With mud on our clothes
She won't be pleased

For years I've been holding it down
And I'd love to forgive and forget
So I'll try to put all this behind us
Just know that my arms are wide open
The older I get the more than I know
Well it's time to let this go

I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go

By the way. That song is amazing. But just like everything else means something different than what you are thinking.

Love,
My Favourite Highway