Where Do You Think?

I have an interesting personality. Most of the stuff I think actually stays in my head. Which may surprise a many. I had started finally saying things here. But it ended up getting me in trouble, many a few times. With many different people. Fuck double standards. Fuck double lives. Fuck lying.
Elaine worked tonight. Wouldn't have been the same without her. So I bailed. Probably for the best.
Mp3 imploded after I fixed it. As all ways... Meh.
The places you go make me mad. You get mad at me for going out, well did you see where you went last weekend? Like honestly.
I'm rocking Dan Dan hair today. It actually looks really good. Maybe I'll attempt a photo just for you kidlets.
Excited to go read the new secrets of this week once I'm done here.
Watched Mall Cop. waste of life. Watched Hancock and actually enjoyed it. I'd probably even watch it again.
Watched more disband. How I love the Universal A and R rep for Gene. Mm Mm Mhm.
That's what they said today MBF on my show. So what. Get fired. For the music man.
Notice how everything I do ends up back at the music.
Mom: I could have his job.
Jessica: I said what he said 10 minutes ago.
Jessica: OW!
Like I said no more Tylenol. Killed my liver last year. Hands really dry. Hold on.
She's just so much more appreciative. She understands everything so well. We both live two different lives but know each others sooo well. Nothing can come between us. Yay song lyrics. They all think he's brilliant. No he just listens. Familiar changes. Is it growing older. Or is it acceptance. Is it knowledge? I definately have learned nothing about how bad procrastination is. There is just this point where it tips me over. The documentation. The fear of it all being gone that you have. The typical omg facebook tells me about my life thing. That pisses me off a lot. I have no sympathy for people for solutions they could easily fix. My name in lights. The shock. It's interesting. I forget that what to me is everyday life is something totally new to other people. Who was I talking to that freaked out about me on the train at like 10 pm. I don't remember. But it made me laugh. I remember praying that the last train hadn't come yet. That's how late I've taken the train. People intrigue me. How they choose their bubbles and how they don't stray from it. It's about educating yourself. For nothing you learn in school will prepare you for anything. I'm sorry but it's true. Bubbles piss me off so bad. I wish I could have discussed more with that lady last night. Oh well. Why people fear silly things like that is so strange to me. It doesn't bother me not to know. To have to ask. To interact with another human being. There's so much of the world we haven't discovered. And I've stopped caring for the people that complain about always sitting on the couch I truely have. Now she encourages it when it's not what I want.
Love,
Knowing the words, the tune but hating the people that sing along.