weird stalker today. I finally said I'm uncomfortable when people follow me. He said yeah that must suck. And then continued following me
I love this kid. Such a talent. It's crazy. Totally mind boggling. What will I tell him? Not to sleep naked. But I think he learned that lesson himself already...
Crap Jay's playing again tonight. No sleeps for me. Even though in New York it's like 2 hours later there. He tries so hard. It's amazing. The entertainment industry doesn't hate you Jay, it's just having technical difficulties right now clearing out them suits!
I don't have street smarts, I have book smarts.
And see I have street smarts.
Oh I know bud.
We should get together and write a book!
Then we should read it!
Hahahaha....
HA! That's a good one.
I'm having pains today. I want life to go away and die. I spent most of the day lying around the house. It's unfortunate. I was going to go. And I totally should have. Whatever.
Is it really worth it for me to hold myself back just so you can feel comfortable with yourself. I'm starting to realize maybe that is not the right idea.
Randoms make me lol so hard. I love it. Why am I so out there? I'm not really sure but I love it. I love it just as much as spending time with myself in peace and quiet.
Jay keeps skipping out. Lame. Yawning. Oh no. That makes me yawn.....
Some girl just added me on twitter and she said you must pay to see my sex pics. Who are these people? HAHAHAHAHA!!!! All bands I usually just accept on twitter. Because bands do stupid stuff that make me shake my head. Like the fat burger challenge! HAHAHAHA OH GOD PETE!
You'll like this new show. He's in a band. And he looks like that Cyrus guy...
TRACE?!?!? HAHAHAHA What a champ....
I clearly aspire to be Trace Cyrus.
Nick wears plaid!
I do too! Yay I have something in common with Nick Jonas!
ME TOO!
Also that Nick Jonas is pretty cute, we should add him to the list.
Who is this Todd kid and why does he love Jacob Black?!?! Hahaha...
Omg drewbrody.com
AMAZING! HOLLA!
Jay what kind of movies are you MAKING??!?!?!
I started a convo on words and the context. hahaha... Oh boy. Fag. Ugh. hate it.
I think I'm in love with Drew Brody. I'm getting bored with Jay. Well for tonight that is. It'll be really quiet. Then he talks a lot. Or sings. He sings more than I do.
you're not fat since you started your eating disorder, I mean diet.
HAHAHAHA! I'm excited to see them boys too!
And I had a feeling I could be someone. Name the song bitchez! It's a woman?!?! Wait... I thought it was a man.
Why do I have so many windows open?
Plain Jane. Excited. Should be great. Love Chantal. She's such an inspiration.
I really think the world still bases a lot on weight. I know what I'd like to look like idealy. I know this conversation topic usually scares people off or it puts up a red flag in their minds. I mean hey I love the way I look. I love my body. But there's always part of you that wants to take care of it. To trim it up a bit. However, I support doing so in a healthy manner, even though it seems tough. Eating disorders are not cool or funny. But love your body no matter what shape it is, and if you want to' improve it' what's the big deal? If you're doing something that is going to make you a happier person, don't stop yourself. Don't let other people get in your way. I think about weight a lot when it comes to the real world. Not in a negative light though. Nor in a negative light about myself. I mean hey, I'm the one who paraded around in Becca's sisters dress! Hahaha. If you've ever seen Becca's sister, you'd understand. I hear it looked hawt. I'm glad there's no video to prove it. Haha.
Jay's speaking spanish. I think I'm signing out of chat now...
Jay said bye to me. My life is complete! I don't think I can leave now... Hahaha... It's my dream in life to see Jay play live. Oh god this is a bad conversation.... Alright I left. Now I'm happy.
Ok blabbering on is done. I have actual people to talk to now about life.
Love,
Just not beautiful to me. Just how beautiful do I have to be?
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