Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Cocaine Covered Marbles of Nostlagia

I hate you for leaving me today. But that was so sweet that you apologized when you totally didn't have to. Honestly the things you said barely even left a dent. No dent at all actually. I've been through much worse.
People are shit. We live in shit. And just create more shit. So that we can continue to be shit.
You're an idiot. *car pulls up* Uhm I think they were worried about why you kept screaming at me about how I'm an idiot. Hahahaha...
Remember what I said about using this umbrella as a spear? Don't make me use it on you.
I love that when something is fishy you actually go check it out unlike Tony who is a scared little boy. Hahaha. You went and talked to those cars off of the grounds. Talked to those guys. and I'm pretty sure if that Cabby kept hitting on me you would've skewered him with the umbrella. Hahaha.
Yeah I don't know what happened to him. His bones must have risen above his body and walked away from the compost while stepping on the dead souls of the universe.
Uhm please marry me?
Hahaha.
Art girlfriends are lame.
Also you should come to The Decemberists with me. Because we get a long. It's weird but I love it.
There is no such thing as happiness. Happiness is not a fish you can catch.
Spiritual Machines for the win!
Ok never have I ever met anyone except you who could hold a decent conversation on Bob Rock.
Also you're such a prude. You and your little bubble. I think we stand too close for you to have a bubble. But just not close enough.
You deleted your facebook. That is ballsy man. I'm impressed.
I want to go back with you... Sigh... We were talking about your courses when the Cabby's took you away. :(
Then Janet asked Luke to come down and I was so excited to get to talk with Luke because much like Philip he is soooo easy to talk to. Plus I wanted to hear about partying last weekend. But they sent him to the Cabby's too. I have a feeling Philip would kill Luke.
Also.
Catch 22.
Slaughterhouse 5.
A Life Aquatic.
Simple Plan was sooo grreat. It was better than when I paid. Pierre was much more happier. I love watching them play that song and how they just come together. It's amazing. A bond like that. I loved those girls I made friends with. They were rad. Hahaha. And this is Amber! Uhm I'm not with your group of friends... That's ok what's your name? Jessica... HI JESSICA!!!! Hahahaha.
Ms. Davies drove by today. Fml.
Elaine called as soon as I was on the train that she was at the grounds with attractive boy.
Holy shit british army man!!!!!! Trudy: Well Jessica will let you stay aat her house! Jessica: Shut up Trudy..... Trudy: I could have personally serviced him.
AH!!!!!!!
I love Trudy. We eat too much poutine it's unhealthy. And she keep encouraging the eating of the donuts. Italian bakery dropped off chocolate covered ones today. Almost died of bliss. I look forward to 3:30.
I'm subconciously rejecting getting a red neck and becoming western.
Scarves are useful. They save lives. Always wear a scarf.
The New Cities. Love. We're uhm kidnapping. MWAHAHAHAH! And personally servicing them. Will you sign my bus pass?
I love you Ang.
Seb smiled at me Dad. That's great Ang...
Hahahaha.
HEY PARKING GIRL! PARKING GIRL! YOUR CUTE PARKING GIRL! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Oh god... My job. My life.
Hey, she's pretty cute. BAHAHAHHA! I can hear you.
Howdy boys.
Hi Jessica. How are you tonight?
Pretty good and yourselves?
That's the story of my job. Right there. Summary. Conclusion. Whatever.
Also the way I say it is right. A British English Major at UBC said it was right. And he said to say that. So suck on that bitchez!
Woah ok calm down Jessica. Don't push old people infront of the cabby's. Ok breathing...
Walking back from that end where no one was helping to see you came in 15 minutes early made my entire day.
Well sweet dreams world.
I'm actually very happy this week, though happiness does not exist. Oh? Yeah I haven't had to talk to my friends. I don't have friends. It's ok I don't anymore either.
You guys make me so happy. I'm so glad I get to surround myself with people like you.
So much last night that reminded me of it all. That made me realize not to give up. Maybe I will tell you about it someday. And that other thing to. That really weird thing.
Till then,
Love,
Everyone's a junkie.



Ps. "I was peeing and the cieling was crumbling!!!!"
HAHAHAHA!
I love you Trudy! Also were you trying to set me up with your nephew? Bahahahaha... You take the military manly men and I'll take the artists. Deal. Did you get some 'water' this morning? What 'water'? In the booth? Yeah I was gonna have some of the 'water' but wasn't sure if I could or not. Well I'm going to go get some 'water'...
How much is it to use your wacker? Is your wacker really that big? Hey guys I've got a wacker coming in. I've never seen a wacker before... BAHAHAHAHA! You'd think we were 12 years old.

You haven't seen the world outside for days
You sleep, you hope, you wait
Imagination disappears
And all the dreams you have you save
Confrontation like a mirror
They try to take your mind away

I don't know, but I believe in yesterday
And what it means
To bleed and know that you're okay


Are you waiting?
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
No matter what, I'm always right there behind you [x2]

Bombarded by the atmosphere
You breath, you choke, you breath again
Conversation disappears
You realize they're not your friends
The panic of the future rears
You dig, you jerk
You find another way

I don't know, but I believe in yesterday
And what it means
To bleed and know that you're okay

Are you waiting?
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
No matter what, I'm always right there behind you
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
No matter what, I'm always right there behind you

You open up my veins now i dont feel the same
no no no
You open up my brain but i wont be replaced

No matter what you say
No matter what you do
No matter what I'm always right there behind you

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