If Your Happy With Yourself

So things we have learned today from lovely 'friends': I'm a lesbian who takes drugs.
Uhm thanks? Oh and apparently I love Scott. Got it.
I love Jenna. She gets it. That I actually hate everyone. I love it.
Sun and Salsa is fun. Her and I don't really have intelligent conversations. But that doesn't bother me at all.
Sooo much salsa. We like 20. Because the guys were fun and their salsa was tasty.
Keifer was there with Hayden! I love them Dallison boys. In the first 20 seconds of talking I'm already picking things out of Keifer's hair. Typical. We were like that. We didn't hug though. And I love Keifer hugs. :)
Jenna has now cost me long distance. Her and her ON phone number!!!!! *shakes fist*
I like that when she was all I'm in my second year everyone looked at me.
Also I love Jenna going Oh Gawd it's Bustin. And 5 seconds later I hear JESSICA L*** GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE! And everyone on the street turns to look at me. Thanks Bustin. Also why were you carrying around a flame thrower? Not that I'm surprised...
Danika. What a flower child...
When Jenna comes back we're going down to The House and to Oolong.
daverosin Day off....I need to make a pedalboard for Calgary. Considering its called drenchfest maybe I'll keep it inflatable.
I forget about this. Till those girls had those sweet tanks on today. I wanted one.
I love pedalboards. Makes a musician lazy. But it can also make them creative.
I'm sleepy.
Clearly tomatoes and sun make me sleepy?
Then we just walked through Kensington. OMG THERE"S TREES LIKE ON THE STREET!!!! You live in the suburbs don't you? Remember Kyle's house? Yeah... My house is even more suburban. Kyle's house...
Cause you're so adorable and I'm just acceptable.
You know you want boob-age.
Also dude that looks like Jacob that drove through the gate at Stampede works at the gelato place and has a gelato vespa. We saw him in the alley. Cause that is clearly where Jenna and I hang out...
Her house sounds sweet.
Also I love Jenna. She's like your an indie kid at heart aren't you? Yes. Yes I am.
She is the only person out there who can trump me at Indie music and the Calgary Music Scene. Mainly because she somehow knows most of them.
Also she has informed me that there is a fancraze around MBF?
Who knew?
I'm always there before everyone else comes along. So when everyone else shows up I don't really notice them. God I hate everyone else.
So I'm thinking with the early hour we hit up t-shirts and merch.
Also I'm thinking we should get there early and chill out. And then we can come back later and wait at the 'doors'. And then we can 'walk'. And then after we keep screaming about his 'non-fixed' mic. We try to see what merch is left.
Rich with Hailey? So short and so tall. So amazing!
Those kidlets are going to be in trouble if Jim or someone else finds those...
Yes I'm that talented. It's only because you were in Summerstock. :P
Strawberry Swing video is Killa!!!!!
I need to be A and R. That is what will fit me best. And if a communications degree will help me then I'm all for it. And hopefully I can get an internship or mailroom girl job at Mushroom or 604, Epitaph would be AMAZING but I'd have to go down to LA. Oh god Capitol Records. They always show Capitol on TV and I can tell, the first glimpse of a white round building. EMI. Meh.
Are you still wearing all the same clothes?? That's concerning.
Shut Up Miriam. I realize that is PR. Jeez!
My armpit has been itchy as of late. Incase you were wondering...
July 28th. Oh god. Oh boy. Oh god.
Shea is one kid I miss so bad.... Come sit on Santa's lap and tell him what you want. She wants a white boy. <3
I'm going to take some advice from Aus. Don't be a bitch.
There's another kid I miss...
I don't want to place blame. But I want you to know. I don't think it's right the way of the dark. Part of me misses it, like previously stated. But another part of me is okay with this. But I have to come to realization that everything needs to be out in the open. Maybe I just like stirring the pot? But I'm just really tired of everything and would like to have it out there. So if your reading feel free to tell me what you feel needs to be said and ask what you want answers to. Part of me is sorry. The other part isn't.
Split personality disorder is never a good thing.
I can talk easier electronically. I will apoligize for that. It's shitty and is what has become of our world.
I think that is enough for here for now. I'm awaiting a response.
I'm ready to move on.
I'm ready to follow the path I am to follow. The time for my dreams, to no longer be dreams. I'm ready.

Love,
Now What?