What Was That Song....

About skinny jeans... Hmmm...
I've never lit a match with the intent to start a fire. But recently the flames are getting out of control. Call me a name. Kill me with words. Forget about me. It's what I deserve. I was your chance to get out of this town. but I ditched the car and left you to.
I love that album. New album to fall asleep to. Strays Don't Sleep just wasn't cutting it anymore.
This reminds me I need to talk to Jenna. Hmmm... Where's that phone of mine...
Yeah my friend plays guitar for him. Wait he has a guitarist?
My lower back hurts again. It hurt like this last summer to. That is strange.
You know what it is. It's when your friend cooks you dinner and your not really sure about the food, but you eat it anyways. And you'll eventually realize how yummy almost anything can become, if it is cooked right. And my right I mean all emotional cheesy crap.
Writing again. He's leaving. I can't decide whether there should be a fight or not.
I miss you. There's no one depressing my life with death everyday. Sigh...
Wearing my indie golfer pants today.
Made my brother get these pin stripped pants by claiming they were something Pete Wentz would wear. Which is kinda true.
Listening to New Cities, realized some of the harmonies make them sound like Simple Plan.
Found that song...

Hey there, it's good to see you again
It never felt right, calling this just friends
I'm happy if you're happy with yourself

Take off your shirt, your shoes
Those skinny jeans I bought for you
We're diving in
There's nothing left to lose

I'm gonna break down these walls
(Down these walls)
I built around myself
I wanna fall so in love
(So in love)
With you and no one else
Could ever mean half as much
To me as you do now
Together we'll move on
Just don't turn around
Let the walls break down

I used to wear you like a ball and chain
I'd run and hide at the call of my name
It was obvious
You were too much for me
Oblivious
I was young and horny (Nice Jack and Alex real Nice.... These boys are a riot!)

In retrospect, I wouldn't do it again
Stop talking shit to every one of your friends
I'm not the same boy you knew back then

'Cause I can break down these walls
(Down these walls)
I built around myself
I wanna fall so in love
(So in love)
With you and no one else
Could ever mean half as much
To me as you do now
Together we'll move on
Just don't turn around
Let the walls break

I can't breathe
My body's shaking
You got a way
With the way you take me
'Cause you break me down
You know you break me down

I'm gonna break down these walls
(Down these walls)
I built around myself
I wanna fall so in love
(So in love)
With you and no one else
Could ever mean half as much
To me as you do now
Together we'll move on
Just don't turn around
Let the walls break down
(Down these walls I built around myself)
Let the walls break down
(Down these walls)
'Cause you break me down
('Cause you break me down, 'cause you break me down)
Let the walls break down

I need to learn all their names and faces and what they sound like. Why? Because that's what you want to do. The amount of knowledge I possess scares me.
I like that in the photo it's not scribbled out.
Mount Royal has a nice program. And I could probably abuse it to get ahead. But reading about it and reading about SFU I just don't get the same excitement.
Mother wants to go to Toast and Jam. I haven't asked her yet about Stereos. Meh. Wondering if there's anyone out there who actually wants to go? Hahaha. I mean I have my people but none of them sound as excited as I am for some doowhop!
Where is my deodorant? I take it with me everywhere, but then when I'm at home it's nowhere to be found.
I can't listen to That For Me anymore.
When I look in my closet it's full, but there seems to be nothing that I want to wear. Sigh...
Micheal's unreleased song makes me cry. I couldn't even listen to the whole song. I think he knew he was going to die.
I hate being 17. Elaine knows my pain.
But anyways I need to go back to plotting my CFMF schedule. Mwahahaha. I can only see MBF once... Fail... Maybe I'll see him eating tofu one day.
If you want to know there are some days I miss it. But then I really think about some things and realize how much I have grown since then.
Ew, I feel like puking.
That's a strange sensation.
Ok I think we are good.
I wish that didn't hang. I think I've given up on exercise. Hahaha.
I say hahaha too often. I'm not even laughing anymore.
I think I have issues with people. I have to move on before things get attatchable.
Me and Dad chased a fly around the kitchen today. It was rather amusing.
Reading back and still as confused as ever. I remember you used to share nice things with us, real things, like that summer in the basement. And now it's all about branding and selling records. Soundtrack of the World Tour Bitchez.
End of August Billy is playing in Vancouver. Rumours of going down to see her. I need to go check out SFU anyways..... :)
Why don't we have photos yet? Grrr....
You really should stay, then you could come to BT with us and Metric.
We might be able to catch The Decemberists. Yay!
I'm working the floor. I'm not sure what that means. But I'm still excited.
I think Fringe accepted Elaine, but not me? Wtf?
Who is TC?
Idk but friendsorenemies is pretty great for the music business.
Elaine's countin cuties. We are up to 3 since last Tuesday I believe was the day.
Next year with my pieces I want to emphasize something with emotion. I think that's why I grew tired of theater because everywhere I went it was all bubblegum and that wasn't the kind of performing I wanted to do.

I'm slowly working on the RENT piece that I want to do. I finished one from Rock of The Ages - Don't Stop Believing.
Ooo I liked the tie readjustment. I love the little things in a piece. Edmonds knows that. When I perform I like to start it different or do something a little different with it.
I don't know if I want to post this choreo here. I haven't been posting a lot of choreo here.
Meh I'm leaving now to work on this.
Tata.
Love,
The legs walk, The lungs Breathe.