Lost On This Feeling

If you feel like runnin today
You know I'd understand
You don't but you long

It's easier to get away
When on the other hand
You know I'm not much better without you
I'm like your victim and all that you need is an alibi
It's one thing about you
I don't wanna make you cry

Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole my heart and then you kicked it aside
No girl, you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me

If you can take a chance
Find you that better man
A life seize from your quick disease
You're givin' all my lovin away
Tell me to understand
'Cuz you know
I'm not much better without you
I'll press your lips and I taste everyone that you've had tonight
It's one thing about you
I don't wanna taste tonight

Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole me heart and then you kicked it aside
No girl you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me

And I used to think that I was all you would need
Nah nah nah
There you go again
Nah nah nah
Oooh you think that you could just push me around
Nah nah nah
Yeah there you go again
You lift me up and then you throw me back down

Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole my heart and then you kicked it aside
No girl you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me

Damn girl
Dry your eyes
You stole me heart and then you kicked it aside
No girl you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me
And I used to think that I was all you would need

If you feel like running today you know I'd understand

*****

Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know you're gonna find your way.
Ever feel like you've found it. Where you need to be. Only to be it pushed away. Definately the feeling I have right now. I don't know what's wrong with me but all I want to do is go out for tea and girl guide cookies right now. I've never felt like this before. Usually it's like oh that was cool, whatever. New city, new girl. I don't know. I'm really lost now. I thought I knew what I wanted but its all so blurred right now. I know what makes me happy though. And right now that's listening to AAR. Or listening to

Everyone's around, no words are coming now and I can't find my breath can we just say the rest with no sound.
And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up. And I'm not prepared; sorry is never there when you need it.

And now I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone.
And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you.
I would.

I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines but maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want.
I still have your letter, just got caught between someone I just invented, who I
really am and who I've become.

And now I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone.
And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you.

I would

And now I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone.
And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you, I'd be good to you
I'd be good to you, I'd be so good to you
I'd be good to you, I'd be good to you
I'd be good to you, I'd be so good to you

People think they know. But they never do. They never fully grasp it do they. There's always a double meaning. Office meeting. Why wasn't I involved. Fuck you guys. Take your clothes off! Too much in common to handle. He's the person I want to be with. No not him, him. When it happens so easy. In under a minute it was like we had been friends forever. Know who I really miss Anthony Russel. That kid. Is. Everything. Everything I've been through and more. I feel so bad for him. But survivors don't take pity. Him and I will be chilling next year! I miss that other kid so much. It's like my best friend moved away. What's wrong with me...

Love,
Broken Identities