You Will Lay Down

I've been demoted to Velma. I kind of wanted to play Velma more anyways. I couldn't get Roxie right. I didn't have it in my blood. Apparently we're presenting it on Friday? Our director is on crack. Now we have no Roxie. Oh how I laugh at life.
Ok so today I was like oh gawd, what am I getting myself into. Then there was this position. Record sales. I almost peed myself. So I signed up for that. I'm supposed to get my confirmation crew email before April 24th which is epic. She was like if your sitting here and you own 1500 plus albums and now all about music Record Sales is for you. And I was like DAMN STRAIGHT! Then I got talking to Bruce about it and this guy Brent who also signed up. He seems pretty sweet. And we get all these cool discounts and stuff. And every night there's a party at The Westin with volunteers and the artists. I'm so stoked.

Check out Jeremy Fisher.

I wish I had the strength for this:

http://www.straightedgelifestyle.moonfruit.com/

Turn up your speakers and press play. I heard about these guys last year. And they instantly became my hero's. Such a huge place now in this scene. Unlike other scenes.

I'm really bored with music right now. There's nothing that excites me anymore. It all blends together. I speed through the music on my Mp3 player so quickly.

I'm really pissed. I cam home so happy about this new thing I found. And it became one more thing you ruined for me. Thanks a fucking lot. I tried to share it with you and instead you just ignored me and put it down. You are just like the rest of them. You get scared of people who know what they want in life and are doing it. You are scared of me. And it makes my heart break because it makes me feel like you don't care and that what I'm doing upsets you so much I should give up. That's why I'm leaving. Also I don't know how to deal with him. That's why I'm leaving to. So messed up. "I can put on my headphones... walk to school... and feel safe" Read this amazing piece about music today. Maybe I will type it out and post it.

Love,
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