Surviving... Like Richard!

So we did Cross the Line. And it really made me angry. Because I'm done with the pity party this year. Now I'm recuperating and surviving. Surviving makes it sound bad. It's kind of like Richard naked on survivor surviving. It's fun.
Today was so happy. It's crazy. Everyone just seemed to be in a great mood.
I love how we can just catch up and continuously talk to each other for a week and ignore each other the next. It's amazing. We're defs going to the lake this weekend.
So social is so blah. I used to love that class. Now I just wish it would end. Chem was great I got all my work done and talked to Kat and got to listen to some tunes. Lunch was whatever. Spare I got to finish writing my letter. Now I have to send it off! Then I went and chilled in the guys dressing room since some *PERSON* was in our change room. And we were all just chilling and then Scott leaves and shuts the lights off. So we're sitting in the dark. And I was like we should all just switch clothes and see how Scott reacts. No one wanted Cam's sweater, so us three girlies traded and then Cam ran out of the room screaming. All of this happening in the dark. and of course Scott wasn't there. Then when Cam came back in he was like you guys are still sitting in the dark, wtf? Then Scott didn't even notice. And while we were being goofs Scott's gf was hanging outside looking for him. And we come out and Patrick's like I think he was in there with the girls, you don't want to know what those noises are. And she gets jealous so easily. I think she hates me.
OH I TOTALLY FORGOT! JEFF! I love that kid! Ok so I walk into the green room and he's like JESSICA I MISSED YOU! and I was like oh ok? So we're hugging and talking at the same time, and he's like yeah I couldn't stop thinking about you all weekend, I mean just yesterday, I was worried about you! And I was like that's really awkward since last week you kept forgetting my name... And he was like fine! Storms off! So I scream down the hallway I LOVE YOU JEFF!!!! And he yells back I LOVE YOU TOO!!! It was hilarious...
"enlightenment is sitting in a field eating chicken wings, wearing a suit and tie"
Then in Musical Theater we got to sing which I just can't help but love. Especially since we were doing kick ass harmonies and singing Defying Gravity. And then Matejah made us all cookies. I had like four. HAHAHAHAHA!!! They were soooo good!!!! Then Colin and Vicki helped me work on my stage directions and things which was sweet....
Then Colin and I had to go into the secret room to talk because he needed to hear the d-low. Then we chilled in the green room. I talked with Jeff more about how much we missed each other since we just had a class together.... Colin and I bitched about people who were in the green room. Then Colin made me talk to Matt. Like three times. Matt almost hit me with a hammer, twice. I trust him like that... "Jessica why do all the attractive guys like you!" "THEY DON"T THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!!!" *the whole green room goes quiet* "I"M SO LONELY!!!!!!" *banging on the chair and kicking* *Everyone stares* *WE ROFL!* *Goes on for 30 minutes about time wasting* No trust us you are a dick... Mitch comes in and we're being all buddy. I love Mitch sooo much. He's amazing!!!! I can't even describe his amazing-ness. He wants to go to Queens. That's intense. Then I'm leaving and I'm like excuse me. *Steps between Edmonds and Matt* *Matt pokes me* *Pretends nothing happened* Oh and then when me and Colin were talking we started screaming how hot we think Sheena is. And then I looked at Colin and I was like and I wonder why people think I'm a lesbian. And he was like me too!!!! And then he was like oh gawd you're not coming out to me are you! WHY DOES EVERYONE TELL ME!!!! OMG OMG REMEMBER!!!!!!! "Why is he so attractive? Why can't I be gay?" "Jessica, that would just screw you over more..." Today was epic. I loved it. Matejah must have put something in those cookies.

Reason 1311.435 why Adam Lambert is amazing and won't marry me...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3U8ykzuC5C0

Was reading Kelsey's quiz: Person you want to kiss right now? My brain goes: ROBERT ROBERT ROBERT! (no not pattinson YUCKY!!!!)

Today was such a good day.

Now that I've bragged tomorrow is going to eat shit. That's fantastic.

Love,
Just thought you should know...
PS. I"M GOING TO SEE DON JUAN ON FRIDAY! I hope that won't be a problem. Elaine invited me. Just so you know where I'm going!!!!
PPS. I LOVE YOU BECCA! THAT"S SO STUPID! YOU DO THAT ALL THE TIME!!! THANK YOU! SOMEONE!!!!! Last people you've kissed in order: Colin, Becca, Colin, Aeron, Aeron, Tommy. HAhAhAHHaHA! That's fantastic....