adam lambert

On tuesday April 28th, adam lambert performed the song feeling good on american idol. I was watching. Freaking out about my solo the next day. Thinking about how I wanted to do this one song but was afraid to. Afraid of the aftermath. I was gonna take the safe way out. Adam walked down those stairs and stood proud. He sang it for himself, for everyone and he did it with a sense of pride. And it made me realize if he was gonna follow his dreams and his life on international television and not be jeopardized. I wasn't going to do it either. That's eventually what made me choose to sing the dark I know well. I will always think of adam and the inspiration he gives me. Seeing them all sit at the table you'd think he was the winner. It's ridiculous. Don't sign with Queen. You know that though. I'm not worried about you. You know yourself. You will rock this world. I can't wait.
Love,
To The Music, The Songs I Breathe, Feel, Know inside out. Everything that is a part of me.

"You see I'm one of those poor suckers you have music flowing through their veins. But that's okay because I'm doing what I know and need and it's amazing."
"Yeah... me too..."
A conversation from some years ago.