That Little THING With Her Head Held So High

This video is priceless! Matt you are amazing. Such a shy cutie did this? Hard to believe. Also please don't get frosted tips. Amy and I will protest. Oh god did Matt just rub his nipples? That innocent boy just changed my whole perception of him. Wow... I'm having a moment here. We feel bad for Ian he never gets as much love. WE LOVE YOU IAN! We looked for you but you were gone.
Now my spiel on Josh.
The things you have conquered. Watching an old video like this, is proof of how amazing your everyday struggle is. You are winning. You are no longer just surviving. You look so much healthier. It's amazing. I'm so glad there is a musician like you out there. Right now you are co-writing with Faber. What I would give right now. To be in your stude. I can't even express how much I love your words, and melodies and how everything is so intricately plotted.

I never took you for a trick but
sometimes I don't know what you want
I can take it if you need to
take this out on someone

That little BITCH with her head held so high
talking tough when I
cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie

That one stings a little
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect but try me
And you will always find me here
This is where I scream from

You can take it all away and I'll miss
There's a little bit of you in all this
And you can say you only think you know, yeah
Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet
Cause you haven't seen any of my best
You know I hate myself without you now

ya,Hurts the same when nobody knows
I guess that's just how it goes
And I won't say anything at all

I was talking on a dollar sign
anxious, scared of what you need
Everybody wants a piece of you
Everyone takes a piece of me

That one stings a little
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect but try me
And you will always find me here
This is where I scream from

ya,You can take it all away and I'll miss
There's a little bit of you in all this
And you can say you only think you know, yeah
Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet
Cause you haven't seen any of my best
You know I hate myself without you now

ya,Hurts the same when nobody knows
I guess that's just how it goes
And I won't say anything at all

This is the hook
Take it like you took
I'm shaking like I shook before
Never ever getting better off
and I can only watch
This is where I stopped before
Not another piece of me
I always slip away from
I always slip away from

I won't say anything but
ya,You can take it all away and I'll miss
There's a little bit of you in all this
And you can say you only think you know, yeah
Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet
Cause you haven't seen any of my best
You know I hate myself

Hurts the same when nobody knows
I guess that's just how it goes
And I won't say anything at all

I won't say anything at all
I won't say anything at all

Knowing what I know now. Makes everything seem so much more... amazing, for lack of a better word. You'll never be somebody clean.
Love,
The road home, is paved with star fuckers requiem! I can never go, go back home again...